Both Numan's music and his transgressive public image are known for his sense of alien coldness and embrace of avant-garde influences. Becoming of the founding fathers of electronic-based pop music, Numan's reach extends far beyond his lone American hit, “Cars,” which still stands as one of the defining new wave singles. That seminal track helped usher in the synthpop era on both sides of the Atlantic, especially his native England, where he was a genuine pop star and consistent hit-maker during the early 80s. Even after new wave had mostly petered out, Numan’s influence continued to make itself felt. His dark, paranoid vision, theatrically icy persona, and clinical, robotic sound were echoed strongly in the work of many goth rock and (especially) industrial artists during the past several decades. For his part, Numan just kept on recording, and, by the late 90s, he’d become a hip name to drop. Prominent alternative rock bands have covered his hits, with Numan himself playing live with Nine Inch Nails briefly to much acclaim, and a goth-flavored brand of industrial-type music christened darkwave looks to him as its mentor.
Numan was born Gary Anthony James Webb on March 8, 1958, in Hammersmith, West London, U.K. A shy child, music brought him out of his shell; he began playing guitar in his early teens and played in several short-lived bands. Inspired by the amateurism of the punk movement, he joined a punk rock group called "The Lasers" in 1976. The following year, he and bassist Paul Gardiner split off to form a new group, dubbed "Tubeway Army", with drummer Bob Simmonds. They recorded a couple of singles under futuristic pseudonyms (Valerium [or Valerian], Scarlett, and Rael, respectively) that attempted to match their new interest in synthesizers. Scrapping that idea, Webb rechristened himself Gary Numan and replaced Simmonds with his uncle Jess Lidyard. Thus constituted, "Tubeway Army" cut a set of "punk-meets-Kraftwerk" demos for Beggars Banquet in early 1978. That work ended up being released several years later as 'The Plan'.
That summer, Numan sang a TV commercial jingle for jeans, and toward the end of the year the group’s debut album, 'Tubeway Army', appeared. Chiefly influenced by Kraftwerk and David Bowie’s Berlin-era collaborations with Brian Eno, the album also displayed Numan’s fascination with the electronic, experimental side of glam rock (such as in some works by Roxy Music and Ultravox) and Krautrock (such as in some works by Can). He also drew much influence from transgressive science fiction writers such as Philip K. Dick, people who challenged conventional thinking through exploring the affects of new technology.
The group’s second album, 'Replicas', was released in early 1979. Its accompanying single, “Are ‘Friends’ Electric?", was a left-field smash, topping the UK charts and sending 'Replicas' to number one on the album listings as well. The record also included “Down in the Park", an oft-covered song that stands as one of Numan’s most 'gothic' outings.
Numan had become a star overnight, despite critical distaste for any music so heavily reliant on synthesizers, and he formed a larger backing band that replaced "Tubeway Army", keeping Gardiner on bass. "The Pleasure Principle" was released in the fall of 1979 and spawned Numan’s international hit “Cars”, which reached the American Top Ten and hit number one in the UK; the album also became Numan’s second straight British number one. He put together a hugely elaborate, futuristic stage show and went on a money-losing tour, and also began to indulge his hobby as an amateur pilot with his newfound wealth.
Numan returned in the fall of 1980 with "Telekon", his third straight chart-topping album in Britain, and scored two Top Ten hits with “We Are Glass” and “I Die: You Die”; “This Wreckage” later reached the Top 20.
In 1981, Numan announced his retirement from live performance, playing several farewell concerts just prior to the release of "Dance". While "Dance" and its lead single, “She’s Got Claws”, were both climbing into the British Top Ten, Numan attempted to fly around the world, but in a bizarre twist was arrested in India on suspicion of spying and smuggling. The charges were dropped, although authorities confiscated his plane. His retirement proved short-lived, but when he returned in 1982 with "I, Assassin", some of his popularity had dissipated - perhaps because of the retirement announcement, perhaps because the charts were overflowing with synthpop, much of which was already expanding on Numan’s early innovations (which were starting to sound repetitive). "I, Assassin" was another Top Ten album, and “We Take Mystery (To Bed)” another major hit, but in general Numan’s singles were starting to slip on the charts; the title track of 1983’s "Warriors" became his last British Top Twenty hit (excluding reissues and collaborations).
