This song, according to the band's frontman Johnny Rzeznik, is about a woman with a heroin addiction and how her lover is desperately trying to save her. He has also said that is about "seeing someone you love that is so great just screw up so bad." Speculation as to the song's subject has included bassist Robby Takac's ex-wife (who overdosed on heroin).
Like many other songs by the Goo Goo Dolls, "Black Balloon" uses an unusual alternate tuning. Several electric guitars used in the introduction and the acoustic rhythm guitar are tuned to an open D-flat fifth chord.
Black Balloon
Goo Goo Dolls Lyrics
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I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies that they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you grow colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
The lyrics of Goo Goo Dolls's song Black Balloon tell a story about a person's struggles with addiction and the impact it has on the people in their life. The metaphor of the black balloon represents the addiction that makes the person feel like they are flying, but they are actually falling into a hole in their life. The singer almost fell into that same hole as well, but they were able to avoid it. The addicted person is not thinking about the future and is on their knees, indicating their surrender to the addiction.
The singer acknowledges that many other boys couldn't reach the addicted person, yet they are unsure of how they became the one who fell for them. They saw the world spin beneath the addicted person and scatter like ice, a metaphor for how the addiction has impacted their life. The addicted person's room is no longer a place where sunlight can enter, but rather a place where the light has been swallowed up by the addiction.
The chorus repeats the theme of angels falling without the addicted person, indicating the destructive impact the addiction has on their life. The singer goes on as the addicted person grows colder, and there's no more time for losing. Eventually, the singer becomes what the addicted person meant to them and hopes to bring them home.
Line by Line Meaning
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
The person's addiction, represented by the black balloon, gives them a sense of freedom and escape.
I almost fell into that hole in your life
The singer almost got caught up in the other person's addiction and unhealthy lifestyle.
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
The other person is so consumed by their addiction that they are not considering the consequences of their actions.
'Cause you were the same as me
The artist can sympathize with the other person's situation because they have struggled with addiction as well.
But on your knees
The other person is struggling and suffering because of their addiction, and may feel helpless.
A thousand other boys could never reach you
The other person has pushed away many others who have tried to help them, and their addiction has made them feel unreachable.
How could I have been the one
The singer wonders how they were able to connect with the other person on a deeper level and develop feelings for them despite their addiction.
I saw the world spin beneath you
The artist witnessed the other person's life falling apart because of their addiction, and how it affected their perspective on the world.
And scatter like ice from the spoon
The other person's addiction caused chaos and destruction, which is represented by the scattering of ice from a spoon (a reference to using drugs).
That was your womb
The addiction became a part of the other person's life and consumed them completely, like a womb that gave birth to their destructive behavior.
Comin' down the world turned over
Everything changed dramatically when the other person's addiction got worse or when they hit rock bottom.
And angels fall without you there
The other person, who may have been a source of comfort or stability, is no longer present to prevent bad things from happening to those around them.
And I go on as you get colder
Despite the other person's worsening addiction and behavior, the singer continues on with their own life but feels the distance growing between them.
Or are you someone's prayer
The singer wonders if the other person is seeking help from a higher power or from someone else in order to overcome their addiction.
You know the lies that they always told you
The other person is aware of the false promises and manipulations that come with addiction, and how they have affected their life.
And the love you never knew
The other person may have never experienced real love or affection because of their addiction, which has led to feelings of emptiness and sadness.
What's the things they never showed you
The other person's addiction and the people around them may have prevented them from learning important life lessons or experiencing certain things.
That swallowed the light from the sun
The darkness and negativity surrounding the other person's addiction have overshadowed any hope or positivity in their life.
From the sun inside your room
The other person was once full of light and life, but their addiction has caused them to retreat into themselves and away from the world.
And there's no time left for losin'
There's no time to waste when it comes to overcoming addiction and making a positive change in one's life.
When you stand they fall
When someone is strong and brave enough to fight their addiction, it can inspire others to do the same.
And I go on as you grow colder
The other person's addiction has made them distant and cold towards the artist, but the artist continues to live their life despite this.
All because I'm comin' down
The singer's own struggles with addiction may have contributed to their connection with the other person and their desire to help them.
The years turn over
Time passes but things remain the same, especially when it comes to addiction and unhealthy behaviors.
And angels fall without you there
Without the other person, bad things can happen and people can suffer because of their addiction.
And I'll go on to bring you home
Despite the challenges and difficulties, the singer is committed to helping the other person overcome their addiction and find their way back to a positive and healthy life.
All because I'm all because I'm
The singer's own struggles with addiction have given them a unique perspective and the ability to empathize with the other person.
And I'll become what you became to me
The artist wants to be a source of comfort and support for the other person, just as the other person was for them.
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: John Rzeznik
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@twisterryderkkm
I remember this song playing in my car as I drove 1500 miles to college. It was 4am and I was the only one on the highway. It was such a beautiful moment.
@saulgster
Thanks for sharing.
@jwest8438
The most beautiful moments are the ones we have alone!
@forwardfaith
Nothing floods the memories like this band. Thanks for sharing.
@HotRoute7
Oh I bet that was an unparalleled sobering high
@karlthewanz4584
( Twist) Did you hit any 🦨. They are up at 4 AM.
@katescoggins21
My brother struggled for 8 years with a heroin addiction. He will be 5 years sober in July. This song used to make me cry with sadness. It still brings tears to my eyes but they are now tears of relief, joy, and pride for my brother overcoming his demons. For anyone out there struggling, recovery is not impossible and it does get better 💙
@vance917
Glad for the happy ending!
@alejandramontero5682
Wow, you guys strong af❤❤❤
@darlenemccall7188
Thank you for this it gives me hope that someday my brother will overcome his addiction with meth 😭💔