Holding On
Gary Brooker Lyrics


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Don't you worry if you find me blue
There's not a single thing that you can do
I'm just thinking of the days i had with mama
Don't you worry 'bout the goodnight kiss
I won't remember all the nights you missed
I couldn't go back through it all again, mama
Well as a boy i liked to fool around
I never had my feet down on the ground
But i loved my mama, i loved my papa,
I loved my sister and my little baby brother
I was quite a good boy at school
I had my fun but i was nobody's fool
Yes, i had some good times, i had some bad times
What's it matter when you've got somewhere to run for
Home loving
Costs you nothing
Home loving
Saves you suffering
Don't you worry 'bout the things you said
Have no regrets about the life you lead
Don't be concerned about the tears i shed, mama
I can live here with a broken heart
Don't be upset 'cos we've been apart
I can forgive if you forget the past, mama
Now i'm having fun with all my friends
I bring them home and you are there again
Yes i love my mama, love my papa
I love my sister and my big bad brother
Now i'm a man and i know what went wrong
We learnt our lesson and it's in this song, we need
Home loving
Costs us nothing
Home loving
Saves you suffering
Home loving it must mean something
To share your fun with your own sweet brethren
Home loving
Costs you nothing
Home loving
Saves you suffering
Don't you worry if you find me crying
Don't be upset about how much you're trying




So i'll admit my love for someone else now, mama
I've got some home loving

Overall Meaning

Gary Brooker's "Holding On" is a reflective and bittersweet tribute to his childhood and family, punctuated by a lingering sense of sadness and distance. The song starts on a melancholic note, as Brooker softly croons, "Don't you worry if you find me blue, there's not a single thing that you can do, I'm just thinking of the days I had with Mama." The stark piano chords underlining his voice emphasize the emotional weight of his reminiscences. Brooker goes on to share memories of his childhood, including his playful mischief as a boy, his love for his family members, and his struggles at school. Throughout, the refrain "Home loving, costs you nothing, saves you suffering" underscores the importance and comfort of familial love and support. However, the sadness and regret linger, as Brooker mourns missed opportunities and the distance that has grown between himself and his mother.


The song has a wistful, haunting quality that is characteristic of Brooker's style, which blends blues, soul, and rock elements. His plaintive voice conveys the emotions of the lyrics with great sensitivity and nuance. While "Holding On" is a deeply personal song, it also taps into universal themes of nostalgia, regret, and the importance of family ties. The final verses offer a bittersweet resolution, as Brooker reflects on the lessons he has learned and the ways in which his family continues to be a source of joy and strength in his life.


Line by Line Meaning

Don't you worry if you find me blue
If I'm feeling sad, it's not your fault and there's nothing you can do about it.


There's not a single thing that you can do
You shouldn't blame yourself for my sadness, because there's nothing you can do to fix it.


I'm just thinking of the days I had with Mama
I'm reminiscing about the past and thinking about my childhood memories with my mother.


Don't you worry 'bout the goodnight kiss
You don't need to worry about showing me affection or giving me kisses before bed.


I won't remember all the nights you missed
It's okay if you weren't always there to tuck me in at night, I won't hold it against you.


I couldn't go back through it all again, Mama
I don't think I could handle reliving all of the memories from my childhood and adolescence.


Well as a boy I liked to fool around
As a child, I enjoyed being silly and having fun.


I never had my feet down on the ground
I was often carefree and didn't take things too seriously as a child.


But I loved my Mama, I loved my Papa, I loved my sister and my little baby brother
Even though I liked to play and be silly, I still loved and cared for my family.


I was quite a good boy at school
I had good behavior and was a well-behaved student.


I had my fun but I was nobody's fool
I enjoyed myself but I wasn't easily deceived or taken advantage of by others.


Yes, I had some good times, I had some bad times
I experienced both positive and negative events in my life.


What's it matter when you've got somewhere to run for
Even when things aren't perfect, having a safe place to go to makes it all better.


Home loving costs you nothing
Loving and caring for your family doesn't require any monetary cost.


Home loving saves you suffering
Caring for and loving your family can prevent hurt and pain in the long run.


Don't you worry 'bout the things you said
Don't worry about saying the wrong thing or hurting my feelings, it's in the past.


Have no regrets about the life you lead
Live your life with no regrets and move forward with positivity.


Don't be concerned about the tears I shed, Mama
If I'm crying, it's not your fault and you shouldn't worry about it.


I can live here with a broken heart
I'm strong enough to keep going even when my heart is hurting.


Don't be upset 'cos we've been apart
Don't be sad because we've spent time apart, what's important is the time we spend together now.


I can forgive if you forget the past, Mama
If we both move on from the past and focus on the future, I am capable of forgiving you for any mistakes.


Now I'm having fun with all my friends
I'm enjoying spending time with my friends and having fun.


I bring them home and you are there again
Even though I'm spending time with friends, I still feel the presence and love of my family at home.


Yes, I love my Mama, love my Papa, I love my sister and my big bad brother
I have love for and appreciate all members of my family.


Now I'm a man and I know what went wrong
I have grown up and become aware of past mistakes and problems.


We learnt our lesson and it's in this song, we need home loving
Through the ups and downs of life, we've come to realize the importance of loving and caring for family and this message is conveyed in this song.


Home loving it must mean something
The love and care we give to our family is significant and meaningful.


To share your fun with your own sweet brethren
It's important to have fun and good times with your own family members.


Don't you worry if you find me crying
If I'm upset, it's not your fault and you shouldn't worry about it.


Don't be upset about how much you're trying
You shouldn't be upset if your efforts to help me feel better aren't working.


So I'll admit my love for someone else now, Mama
I'm in love with someone other than my family, but that doesn't mean I love them any less.


I've got some home loving
Even though I'm in love with someone else, I still have love and admiration for my family.




Writer(s): Pat Schunk, Gary Holland, Jim Mc Mellen, Arthur Frank, Michael Britton

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Comments from YouTube:

Dwayne Wladyka

This is a great song. I saw Procol Harum perform this song live with the Edmonton Symphony Orchestra.

Robert Brown

So glad Gary did these little insights into these songs in his last year with us . ❣

Gary Shepard

This great song was a highlight on The Prodigal Stranger album. I'm wondering why the graphic on this was from a later compilation album instead?

Iza. R.

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Dwayne Wladyka

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