Numan and Beggars Banquet subsequently parted ways, and Numan formed his own Numa label, kicking things off with "Berserker" in late 1984. Sadly, longtime collaborator "Paul Gardiner" died earlier that year from a drug overdose. 1985’s "The Fury" became the final Numan album to reach the British Top 30. Over the next few years, Numan collaborated occasionally with "Shakatak’s" Bill Sharpe, releasing four singles and one album from 1985-1989.
Following 1986’s "Strange Charm", Numan signed with IRS, but the relationship was fraught with discord from the start. IRS forced Numan to change the title of 1988’s "Metal Rhythm" to "New Anger" for his first North American release since 1981 (and also remixed several tracks), refused to release his soundtrack for the film "The Unborn", and would not fund any supporting tours for "New Anger" or 1991’s "Outland". When his contract expired, Numan returned to Numa for 1992’s "Machine + Soul".
1994 brought the release of the industrial-tinged "Sacrifice", the first glimmering of Numan’s return to critical favor and underground hipness. Over the next few years, bands like "Hole", "The Foo Fighters", and "Smashing Pumpkins" covered Numan songs in concert, and Marilyn Manson recorded “Down in the Park” for the B-side of the “Lunchbox” single; moreover, "Nine Inch Nails" cited Numan as an important influence. With his fan base refreshed and expectations raised, Numan delved deeper into gothic, metal-tinged industrial dance on 1997’s "Exile". However, he didn’t truly hit his stride in this newly adopted style until 2000’s "Pure", which was acclaimed as his best work in years and expanded his cult following into new territory.
In 2003, Numan enjoyed fleeting chart success once again with the "Gary Numan vs Rico" single “Crazier”, reaching No.13 in the U.K. chart. Rico, who is an up and coming artist from Glasgow, also worked on the remix album "Hybrid" which featured reworkings of older songs in a more contemporary industrial style. In 2004 Numan took control of his own business affairs again, launching the label Mortal Records and releasing a series of live DVDs as a precursor to his highly anticipated new studio album, "Jagged" which was released on 13 March 2006. An album launch gig took place at "The Forum, London" on 18 March 2006. Numan announced a UK tour commencing in April 2006 and plans to tour other countries, including the USA, during the year in support of the release. Numan also to launched a "Jagged" website to showcase the new album.
Numan contributed vocals to four tracks on the April 2007 release of Ade Fenton’s debut solo album "Artificial Perfect" on his new industrial/electronic label Submission, including songs “The Leather Sea”, “Slide Away”, “Recall” and the first single to be taken from the album, “Healing”. The second single to be released in the UK was “The Leather Sea” on July 30, 2007.
In 2008, he released a double CD remix album "Jagged Edge", based around 2006’s critically acclaimed "Jagged", co-produced with Ade Fenton. The pair are currently in the studio working on Numan’s 18th studio album "Splinter", due for release in 2009.
While Numan is known for his electronic music innovations, he prefers real instruments. He explained in an interview with Songfacts: "I didn't go the technology route wholeheartedly, the way Kraftwerk had done. I considered it to be a layer. I added to what we already had, and I wanted to merge that. There's plenty of things about guitar players, and bass players, and songs I really love that I didn't particularly want to get rid of. The only time I did get rid of guitars was on Pleasure Principle, and that was in fact a reaction to the press. I got a huge amount of hostility from the British press, particularly, when I first became successful. And Pleasure Principle was the first album I made after that success happened. I became successful in the early part of '79 and Pleasure Principle came out in the end of '79, in the UK, anyway. And there was a lot of talk about electronic music being cold and weak and all that sort of stuff. So I made Pleasure Principle to try to prove a point, that you could make a contemporary album that didn't have guitar in it, but still had enough power and would stand up well. That's the only reason that album didn't have guitar in it. But apart from that one album they've all had guitars - that was the blueprint."
