Addiction
God-des Lyrics

This is the song dedicated to addiction
This song is about the experience of addiction

Or obsession call it what you like,
The experience of addiction can also be considered an obsession

Its very unhealthy it can make the sane go crazy
Addiction is a destructive force that can harm one's mental and emotional health

It can make the sane go crazy
Addiction can cause one to lose touch with reality and become consumed by their dependency

At first it was love, bliss, and happiness. Passion in the motion I expressed.
The experience of addiction can begin as a positive feeling of joy and excitement

Overwhelmed by you're presence always content never wanted anybody else I thought if heaven exists its here.
The addictive substance or behavior can become the center of one's life, giving them a sense of fulfillment and satisfaction

Until my happiness turned to tears.
The initial happiness can turn into pain and sadness as the addiction progresses

All my fears exposed. Like a bad dream with no close.
Addiction can bring to the surface one's deepest fears and anxieties, creating a feeling of helplessness and despair

Screaming for help but everytime I wept, you left, you fucking left without once looking back.
The addictive substance or behavior can abandon the addict, leaving them feeling alone and powerless

I didn't know how to react, my love for you was under attack, I couldnt take it. I needed you back.
The addict can feel a sense of loss and desperation when faced with the possibility of losing their addiction

I came cryin' to you, 'till everything was cool, Atleast until I thought it was. Fuck the drugs!
The addict may try to break away from their addiction, only to relapse again later

Being around you was my buzz. we had a energy a type of chemistry that kept me fiendin for u.
The addictive substance or behavior can create a euphoric feeling that the addict craves and seeks out

But there's no high in the world that lasts forever, lasts forever...
The addict learns that the effects of addiction are temporary and will eventually fade

Whenever we disagree you push me out the door and leave. But you keep the door open, just enuff, that when push comes to shove you can string me along like some fucked up R&B song.
The addictive substance or behavior can create a sense of dependency and manipulation, keeping the addict under its control

'cause after time apart, you miss me too much. so we have a break up fuck and each time it happens it made the passion even stronger, we stay together longer.
The addict may seek out their addiction again after a period of abstinence, leading to a stronger and more intense experience of addiction

But each break up got harder. I had the urge to be violent, jealousy I couldnt hide it. craziness I couldnt fight it. I was losing it.
The experience of addiction can become increasingly harmful over time, causing the addict to struggle with negative emotions and behaviors

this is one big mind game fueled by pain that I couldnt escape. my sanity has been raped. what happened to fate? this is far from that. this is one fucking giant mistake.
Addiction can feel like a trap, causing the addict to question their own values, beliefs, and sense of purpose

I was obsessed with you, you consume my brain. and worst of all it wasn't gonna change.
The addict may feel completely consumed by their addiction, unable to break free from its hold

I was changing for the worst, little shit made me curse. Each verse that I wrote was therapy.i couldnt cope, I'd smoke weed and flow.
The addict may begin to experience negative changes in their personality and behavior, using drugs or other coping mechanisms to deal with their addiction

Escape in the agony of letting this control me. What is happening to me? I'm getting violent from all the screams and all this fighting. this is sucking all the life from me.
The experience of addiction can become chaotic and draining, leading the addict to feel overwhelmed and helpless

This either gonna kill you or kill me. But without the high you give me I'm incomplete, so please accept me, and treat me with a little fucking dignity.
Addiction can have serious health consequences, both physical and mental, and the addict may feel a strong sense of attachment and dependence on their addiction

'cause I need u. I can't function without u. nothing can replace u. the feeling that you bring is very addicting, very consuming. very controlling.
The addictive substance or behavior can become a central part of the addict's life, leaving them feeling powerless and incapable of functioning without it

this is killing me I need some fucking therapy. 'cause I'm sick of you controlling me. I wannafunction normally. like everybody else, and again find happiness. I need to know its for the best, I swear to god I'm putting you back on the shelf, miss addiction, 'cause now I'm respectin' myself
The addict may realize the destructive nature of their addiction and seek help to break free from its hold, determined to regain control of their life and find happiness again