Wallflower
Goodtime Boys Lyrics


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I ride this full train alone
Back to a box
Four walls and silent phone
Pining for pine and dreading the drone
Of flat lines in an empty home
I can't decide how nothing will sit in my mind
I don't want to be alone but alone I dine
At arms lengths and hair breaths
Each one's closer to death
At arms lengths and hair breaths
Each one's closer to death
I can't decide how nothing will sit in my mind
I don't want to be alone but alone I dine, closer to death




I can't decide how nothing will sit in my mind
I don't want to be alone but alone I dine, closer to death

Overall Meaning

Wallflower by Goodtime Boys is a melancholic song that portrays the feelings of isolation and loneliness. The singer is riding a train back to their home, which they describe as a box with four walls and a silent phone. They are longing for the smell of pine but also dreading the monotonous drone of life in an empty house. The lyrics suggest that the singer is struggling with a mindset where even though they do not want to be alone, they find themselves dining alone and increasingly growing closer to death.


The song’s lyrics express the idea of feeling trapped in a cycle of loneliness and not being able to break free from it. The singer is torn between wanting company and not wanting to feel vulnerable around others. The phrase “At arms lengths and hair breaths. Each one's closer to death” reinforces how the singer is distancing themselves from others as they grow closer to death. The repetition of “I can’t decide how nothing will sit in my mind” in the chorus represents how the singer is grappling with their conflicting feelings towards loneliness.


Overall, Wallflower is a striking song that captures the emotions of someone stuck in loneliness and unable to find a way out. It shows that even though we may not want to be alone, it can be difficult to break free from the cycle of isolation.


Line by Line Meaning

I ride this full train alone
I am traveling on a crowded train all by myself


Back to a box
I am returning to a small, confined space


Four walls and silent phone
I am surrounded by four walls and have no one to talk to


Pining for pine and dreading the drone
I am longing for nature and fearing the monotony of life


Of flat lines in an empty home
My home is empty and lifeless


I can't decide how nothing will sit in my mind
I am confused about how to deal with my thoughts


I don't want to be alone but alone I dine
I do not like being lonely, but I have no other choice


At arms lengths and hair breaths
I am keeping people at a distance


Each one's closer to death
I am aware that everyone is getting closer to the end of their lives


I can't decide how nothing will sit in my mind
I am still unsure about how to manage my thoughts


I don't want to be alone but alone I dine, closer to death
I do not like being lonely, but I have no other choice and I feel like time is running out


I can't decide how nothing will sit in my mind
I am still struggling to figure out how to handle my thoughts


I don't want to be alone but alone I dine, closer to death
Although I do not like being lonely, I am forced to dine alone and I am constantly reminded that life is finite




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