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G.E. Smith Lyrics

A busy body used to studying
I used to be someone who constantly studied and was always occupied with learning.

A real piece of work when it came to what we did
I put a lot of effort and care into the work that my team and I did.

We would experiment
We were willing to try new things and take risks to see what worked best.

Led us to feel
This approach brought us to an emotional experience that most people never get to have.

What most fail to experience
Many people don't get to experience the same level of excitement and fulfillment that we did.

Now I’m seen as x men
My unique perspective and experiences have set me apart from others.

Gave 6 senses used to holding down the field like fences
I have the ability to anticipate and respond to situations quickly and effectively, like a skilled athlete on the field.

You had me on the fence since then
I've been indecisive about my feelings towards you ever since that moment.

If offended what’s to defend
There's no point in defending yourself if you've offended someone else.

Like saying duh is
It's obviously true and doesn't need to be said.

It comes without much reluctance
It's easy for me to say or do what needs to be done without hesitation or reservations.

Nevermind becomes something
Even small things that are ignored can escalate into larger issues.

And something comes up
Unexpected problems or obstacles always arise.

Mind ya business and taking care of it is different than it once was
It's no longer enough to just manage your own affairs; we all have a responsibility to look out for each other.

Seems I was always the one needing some work hoping higher love comes
I've always had room for improvement and was hoping that love would help me become a better person.

Remember the days with checks from how going thru hoops from higher up was
I remember when I used to jump through hoops to please authority figures and get ahead.

In a different league going the distance not knowing where things lead
I'm operating in a different realm from most people, pushing harder and farther without knowing where it will take me.

Just where we have come from
It's important to remember our past experiences and how they've shaped us.

I know you won’t forget hard as it is you know where the love was
Even though things are difficult now, we both know that there was love between us at one point.

The big picture got a touch up from a touch of getting on your nerves
Small annoyances or irritations can have a significant impact on the larger picture or situation.

Always from touch so you’d never really say what was
I always knew that there was more to what you were trying to say, but you never quite voiced it.

I would say put it behind us knowing that’s something you already have enough of
I would suggest moving past the issue, but I know that you've already been weighed down by it enough.

Instead of putting a front up let’s be up front
Rather than pretending or hiding, let's be honest and direct with each other.

You’ve had me feeling a way from love
My emotions have been affected by my love for you.

Question if we felt a way enough
I'm unsure if our feelings for each other were strong enough to maintain the relationship.

Resentments from what faith once was
I harbor negative feelings towards the way things used to be between us.

Tendencies going too far came up
We both had personality traits that we took too far and caused issues in our relationship.

Now I question how far you are away from us
I'm not sure how much you've distanced yourself from our relationship and connection.

Like the whip you was trying to get over with like a slave must
You were trying to control or manipulate the situation, as if you were a slave master with a whip.

It was brung up before you’d hang up knowing I was hung up
You brought up the issue before ending the conversation, knowing that I was already emotional and upset about it.

Thinking if what’s come of us really came from us
I'm questioning if our issues and struggles were caused by external factors or our own actions.

Like the trimesters I was pushing thru to keep my grades up
I had to work hard and persevere through difficult periods of time to maintain my academic success.

I know you’ve had your phases no no that doesn’t phase us
I'm aware that you've had your own struggles and phases, but they don't impact us as a team.

Apologize now later you can thank us
I'm willing to apologize and take the blame now, knowing that it will benefit us in the future.

So sorry for the way we made it
I apologize for the way our relationship turned out and the hurtful things we might have done or said.

Fuck putting up I wanna show what the proof is
I'm no longer interested in pretending or putting up a façade; I want to show others what I'm really capable of.

I’m a different breed what do I have to do to prove it
I have unique talents and abilities that set me apart, and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to prove it.

Our friends see the evolution as you come around often as a blue moon is
Our friends have noticed the changes and growth in me, and they see you very infrequently.

Might of seemed like a lunatic
My enthusiasm and passion for what I do might have come across as crazy or irrational to some people.

X men just tryin to lead a revolution
I'm trying to be a leader and a change-maker, much like the powerful and influential characters from X-Men.

Power tripping like a mutant
I'm feeling powerful and confident, almost like a superhero who has mutant abilities.

I feel myself out through the vision
I gain a better understanding of myself and my capabilities through visualization and mental imagery.

Especially when I remove it
I'm able to focus better and unlock my true potential when I remove distractions or obstacles from my life.

This for niggas thinking out the box with business booming
This is a message for those who think outside the box and are seeing success in their businesses.

On the lay out layed down like the blueprint
I have a clear plan and strategy, similar to a blueprint, for how I want to achieve my goals.

You are too good to miss and too bad to lose it
You have so many great qualities and are too valuable to lose completely, even though things between us are difficult.

If I get a shot I’ll shoot it otherwise I’ll talk to you thru music
If I have an opportunity to take action or make a move, I won't hesitate. Otherwise, I'll express my thoughts and feelings through my music.

Either way getting under your skin like contusions
Regardless of how I approach the situation, I know that my actions are getting to you and affecting you emotionally.

Making her feel at home often as the mood did
I'm able to make people feel comfortable and at ease, no matter what the situation or mood may be.

Now every time they hear from me they’re playing stupid
People tend to act ignorant or naive when they hear from me, perhaps because they're intimidated or unsure how to respond.

Back when we were exclusive
During the time when we were in a committed, exclusive relationship.

I miss the game you played wish we would resume it
I miss the excitement and energy of our relationship when we used to play games and have fun.

Like Dave Mathews shit
Similar to the music of Dave Mathews Band, our relationship had a unique and enjoyable vibe.

You would crash into me like Bandicoot is
You would come at me with passion and enthusiasm, much like the energetic character Crash Bandicoot.

X men how I used to execute it
I used to approach situations and problems like a skilled and powerful X-Men character.

X men as forces reinforce I do this
I use my strength and power, similar to X-Men, to reinforce and support my actions and approach to life.

Worried about being in the clouds from exceeding usage
I'm concerned about using too much of my energy or power and losing sight of reality or becoming too disconnected from others.

They say skies the limit yet I take it to where the moon is
Even though people say that there are limits to what you can achieve, I always strive to reach beyond those limits and aim for the highest point, represented by the moon.