Always
Gavin James Lyrics

What am I supposed to do without you?
The absence of you in my life leaves me at a loss, unsure of how to proceed.

Is it too late to pick the pieces up?
Am I too late to salvage what's left of our relationship?

Too soon to let them go?
Is it too early to move on from the emotional pain that remains after our breakup?

Do you feel damaged just like I do?
Are you also experiencing the emotional damage caused by our separation?

Your face, it makes my body ache
The sight of you triggers a physical reaction in me, expressing my deep longing for you.

It won't leave me alone
The memory of you constantly haunts me, never allowing me respite.

And this feels like drowning
My grief and despair surrounds me like water, leaving me feeling suffocated and helpless.

Trouble sleeping
My inability to rest is a result of the anguish caused by our separation.

Restless dreaming
Even in my sleep, I am plagued with thoughts of you, unable to find peace.

You're in my head
You remain a constant presence in my thoughts and emotions.

I just got scared
My fear and anxiety regarding our separation has recently intensified.

Away, away
The thought of you and our past together fills me with dread, making me want to distance myself from it all.

I'd rather choke on my bad decisions
I would rather suffer through the consequences of my poor choices than try to ignore the impact of our broken relationship.

Then just carry them to my grave
I would rather face the ramifications of my actions now than live with the regret until my death.

Cracks won't fix and the scars won't fade away
The pain and hurt caused by our breakup cannot be easily mended or forgotten.

I guess I should get used to this
I will have to learn to live with the aftermath of our relationship and the resulting scars it has left behind.

The left side of my bed's an empty space
The emptiness I feel in my life without you is reflected even in the space you left beside me in bed.

I remember we were strangers
It's hard to believe that we were once unfamiliar with each other, given the depth of emotions we once shared.

So tell me what's the difference
I am struggling to understand what caused the distance and change in our relationship, what led to our separation.

Between then and now
I cannot believe how much our relationship has changed since the beginning, and grieve for what has been lost.

I know there's nothing left to cling to
I am coming to terms with the fact that our relationship is truly over, and there is no hope of reconciliation.

But I'm still calling out your name
Although I know the reality of our situation, I can't help but still long for you and wish for what has been lost.

Always, always, always
You will always be a part of me, and I will continue to remember and long for what we once had.