I Wonder
Gomo Lyrics

I don't know what to do,
I am lost and unsure of what actions I should take.

I don't know what I've done,
I am uncertain about what led to the current situation.

You made me feel so blue,
Your actions have left me feeling sad and depressed.

It seemed your love was gone
I thought that you had stopped loving me.

And if you took too long,
If you were not with me for a long period of time,

To lay down by my side,
To physically be near me,

Suspicion started to grow,
I began to feel distrustful and concerned.

And time ran out so slow,
The time felt like it was passing at a painfully slow rate.

'Cause I knew love would grow,
Despite the struggles, I had faith that our love would continue to grow stronger.

And you'd be right next to me,
I believed that you would always be by my side.

Asleep I stayed for long,
I spent long periods of time sleeping because it was an escape from my reality.

For long I sang this song,
I spent a long time mulling over my thoughts and feelings through this song.

Enough I thought one day,
I felt like I had reached my breaking point.

Enough I heard you say,
You also felt like we had reached a breaking point.

But then you would come home,
Despite the issues, you would always return home to me.

And then we would make love,
Our physical intimacy would bring us closer together.

How can a man say no,
It was difficult for me to resist your advances and love.

You came into my life like thunder,
You entered my life suddenly and dramatically.

But then you turned me down,
You reject me and my advances.

Why you didn't leave me sooner for that guy?
I question why you did not leave me earlier for another man.

And you made me feel so low,
Your actions caused me to feel worthless and unimportant.

While you were high,
You were feeling good and enjoying yourself, while I was not.

I never meant to hurt you so much
I never intended to cause you so much pain.

I thought my love was enough to make you smile,
I believed that my love could make you happy.

Sitting in a car,
I am sitting in a vehicle.

I could watch you go,
I am able to observe you leaving.

Leaving with someone,
You are leaving with another person.

That you will blow,
You will perform oral sex on this other person.

Laughing all the way,
Both you and this other person are laughing together.

I could hear him say,
I am able to eavesdrop on the other person's comments.

It feels much better if you lick it slow,
This other person prefers to receive oral sex at a slower pace.

Maybe its time to make a change,
Perhaps it is necessary to make a major alteration in my life.

You think about leaving to another stage,
You contemplate moving on to a different situation or relationship.

But then you realized that you couldn't fake,
You came to the realization that you could not pretend or deceive about your feelings.

You said you were sorry,
You expressed regret for your actions.

But now it's too late,
However, it is now too late to correct or fix the issue.

I never tried to share my life
I never attempted to share my life with someone.

With someone who will love me
I want to share my life with someone who loves me.

So that I can trust my heart.
This will allow me to have faith in my emotions and decisions.