Not What I Had in Mind
George Jones Lyrics


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Just thought I'd have a little fun and paint the town
I always said someday I'll walk the line
But now she's gone and I'm the bluest guy around
And that's not exactly what I had in mind

I thought that I could play the field and be a clown
I broke the heart that loved me many times
Yes, I know that I'm the biggest fool in town
And that's not exactly what I had in mind

I didn't mean for things to get so out of hand
I always meant to make it up in time
But now she's gone, she hates the very sight of me
And that's not exactly what I had in mind

I told myself, "Go play around you're young and free"
Too late I found that I was oh so blind
I lost a love I never did deserve at all




But that's not exactly what I had in mind
No, that's not exactly what I had in mind

Overall Meaning

In George Jones's song "Not What I Had in Mind," the singer is expressing regret and sadness for his past behavior. He confesses that he thought he could have fun and "paint the town," playing the field and being a "clown." However, now that his love has left him, he realizes that this is not what he truly wanted. He acknowledges that he was foolish to have broken her heart repeatedly and that he now feels like the "biggest fool in town."


Jones also reflects on how he had always intended to make things right eventually, but now it's too late. His love hates him, and he has lost her forever. He admits that he was "young and free" and told himself to go play around, but in doing so, he lost the love that he never truly deserved.


Line by Line Meaning

Just thought I'd have a little fun and paint the town
I wanted to go out and have a good time, enjoy myself, and make the most of the night.


I always said someday I'll walk the line
I kept telling myself that someday, I’ll have to be more responsible and accountable in my actions.


But now she's gone and I'm the bluest guy around
I feel very sad now, and I am probably the saddest person I know since I lost her.


And that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I had hoped for, planned or intended.


I thought that I could play the field and be a clown
I believed that being able to flirt and date around would be fun and funny, and I wouldn't need to commit to anyone.


I broke the heart that loved me many times
I hurt the person who cared for me and loved me more than I deserved, multiple times.


Yes, I know that I'm the biggest fool in town
I realize that my actions were extremely foolish and that I hurt someone who loved me deeply.


And that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I hoped for, planned or intended.


I didn't mean for things to get so out of hand
I didn't have any intention to let things escalate this much or to allow the situation to get worse.


I always meant to make it up in time
I intended to apologize or change my actions and make it up to her if she gave me another chance.


But now she's gone, she hates the very sight of me
She left me and now hates me so much that she doesn't even want to see me.


And that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I hoped for, planned or intended.


I told myself, "Go play around you're young and free"
I convinced myself that it's okay to have fun and be irresponsible because I am young and carefree.


Too late I found that I was oh so blind
Eventually, I realized I was wrong, but it was too late to change things.


I lost a love I never did deserve at all
I lost someone who loved me despite my flaws and mistakes, even if I didn't deserve it in the first place.


But that's not exactly what I had in mind
This outcome was nowhere near what I hoped for, planned or intended.




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Written by: JACK CLEMENT

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