Wrecking Ball
Gillian Welch Lyrics


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Look out boys, 'cause I'm a rollin' stone
That's what I was when I first left home
I took every secret that I'd ever known
And headed for the wall
Like a wrecking ball

Started down on the road to sin
Playin' bass under a pseudonym
The days were rough, and it's all quite dim
But my mind cuts through it all
Like a wrecking ball

Oh, just a little deadhead
Who is watching, who is watching
I's just a little deadhead

I won a dollar on a scholarship
Well, I got tired and let my average slip
Then I's a farmer in the pogonip
Of a weed that I recall
Was like a wrecking ball

Met a lovesick daughter of the San Joaquin
She showed me colors I'd never seen
Drank the bottom out of my canteen
Then left me in the fall
Like a wrecking ball

Standin' there, in the morning mist
A Jack & Coke at the end my wrist
I remember when first we kissed
'Though it was nothing at all
Like a wrecking ball

Hey boys, a little deadhead
Who's watching, who's watching
I's just a little deadhead

With too much trouble for me to shake
Oh, the weather and the blindin' ache
Was ridin' high until the '89 quake




Hit the Santa Cruz Garden Mall
Like a wrecking ball

Overall Meaning

In Gillian Welch's song Wrecking Ball, she describes the life of a wanderer who struggles with finding a place to call home. Throughout the song, she draws a comparison between herself and a wrecking ball that tears down everything in its path. She begins the song by telling us that she's a rolling stone and that's what she was when she first left home. She took with her every secret that she had ever known and headed towards the wall like a wrecking ball. These opening lyrics suggest that she was a destructive force at the beginning of her journey. She then talks about her time on the road and playing bass under a pseudonym. She says the days were rough, but her mind cuts through it all like a wrecking ball. This line suggests that her mind was sharp, and she knew what she wanted in life. The second verse talks about how she won a scholarship but let her average slip and became a farmer. She describes the weed that she recalls as being like a wrecking ball. This line could be interpreted as the weed being a destructive force in her life. In the next verse, Gillian talks about meeting a girl who showed her colors she’s never seen before. She drank too much and was left alone in the fall, like a wrecking ball. Then in the last verse, she talks about the 89 quake that hit the Santa Cruz Garden Mall, which could be interpreted as an earthquake that destroyed that area. With the earthquake, Gillian had nothing left and was left feeling like a wrecking ball. Overall, the song is about the struggle to find a place to belong and the idea of being a wandering soul who is destructive to anything in their path.


Line by Line Meaning

Look out boys, 'cause I'm a rollin' stone
I am on a journey to explore and live my life to the fullest.


That's what I was when I first left home
I was carefree and seeking adventure when I left home.


I took every secret that I'd ever known
I took all my experiences and knowledge with me on my journey.


And headed for the wall
I was determined to live my life on my own terms, regardless of the obstacles.


Like a wrecking ball
My determination and strength are like a powerful force breaking through all barriers.


Started down on the road to sin
At first, I felt guilty for leaving home and seeking adventure, but I did it anyway.


Playin' bass under a pseudonym
I pursued my passion for music anonymously, without any recognition or fame.


The days were rough, and it's all quite dim
My early days were difficult and gloomy, but I persevered through it all.


But my mind cuts through it all
I am able to see the light and find hope in the midst of darkness.


Like a wrecking ball
My inner strength and resilience are a force to be reckoned with.


Oh, just a little deadhead
I am a hippie and a fan of the Grateful Dead.


Who is watching, who is watching
I wonder who is observing my life and my journey.


I's just a little deadhead
I am just a simple, free-spirited person on a quest for meaning and adventure.


I won a dollar on a scholarship
I was once a promising student, but I lost my focus and motivation.


Well, I got tired and let my average slip
I became lazy and complacent, and my grades suffered as a result.


Then I's a farmer in the pogonip
I tried my hand at farming, but it didn't work out.


Of a weed that I recall
I remember growing a particular type of weed that was challenging to cultivate.


Was like a wrecking ball
Farming was a tough job that tested my inner strength and resilience.


Met a lovesick daughter of the San Joaquin
I fell in love with a woman from a rural area in California.


She showed me colors I'd never seen
She introduced me to new experiences and perspectives.


Drank the bottom out of my canteen
We spent so much time together that I ran out of water.


Then left me in the fall
She left me without warning.


Like a wrecking ball
Her departure was a powerful force that shook me to my core.


Standin' there, in the morning mist
I am alone and lost in my thoughts, surrounded by fog.


A Jack & Coke at the end my wrist
I am drinking to forget my pain and sorrows.


I remember when first we kissed
I fondly recall the beginning of our love story.


'Though it was nothing at all
Our love was brief and insignificant in the grand scheme of things.


With too much trouble for me to shake
I am burdened by many problems and worries that I cannot easily overcome.


Oh, the weather and the blindin' ache
My physical and emotional pain is overwhelming and unbearable.


Was ridin' high until the '89 quake
I was doing well until the earthquake of 1989 disrupted my life.


Hit the Santa Cruz Garden Mall
The earthquake damaged the shopping mall where I worked.


Like a wrecking ball
The earthquake was a powerful force that destroyed everything in its path.




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DAVID TODD RAWLINGS, GILLIAN HOWARD WELCH

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