Growing up in Florida, Whitney was originally a guitar player for hardcore and doom metal bands.[3] Whitney moved to Los Angeles, California after starting his career as a rapper eventually finding success in the underground.
Eric Whitney was born 15 April 1991 in Lake Worth, Florida to parents from New York. Whitney grew up in West Palm Beach, Florida. As a teenager, he was in several bands and played the guitar which introduced him to music. He also played football whilst in High School, saying he was practically forced to by his father, who died when Whitney was seventeen.
Whitney was introduced to rap music when he was the guitarist in the hardcore punk band Nemesis and a bandmate introduced him to Memphis rap.
Whitney graduated from university after studying astrophysics and was eventually employed in a position earning $65,000 annually.In 2015, Whitney moved to Los Angeles, California due to his music not thriving in Southern Florida, giving up his employment at the same time. Meeting up with JGRXXN, Whitney joined his collective Schemaposse which included artists such as the now-deceased Lil Peep and Craig Xen.
In April 2016, Schemaposse disbanded leaving Whitney not associated with any group. Whitney eventually began to associate with the popular underground group $uicideboy$ and fellow Florida rapper Pouya. Pouya released the video for "1000 Rounds" with Ghostemane in April 2017.The video quickly went viral and as of May 2018, has nearly 9 million views.
In 2018 Whitney released his 10th album, "N / O / I / S / E" (No One Is Safe from Evil). The album has a very dark and aggressive style and it deals a lot with self-harm, self-mutilation, agoraphobia, and many other issues Ghostemane has dealt with personally. N / O / I / S / E was released by surprise on 10th October 2018, as it was supposed to drop on 17th October of the same year.
I duckinf hatw you
GhosteMane Lyrics
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I don’t want none, I don’t want love
I’ll be blunt, I'm a time bomb
(Tick, tick, tick, tick) you say I’m a God
But I know I’m not why do I feel like?
(Nothing)
Literally a million other reasons I
But I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!
What you want, bitch, I’m nothin' but a notch
I went diggin' thru' my lungs
And it's all I really got
When am I gonna learn to give it all up?
(Nobody wants you, nobody wants you)
When am I gonna learn there’s never
Gonna be a forever for me
A letter from me delivered to me?
Teaming up with demons instead of
Trying to defeat them
Looking shawty in the eyes sayin'
"Take it or leave it"
I'ma keep it under wraps that I rap
Maybe then she won’t become a demon either
And we can live in another reality
Count on me to fuck it up, fuck it up!
Never not the case, level 11 mage
I got it all made
Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I be?
Help! I'm not fucking God!
I'm not fucking happy, I'm never happy! No!
I was 15, following my dreams
Holes in my jeans
Daddy hated everything, but his pills
Got his thrills
With his finger in my face, in my face
Then he'd said, "What a waste, what a waste
What a waste–" what a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
The lyrics of Ghostemane Parv0's song "I dickinf hatw you" express the artist's feelings of apathy towards love and his struggle with his own identity. Ghostemane rejects the idea of love and declares his lack of interest in pursuing it. He describes himself as a time bomb, implying that he is filled with intense emotions that could explode at any time. Despite others referring to him as a god, Ghostemane questions his worth and feels like he is nothing.
The artist talks about pretending to be okay despite feeling otherwise, hence the line "Gotta pretend I'm okay but I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!" He exclaims that nobody wants him, and ponders when he'll learn to give up on trying to find forever. The song highlights Ghostemane's battle with his inner demons, with him considering teaming up with them instead of trying to defeat them.
Furthermore, Ghostemane narrates his experience growing up with his father, who was addicted to pills and hated everything. His father would often point out how much of a waste he was, implying that he was not worth anything. The song ends on a repetitive note, with the artist repeating the phrase "what a waste" to emphasize how little he thinks of himself.
Line by Line Meaning
(No, no, no, NO) fuck love
I absolutely refuse to involve myself in any sort of romantic love.
I don’t want none, I don’t want love
I have no desire whatsoever for romantic love.
I’ll be blunt, I'm a time bomb
I'm extremely unstable emotionally and mentally.
(Tick, tick, tick, tick) you say I’m a God
People compliment and praise me but I don't feel worthy of such titles or admiration.
But I know I’m not why do I feel like?
Despite knowing that I'm not perfect or godlike, I can't shake this feeling of inadequacy.
(Nothing)
I feel empty and meaningless inside, as if there's nothing there.
Literally a million other reasons I
There's an endless amount of reasons why I'm feeling this way.
Gotta pretend I’m okay
I constantly put on a facade of happiness and wellbeing to avoid facing the truth.
But I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!
