White Light
Gems Lyrics


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killing time
or is it time that’s killing me?
in the dusty sun
I could drink until I’m free
when it’s all done
in the daylight, chalk and bone
I was graceful
like a falling heavy stone

white light, white wine
(I can’t be a part of you)
I never wanted this for you
(I can’t be apart from you)
let my light shine
(I can’t be a part of you)
I don’t know how to get to you
(I can’t be apart from you)

as you’re leaving
shut the door and leave the keys
under the carpet
worn as thin as memories
with all our patterns
from what I’ve come to love and lost
paper lanterns
crushed and swallowed by the frost

white light, white wine
(I can’t be a part of you)
I never wanted this for you
(I can’t be apart from you)
let my light shine
(I can’t be a part of you)
I don’t know how to get to you
(I can’t be apart from you)

killing time
or is it time that’s killing me?
in the dusty sun
I could drink until I’m free
when it’s all done
in the daylight, chalk and bone




I was graceful
like a falling heavy stone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song White Light by Gems suggest a feeling of being trapped and tortured by time. The opening lines question whether the singer is simply biding their time or if time itself is causing their suffering. The line "I could drink until I'm free" suggests that the singer is trying to escape their own thoughts through indulgence. The metaphor of being "graceful like a falling heavy stone" describes the feeling of being weighed down by a burden that pulls them slowly to the ground.


The chorus features the repetition of "white light, white wine" which serves as a contradiction of sorts. On one hand, white light has connotations of purity and hope, while white wine is associated with indulgence and pleasure. The line "I can't be a part of you" suggests a disconnect between the singer and the object of their desire. They admit that they never wanted what they have, but at the same time, they can't let go. The line "let my light shine" is an appeal for recognition, but the final line of the chorus "I don't know how to get to you" indicates a sense of helplessness and frustration.


The second verse continues the theme of leaving and losing, as the singer is being forced to let go of something they love. The metaphor of the "worn thin" carpet alludes to the idea of fading memories, and the line "crushed and swallowed by the frost" suggests a sense of finality and loss. The repetition of the chorus at the end of the song reinforces the idea that the singer is trapped and unable to move on.


Line by Line Meaning

killing time
Passing time without any clear purpose


or is it time that’s killing me?
Reflecting on the possibility that time might be causing harm or distress


in the dusty sun
In a dry, deserted place under the bright sun


I could drink until I’m free
Using alcohol as an escape from reality


when it’s all done
When everything is said and done


in the daylight, chalk and bone
In broad daylight when everything is exposed and lifeless


I was graceful
Appearing poised and elegant


like a falling heavy stone
Despite the grace, feeling heavy and burdened


white light, white wine
The brilliance of purity and the indulgence of alcohol


(I can’t be a part of you)
Expressing the inability to fully connect and belong


I never wanted this for you
Feeling responsible for someone's unhappiness


let my light shine
Asking for the chance to let one's true self be visible


I don’t know how to get to you
Feeling a distance or disconnect from someone important


as you’re leaving
When someone is walking out of one's life


shut the door and leave the keys
Letting go and relinquishing control


under the carpet
Hiding something or burying memories


worn as thin as memories
Having lost emotional connections to something meaningful


with all our patterns
All the habits and routines that were once shared


from what I’ve come to love and lost
From all the things that were once cherished but are now gone


paper lanterns
Fragile and temporary objects that represent hope and beauty


crushed and swallowed by the frost
Destroyed and erased by the cold reality of life




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