Born in Texas, Jones first heard country music when he was seven, and was given a guitar at the age of nine. He married his first wife, Dorothy Bonvillion, in 1950, and was divorced in 1951. He served in the United States Marine Corps and was discharged in 1953. He married Shirley Ann Corley in 1954. In 1959, Jones recorded "White Lightning", written by J. P. Richardson, which launched his career as a singer. His second marriage ended in divorce in 1968; he married fellow country music singer Tammy Wynette a year later. Years of alcoholism compromised his health and led to his missing many performances, earning him the nickname "No Show Jones". After his divorce from Wynette in 1975, Jones married his fourth wife, Nancy Sepulvado, in 1983 and became sober for good in 1999. Jones died in 2013, aged 81, from hypoxic respiratory failure.
George Jones has been called "The Rolls Royce Of Country Music" and had more than 160 chart singles to his name from 1955 until his death in 2013. Johnny Cash once said, "When people ask me who my favorite country singer is, I say, 'You mean besides George Jones?'"
Jones tirelessly defended the integrity of country music, telling Billboard in 2006, "It's never been for love of money. I thank God for it because it makes me a living. But I sing because I love it, not because of the dollar signs." Jones also went out of his way to promote younger country singers that he felt were as passionate about the music as he was. "Everybody knows he's a great singer," Alan Jackson stated in 1995, "but what I like most about George is that when you meet him, he is like some old guy that works down at the gas station...even though he's a legend!"
Shortly after Jones' death, Andrew Mueller wrote about his influence in Uncut, "He was one of the finest interpretive singers who ever lifted a microphone...There cannot be a single country songwriter of the last 50-odd years who has not wondered what it might be like to hear their words sung by that voice." In an article for The Texas Monthly in 1994, Nick Tosches eloquently described the singer's vocal style: "While he and his idol, Hank Williams, have both affected generations with a plaintive veracity of voice that has set them apart, Jones has an additional gift—a voice of exceptional range, natural elegance, and lucent tone. Gliding toward high tenor, plunging toward deep bass, the magisterial portamento of his onward-coursing baritone emits white-hot sparks and torrents of blue, investing his poison love songs with a tragic gravity and inflaming his celebrations of the honky-tonk ethos with the hellfire of abandon." In the New Republic essay "Why George Jones ranks with Frank Sinatra and Billie Holiday," David Hajdu writes:
"Jones had a handsome and strange voice. His singing was always partly about the appeal of the tones he produced, regardless of the meaning of the words. In this sense, Jones had something in common with singers of formal music and opera, though his means of vocal production were radically different from theirs. He sang from the back of his throat, rather than from deep in his diaphragm. He tightened his larynx to squeeze sound out. He clenched his jaw, instead of wriggling it free. He forced wind through his teeth, and the notes sounded weirdly beautiful."
David Cantwell recalled in 2013, "His approach to singing, he told me once, was to call up those memories and feelings of his own that most closely corresponded to those being felt by the character in whatever song he was performing. He was a kind of singing method actor, creating an illusion of the real." In the liner notes to Essential George Jones: The Spirit of Country Rich Kienzle states, "Jones sings of people and stories that are achingly human. He can turn a ballad into a catharsis by wringing every possible emotion from it, making it a primal, strangled cry of anguish". In 1994, country music historian Colin Escott pronounced, "Contemporary country music is virtually founded on reverence for George Jones. Walk through a room of country singers and conduct a quick poll, George nearly always tops it." In the wake of Jones's death, Merle Haggard pronounced in Rolling Stone, "His voice was like a Stradivarius violin: one of the greatest instruments ever made." Emmylou Harris wrote, "when you hear George Jones sing, you are hearing a man who takes a song and makes it a work of art - always," a quote that appeared on the sleeve of Jones' 1976 album The Battle. In the documentary Same Ole Me, several country music stars offer similar thoughts. Randy Travis: "It sounds like he's lived every minute of every word that he sings and there's very few people who can do that"; Tom T. Hall: "It was always Jones who got the message across just right"; and Roy Acuff: "I'd give anything if I could sing like George Jones". In the same film, producer Billy Sherrill states, "All I did was change the instrumentation around him. I don't think he's changed at all."
On June 25, 2019, The New York Times Magazine listed George Jones among hundreds of artists whose material was reportedly destroyed in the 2008 Universal fire.
Not What I Had in Mind
George Jones Lyrics
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I always said someday I'll walk the line
But now she's gone and I'm the bluest guy around
And that's not exactly what I had in mind
I thought that I could play the field and be a clown
I broke the heart that loved me many times
Yes, I know that I'm the biggest fool in town
I didn't mean for things to get so out of hand
I always meant to make it up in time
But now she's gone, she hates the very sight of me
And that's not exactly what I had in mind
I told myself, "Go play around you're young and free"
Too late I found that I was oh so blind
I lost a love I never did deserve at all
But that's not exactly what I had in mind
No, that's not exactly what I had in mind
In George Jones's song "Not What I Had in Mind," the singer is expressing regret and sadness for his past behavior. He confesses that he thought he could have fun and "paint the town," playing the field and being a "clown." However, now that his love has left him, he realizes that this is not what he truly wanted. He acknowledges that he was foolish to have broken her heart repeatedly and that he now feels like the "biggest fool in town."
Jones also reflects on how he had always intended to make things right eventually, but now it's too late. His love hates him, and he has lost her forever. He admits that he was "young and free" and told himself to go play around, but in doing so, he lost the love that he never truly deserved.
Line by Line Meaning
Just thought I'd have a little fun and paint the town
I wanted to go out and have a good time, enjoy myself, and make the most of the night.
I always said someday I'll walk the line
I kept telling myself that someday, I’ll have to be more responsible and accountable in my actions.
But now she's gone and I'm the bluest guy around
I feel very sad now, and I am probably the saddest person I know since I lost her.
And that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I had hoped for, planned or intended.
I thought that I could play the field and be a clown
I believed that being able to flirt and date around would be fun and funny, and I wouldn't need to commit to anyone.
I broke the heart that loved me many times
I hurt the person who cared for me and loved me more than I deserved, multiple times.
Yes, I know that I'm the biggest fool in town
I realize that my actions were extremely foolish and that I hurt someone who loved me deeply.
And that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I hoped for, planned or intended.
I didn't mean for things to get so out of hand
I didn't have any intention to let things escalate this much or to allow the situation to get worse.
I always meant to make it up in time
I intended to apologize or change my actions and make it up to her if she gave me another chance.
But now she's gone, she hates the very sight of me
She left me and now hates me so much that she doesn't even want to see me.
And that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I hoped for, planned or intended.
I told myself, "Go play around you're young and free"
I convinced myself that it's okay to have fun and be irresponsible because I am young and carefree.
Too late I found that I was oh so blind
Eventually, I realized I was wrong, but it was too late to change things.
I lost a love I never did deserve at all
I lost someone who loved me despite my flaws and mistakes, even if I didn't deserve it in the first place.
But that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I hoped for, planned or intended.
Lyrics © GLAD MUSIC CO.
Written by: JACK CLEMENT
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