The official website can be found here: www.garynuman.co.uk
My Jesus
Gary Numan Lyrics
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My Jesus is like a lonely warning
My Jesus is like a tortured memory
My Jesus is like a fear that haunts me
I'm Praying for my soul
My Jesus says
My Jesus is like a shadow crawling
"Pain will prove you love me"
"Their screams will guide you to me"
My Jesus says
I'm Praying for your soul
In Gary Numan's song "My Jesus," he presents an ambiguous and complex portrayal of his faith. The lyrics suggest that his relationship with Jesus is one of fear and uncertainty, rather than one of comfort and assurance. The lines "My Jesus is like a voice in the dark, My Jesus is like a lonely warning" indicate that he feels like he is in a state of darkness and needs guidance. Additionally, the phrase "My Jesus is a collector of pain" conveys the message that Jesus is a harsh judge who demands sacrifice and suffering.
Moreover, the lines "My Jesus is like a shadow crawling, Pain will prove you love me, Their screams will guide you to me" present Jesus as a master who commands devotion through physical pain and emotional manipulation. The phrase "Their screams will guide you to me" hints at the idea of religious fanaticism and the use of fear as a way to control and manipulate people.
Overall, the song delivers a powerful message about the complexities of faith and questions the traditional portrayal of Jesus as a source of comfort and love.
Line by Line Meaning
My Jesus is like a voice in the dark
Gary Numan's idea of Jesus is like a voice in darkness, which means that Jesus is like a ray of hope in his life when everything is hopeless.
My Jesus is like a lonely warning
Gary Numan's perception of Jesus is regarded as a warning sign against loneliness, indicating that his version of Jesus reminds him that he is not alone in this world.
My Jesus is like a tortured memory
Gary Numan's belief about Jesus is like a painful memory he relives, explaining that it could be attributed to how he perceives events that happen in his life.
My Jesus is like a fear that haunts me
Gary Numan's interpretation of Jesus is somewhat frightening, just as Christ is to some people in religious texts who interpret the events described in them literally and strictly.
I'm praying for my soul
Gary Numan finds comfort in praying to Jesus for the salvation of his soul because he believes that He has the power to grant eternal life.
My Jesus is a collector of pain
Gary Numan's conception of Jesus is that of an entity that takes away his pain and sorrow.
My Jesus is like a shadow crawling
Gary Numan's thought of Jesus is that of a moving shadow that can be witnessed during the day or night.
"Pain will prove you love me"
Gary Numan's version of Jesus is one that seems to find love and devotion in pain and suffering.
"Their screams will guide you to me"
Gary Numan's perception of Jesus indicating that the anguish of others could lead him to Jesus.
My Jesus says
Gary Numan imagines that Jesus is speaking to him, offering him succor, support, and guidance
I'm praying for your soul
Gary Numan believes that praying to Jesus could help other people's souls. Thus he says that he is praying for their soul.
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Gary Anthony Webb, Gary Anthony James Webb
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MorrisonsProphecy
As a lifelong Numanoid, I think this may be his Magnum Opus. One the best and most emotive pieces of music ever recorded. Period.
semitar6
I love how his music has taken a harder on the past few albums... Gary paints a dark landscape...I love it.
Craig Severance
It seems that he has his soul on the pulse of the universe. If the world does not feel this dark to me then I must be Praying To The Aliens!
Tracy Nottage
One of my all time favourite darker Gary Numan songs 🎵 I like it, nice one 👍
MorrisonsProphecy
I am and will alway be a "Believer".
That doesn't mean I've never questioned my faith.
As a beliver, I think this is one of the most beautiful pieces of music ever composed.
It's "Human" in an inhuman world.
Andrew Flood
I LOVE THIS SONG !!!!
davideffamykwk
numan is dark but look for the meaning it is all in the words. prayer for the unborn is spot on.
Michael Shindle
Still amazing on every listen …
Stuart Edwards
how the fuck do you explain an album like this,when he spent so long in the creative wilderness?completely brilliant.
Marc Bell
Can't believe it is 21 Years old now PURE 🖤 LUVIT to Hell & Back 🖤😍😎🎸🎻🥁🎧