Last Breath
G.T. Garza Lyrics

Mind crazy out the blue
My thoughts are out of control and overwhelming

When you need help it's like no one answers
In times of need, it feels like no one is there to provide support

But when they need help they expect you to answer
Others expect help when they need it, even if they don't provide the same support

My soul is empty
I feel a deep sense of emptiness and lack of purpose

My heart feels heavy
There is a great weight carried in my heart, likely due to emotional pain

If I should fall today Who's hands shall catch me
If I were to have a mental or physical breakdown, there is no one to support and help me through it

Dazed these days With no one around me Life seeming unfit So on death I'm lusting
Feeling confused and isolated, my life doesn't seem worth living and death is becoming preferable

Addiction my cure But sobered up I'm angry
To deal with my pain, I turn to addiction, but when I'm sober, I'm angry about my situation

God never answers Think that nigga blocked me
I feel abandoned by God, and believe that he is purposefully ignoring me

Dependents depending Ain't no time for resting Gotta give it my all Till the Last Breath in me
Despite feeling overwhelmed, there is no time to rest as others depend on me, so I must continue giving everything I have until the end

Thoughts losing sanity Demons haunt me in my sleep My worse fear me forgetting me
My thoughts are driving me to the brink of insanity, I am being plagued by my own demons, and my greatest fear is losing myself

Can't eat wont rest helpless to the stress involved Drinking only alcohol Wishing you would die tomorrow
The stress is causing me so much pain that I can't eat or rest, turning to alcohol as the only escape, and wishing for death

To your god I often talk He never returns any calls
I try to reach out to God for help, but it feels like he is not listening or responding to me

Nicotine a routine passing hours in a daze Drastic risks just to get paid Emotions in me often fade In the darkness where I lay Soul lost in a sunken place
I turn to nicotine to fill the empty hours, taking dangerous risks to make money, and feeling emotionally numb and lost in darkness

Papa why'd you go away Daddy left now I'm a stray Momma told me be strong Grandma told me don't do wrong But what's right when your morals and boundaries are gone
My father figures have left me feeling abandoned, while the women in my life try to provide guidance, but it's difficult to know what is right without strong morals and boundaries

Huff and puff Bottled up Heart feels stuck Sprit numb
Feeling trapped in my emotions, my heart feels heavy and my spirit feels deadened

Rule of thumb we don't run Free Tuddy from the gun Brain of a mastermind but still go dumb Silver spoons we didn't have one Sorrows I got more than some Money often didn't come
Despite difficult circumstances, I try to face my problems without running away, but growing up in poverty has left me with many hardships and little opportunity

Mine trapped in a dazed Can't show it this ain't the place Learn quick or die today Make sure your family always straight
Feeling trapped and unable to express myself, I must learn quickly how to survive or face the consequences, while ensuring my family's well-being

Hustlers if you getting paid Be sure you putting some away Made it through the dirt Now only thing to do is stand the rain
For those who succeed through hard work, it is important to save money and prepare for harder times, because once you have overcome struggle, you must be ready for anything

My soul is empty My heart feels heavy If I should fall today Who's hands shall catch me Dazed these days With no one around me Life seeming unfit So on death I'm lusting Addiction my cure But sobered up I'm angry God never answers Think that nigga blocked me Dependents depending Ain't no time for resting Gotta give it my all Till the Last Breath in me
Despite all the pain and emptiness, and feeling like no one is there to support, I must keep going and giving my all until the end, even if that end is death