HATE THE REAL ME
Future Lyrics

Feel me
Understand me, connect with me

The music special
Music is unique and important

It's a part of us
Music is ingrained in our culture and identity

I know I'm a product of the streets
My upbringing and environment have shaped me

I remember days you would laugh with me
I recall happier times with you

See a frown on your pretty faces
I notice the sadness on your faces

I'm tryna get high as I can
I want to be as intoxicated as possible

Open up a seal, don't feel me
Breaking open a drug container without hesitation

Showing out in public show the real me
Being my true self publicly while under the influence

Pouring up in public, damn, I hate the real me
I hate the side of myself that is addicted to drugs and alcohol

My mama stressing out, she say these drugs got me
My mother is worried that drugs are harming me

And I ain't been the same since that nigga shot me
I have changed since the shooting incident

Holding on that K, I hope you feel me
Holding a weapon and hoping others can relate to my struggles

Loading up the cartridge right now, I hate the real me
Filling a gun cartridge and feeling angry about who I have become

Voices in my head, you the enemy
Internal conflict and negative self-talk

I got a portrait in my head, I built a dynasty
Imagining success and greatness in my own mind

I gotta focus on this bread, you tryna marry me
I need to prioritize money and success, not relationships

Couple exotic ones in the bed, tryna share me
Multiple partners are interested in me

Few exotics going out they way, tryna smash me
Some sexual partners are actively pursuing me

She told her mama she tried to smash me
A woman told her mother that she tried to have sex with me

She told her friends she tried to smash me
A woman told her friends that she tried to have sex with me

She told her ex she tryna smash me
A woman told her ex that she wants to have sex with me

She told the world she tryna smash
A woman publicly expressed her desire to have sex with me

I'm in the last lane, fast speed
Driving recklessly and living dangerously

I do helluva ways, baby, go to South Beach
Living extravagantly and enjoying the finer things

I do helluva ways, baby, let your mouth speak
Speaking boldly and confidently

I do helluva ways, baby, let your body talk
Using body language to communicate and express oneself

Lemme tell the world how much I care for you
Expressing love and affection publicly

I paint a picture, gave a style to you
Creating a unique identity and image for a loved one

I took a chance when you had miles on you
Investing time and effort in a relationship despite previous issues

I should've fucked and blowed some loud on you
Regretting not engaging in sexual activities and drug use with a past partner

I'm in the cut, I got a crowd on me
Being surrounded by many people despite wanting privacy

Infatuation turn to love on me
Developing deeper feelings of love for someone after initial attraction

A sober mind wasn't good for me
Being sober made me realize my true feelings and struggle with addiction

'Cause I love you way more than this music
Prioritizing a relationship over music and fame

That's when shit was brought up and you know I had to lose it
When the issue was brought up, I couldn't handle it and lost everything

Damn, I almost lost it
Nearly experiencing a mental breakdown

Said it was cheaper not to keep her and it's killing me
Choosing to end a relationship for financial reasons and regretting it

'Cause damn, I hate the real me
Hating oneself and the way addiction has changed them