Let me live
Genius Lyrics

I know you're in love with being mad
I understand that you enjoy being angry

Out here tryna play the guy low 'cause you're addicted to the bad
You're pretending to be innocent but you are attracted to negativity

Acting like you know something that I don't
You're pretending to have knowledge that I lack

But you don't
But in reality, you don't

Still you won't
But you still refuse

Admit it 'cause the feeling's too strong
You won't confess because the emotion is too intense

It's too strong
It's overwhelmingly powerful

But baby I can't take no more
But I am unable to endure this anymore

Let me know and we can roll when it's over
Inform me and we can move forward once this is resolved

You be treating me like I don't really know what's up
You are disregarding me as if I am unaware

Now I'm at a point where I'm just feeling hella stuck
Now I am at a place where I feel extremely trapped

Telling me I think of certain things way too much
Accusing me of overthinking specific aspects

Certain things are vital and you don't think about them enough
Certain things are essential, but you neglect to consider them

Treating me like it's a crime
Behaving towards me as if it is a wrongdoing

To be a man and have a mind
To be a man and possess individual thoughts

Talking 'bout I undermine you when you do it to me all the time
Claiming that I belittle you when in reality, you frequently do it to me

Now my sanity is in question as I'm clutching on the nine
Now I am doubting my own sanity as I hold onto a firearm

As I ride
As I travel

In the Chevy steamer may the moonlight be my guide
In my Chevrolet car, may the moonlight illuminate my path

I don't want to hear your conversation
I have no interest in listening to your talk

I liked you more when you were quiet
I preferred you when you remained silent

I liked you more when we were coexisting and we stayed by each other's side
I preferred our relationship when we peacefully coexisted and supported one another

Now I feel like I'm alone
Now I feel isolated

As I'm climbing to the top
As I am striving for success

Everybody's got opinions and that's just about all that they got
Everyone has their own opinions, but that's all they have to offer

Never will I ever trust
I will never trust anyone

It ain't even worth the risk
It's not worth taking the chance

All I ever did was give to everyone and all I ever got was shit
I always gave to others and received nothing but negativity

Now I'm 'bout to give it back
Now I am about to retaliate

None of y'all are in the clear
None of you are innocent

I'm gonna get my revenge by shitting on y'all every year
I will exact my revenge by humiliating all of you annually

And I know
And I am aware

I ain't putting up with none of you lames anymore
I refuse to tolerate any of you losers any longer

Laughing at me now it's time that I settle the score
Mocking me in the present, it's now time for me to seek justice

Look into the future all I see is blood and gore
As I envision the future, all I foresee is violence and destruction

Losing my mind as insanity, I'm moving towards
I am losing my sanity and embracing a path of madness

They say people like me aren't wanted on earth and maybe I ain't
Society believes individuals like me are undesirable and perhaps they are right

But a lot of y'all are just as wicked as me out here playing a saint
However, many of you are equally corrupt, pretending to be morally righteous

I could be the bigger person and let it slide but I honestly can't
I could choose to be more mature and ignore it, but I genuinely cannot

Which would be the reason why you're locked in the trunk with nowhere to escape
That's why I have trapped you in the trunk of a car, with no means of escape

Everybody out here trying to be hard
Everyone is attempting to appear tough

I'm just trying to be great
I am simply striving for greatness

Since a youngin' I've been out here looking for love in a world full of hate
Since I was young, I have been searching for love in a world dominated by hatred

I don't give a damn about the music you make
I don't care about the music you create

I ain't copping your tape
I will not buy your album

I'm in need of something to relate and I cannot relate to the fake
I am in search of something genuine to connect with, and I cannot connect with artificiality

Trying to front like you're a boss
Attempting to act tough and powerful

Peace treaty ima toss
I am discarding any attempts at peace

I ain't showing sympathy
I am not displaying any compassion

It ain't getting me anywhere but lost
It is only causing me to feel disoriented

Niggas say they're down with me until the end but I don't even listen
People claim to stand by me until the very end, but I no longer pay attention

Cause I done seen so many people getting triple crossed like the crucifixion
Because I have witnessed numerous individuals being betrayed multiple times, similar to the crucifixion