New York Is Killing Me
Gil Scott-Heron Lyrics


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Yeah the doctors don't know, but New York was killing me
Bunch of doctors coming 'round, they don't know
That New York is killing me
Yeah well I need to go home and take it slow in Jackson, Tennessee

Let me tell ya city ain't living all
It's cracked up to be
Fast city living ain't all
It's cracked up to be
Yeah seem I need to go home
And slow down in Jackson, Tennessee

Yes I lay down, I lay down
The doctor, try to take it all in
Yeah lay down, lay down
To try to take it all in
(Take it all in)

Yeah you got eight million people
And I didn't have a single friend
Don't you know, don't you know
New York was killing me
Yes, I was standing nearly dying here
New York was killing me
Seems like I need to start over
And go back home to Jackson, Tennessee

Lord have mercy, mercy on me
Yeah Lord have mercy, have mercy on me
Tell him to bury my body back home in Jackson, Tennessee
Yeah Lord have mercy, have mercy on me

Yeah I need to be back home, need to be back home
Need to be back home, need to be back home yeah

Born in Chicago but I go home Tennessee
Yeah I born in Chicago but I

Overall Meaning

go home to Tennessee


In Gil Scott-Heron's song New York Is Killing Me, the musician seems to be expressing his exhaustion with the fast-paced, stressful lifestyle of New York City. He suggests that the city is "killing" him, and that despite the doctors not being able to diagnose the issue, he knows that he needs to slow down and go back home to Jackson, Tennessee to truly heal. The repetitive chorus of "lay down, lay down, to try to take it all in" could be interpreted as the singer's attempt to pause, reflect, and absorb his surroundings, while also acknowledging the overwhelming nature of his situation.


The lyrics also touch on the loneliness and isolation that can come with living in a large city. The singer notes that despite the population of eight million people, he doesn't have a single friend. This sentiment feels especially poignant during the COVID-19 pandemic, where many people are feeling isolated and disconnected from their communities. Overall, the song seems to be a powerful commentary on the toll that living in a big city can take on one's mental and physical health, and the importance of slowing down and taking care of oneself in the face of these stresses.


Line by Line Meaning

Yeah the doctors don't know, but New York was killing me
The medical professionals are baffled by my condition, yet the overwhelming pressure and energy of New York City are draining my spirit.


Bunch of doctors coming 'round, they don't know
Despite the numerous medical experts examining me, they fail to grasp the emotional and mental toll that the city imposes.


That New York is killing me
The fast-paced, relentless lifestyle of New York City is taking a severe toll on my well-being.


Yeah well I need to go home and take it slow in Jackson, Tennessee
I yearn to return to a simpler, more peaceful life in Jackson, Tennessee, where I can find solace.


Let me tell ya city ain't living all
I want to emphasize that urban life isn't as fulfilling or glamorous as often portrayed.


It's cracked up to be
The reality of city life doesn't match the grand expectations society places upon it.


Fast city living ain't all
The hustle and bustle of city life is not as great as it's made out to be.


It's cracked up to be
People often underestimate the challenges that come with living in such a hectic environment.


Yeah seem I need to go home
It appears that returning to my roots is essential for my peace of mind.


And slow down in Jackson, Tennessee
I long for a slower pace of life in Jackson, where I can recharge.


Yes I lay down, I lay down
I find myself collapsing, overwhelmed by the pressures around me.


The doctor, try to take it all in
The physician attempts to understand the full extent of my struggles.


Yeah lay down, lay down
I continue to succumb to the heavy weight of my reality.


To try to take it all in
I am desperately trying to comprehend the chaos swirling around me.


(Take it all in)
This is a plea to fully acknowledge my emotional and physical state.


Yeah you got eight million people
New York is densely populated, teeming with millions of individuals.


And I didn't have a single friend
Despite the crowd, I feel profoundly isolated and alone.


Don't you know, don't you know
It's hard to believe how disconnected one can feel in such a bustling metropolis.


New York was killing me
The city’s demands and lack of emotional connection are suffocating me.


Yes, I was standing nearly dying here
I feel like I'm on the brink of collapse, suffocated by the city's intensity.


New York was killing me
The relentless environment of New York is detrimental to my health and happiness.


Seems like I need to start over
I realize that I must reset my life to reclaim my well-being.


And go back home to Jackson, Tennessee
Returning to Jackson feels like the necessary step for healing and rejuvenation.


Lord have mercy, mercy on me
I call out for compassion and relief from my suffering.


Yeah Lord have mercy, have mercy on me
I plead for divine intervention to alleviate my pain.


Tell him to bury my body back home in Jackson, Tennessee
I wish for my final resting place to be in the comforting familiarity of Jackson, reflecting my deep connection to home.


Yeah Lord have mercy, have mercy on me
Once again, I seek solace and understanding in my time of distress.


Yeah I need to be back home, need to be back home
The urgency of returning to my true home grows stronger as I feel lost in this city.


Need to be back home, need to be back home yeah
I can't shake the feeling that I must return to where I truly belong.


Born in Chicago but I go home Tennessee
Although my origins are in Chicago, my heart longs for the peace of Tennessee.


Yeah I born in Chicago but I
My identity is influenced by my birthplace, yet my soul longs for a different place.




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Written by: Gil Scott-Heron

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@carloolivari1072

If I'm not mistaken, this song was one of Gil Scott-Heron's last.

I think it's clear what he's singing about here: this album was composed in his final days.

He had HIV. He knew he was going to die. And perhaps most importantly, he knew death was coming to him soon.

I believe, some people, know when their time is coming. I guess sometimes, mortality can inspire a creative spark.

A great poet, writer, misician, and leader. And this was his dying wish. To "go back home to Tennessee".

Lord, have mercy.



All comments from YouTube:

@the_local_bigamist

Rest in Power! What an absolute legend who understood struggle - you can relate no matter your ethnic background, he just got to the bottom of struggle and you can hear the pain of experience in his voice.

This album was a beautiful finale for an under-appreciated talent who will go down as one of the great poets, writers, singers, thinkers and artists of modern times.

@theeladyk3314

R.I.P. my big Cuz. Say hello to your grandma Lily, my Aunt, and the rest of the Hamilton-Scott Family in Heaven. Its some of us in the FAM carrying on the Gifts that is on our Bloodline of singing rap writing music even dance. We miss you but haven't forgotten you dear Cuz. I love reading the wonderful comments made by the many people all over the globe who love you. Also, tell my granddaddy Flynn, your Unc, that I love him. Rest Easy Cuzn Gil.

@1993patos

related?

@tonys9796

TheeLadyK 🙏✊

@fatihahsunni-ali3312

TheeLadyK he was my Godfather...my dad was Spirit of The Midnight Band

@zackpumpkinhead8882

I'm honestly kinda jealous, even tho I don't need to be. It's still dope you're related to him

@Deedee-ee1sg

Incredible song from a great artist. Immense. I love everything about this track, the voice, the handclaps, the vibe and the message.

@MsFrancois1

Those handclaps! That choir, it's all beautiful

@Serknox

Truly inspiring person, music, poetry. Rest in peace, Gil Scott-Heron.

@pmrooter

Rest in peace, Gil Scott Heron. You were an icon who paved the way for many poets, and modern rap(not the shit on the radio). If a poet, soul/jazz artist or anyone who belongs to part of the movement which is hip hop doesn't know of your legacy then they need to learn to be able to truly continue in their craft. Repost this on many videos if you can.

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