I'm really not okay and I can't keep pretending anymore.
What you want, bitch, I’m nothin' but a notch
You might see me as something special or desirable, but to me, I'm just another meaningless notch on your belt.
I went diggin' thru' my lungs
I dug deep within myself to find some sort of meaning or purpose.
And it's all I really got
The only thing that I found is an endless void, there's nothing there.
When am I gonna learn to give it all up?
I need to learn to let go and move on from all of this pain and emptiness.
(Nobody wants you, nobody wants you)
I feel as though I'm unlovable and that nobody wants me.
When am I gonna learn there’s never
I need to stop chasing a forever that doesn't exist and accept that life is temporary.
Gonna be a forever for me
I'll never find a permanent state of happiness, it's always going to be fleeting.
A letter from me delivered to me?
I'm searching for some sort of guidance or clarity, even if it means writing a letter to myself.
Teaming up with demons instead of
Instead of fighting off my inner demons, I'm giving into them and letting them take control.
Trying to defeat them
I'm not putting up a fight against my demons, instead, I'm letting them win.
Looking shawty in the eyes sayin'
I'm staring into the eyes of someone special to me.
"Take it or leave it"
I'm giving them an ultimatum, take me as I am, or leave me behind.
I'ma keep it under wraps that I rap
I'm hiding my true self and passion from this special someone.
Maybe then she won’t become a demon either
I'm afraid that if she knows the real me, she'll also become plagued by inner demons.
And we can live in another reality
If we both ignore our problems and pretend to be happy, we can create a false reality for ourselves.
Count on me to fuck it up, fuck it up!
I'm always going to ruin things for myself and for those around me.
Never not the case, level 11 mage
I'm always going to be a mess and unable to level up or improve myself.
I got it all made
Despite all of this, I have everything I need to be happy, but I can't seem to find true happiness.
Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I be?
I have all the things that should make me happy, but I'm still not and I don't know why.
Help! I'm not fucking God!
I need help and guidance, I'm not perfect or all-knowing like a god.
I'm not fucking happy, I'm never happy! No!
Despite everything I have, I'm not happy and it feels like I never will be.
I was 15, following my dreams
I was young and hopeful, chasing after what I thought was going to make me happy.
Holes in my jeans
I was poor and didn't have a lot of money, my clothes were full of holes.
Daddy hated everything, but his pills
My father was distant and abusive, but he found solace in his addiction to prescription pills.
Got his thrills
Through his addiction, he found happiness and fulfillment.
With his finger in my face, in my face
He was constantly berating and belittling me, getting in my face and yelling at me.
Then he'd said, "What a waste, what a waste
My father would often say, in reference to my life and my dreams, that it was all a waste.
What a waste–" what a waste! What a waste!
These words and thoughts have been drilled into my head, making me feel worthless and like everything is pointless.
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
My father's words echo in my head constantly, reinforcing my feelings of worthlessness and despair.
What a waste! What a waste!
No matter how much I try to ignore or push away these thoughts, they remain and haunt me.
Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing
Written by: ERIC WHITNEY, SHANE DAMASIADO
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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Lyrics:
(No, no, no, no, NO!)
Fuck love
I don’t want none, I don’t want love
I’ll be blunt I'm a time bomb
(Tick, tick, tick)
[Verse: Ghostemane]
You say I’m a God
But I know I’m not
Why do I feel like?
(Nothing)
Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I’m ok
But I'm not I'm not, I'm not!
What you want, bitch I’m nothin but a notch
I went diggin' thru my lungs this is all I really got
When am I gonna learn to give it all up?
(Nobody wants you, nobody wants you)
When am I gonna learn there’s never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me?
Teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them looking shawty in the eyes sayin' “Take it or leave it”
Ima keep it under wraps that I a rap maybe then she won’t become a demon either and we can live in another reality count on me to Fuck it up, fuck it up!
Never not the case, level 11 mage, I got it all made
Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I be?
[Bridge: Ghostemane]
I'm no fucking God!
I'm not fucking happy, I'm never happy!
No!
[Pre-Outro: Ghostemane]
(I was 15, following my dreams, holes in my jeans)
(Daddy hated everything, but his pills, got his thrills)
(With his finger in my face, in my face)
(Then he'd said, "What a waste, what a waste, what a waste–")
[Outro: Ghostemane]
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste!
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When you're drunk while typing in the song title.
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True shit here
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Não sei ler inglês!
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@@keatonmask7108 <3!
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1:23 ASMR with Ghostemane xd
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Exactly like what I thought :v
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@23HorizontesRojos estos vatos hablan ingles pe
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@23HorizontesRojos 10/10