To Binge
Gorillaz Lyrics

Waiting by the mailbox, by the train
Standing by the mailbox and train station, she’s waiting for a new beginning to come her way.

Passin' by the hills 'til I hear the name
She's roaming around aimlessly, searching for a place with a sense of belonging, until she hears a name that gives her some direction.

I'm looking for a saw to cut these chains in half and all I want is
Feeling trapped, she's seeking a solution to escape and all she desires is support from someone trustworthy.

Someone to rely on as thunder comes a rolling down
With a storm approaching, she wants someone she can depend on to be there for her as things get intense.

I'll wait to be forgiven, maybe I never will
She's waiting for someone to forgive her for past mistakes, but she wonders if the forgiveness she seeks will ever come.

My star has left me to take the bitter pill
She's lost her guiding light and must face the harsh reality alone.

That shattered feeling, well the cause of it's a lesson learned
She's gained wisdom from her painful experiences and recognizes that her shattered heart has taught her something valuable.

Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again
She's unsure if she could handle the hardships that come with love and heartbreak again.

Just don't know if I could do it all again she said, it's true
She's confessing that she's not sure she could endure the emotional turmoil of another relationship.

Waiting in my room and I lock the door
Feeling anxious and distant, she's isolating herself from the world by locking her bedroom door.

I watch the colored animals across the floor
She's observing her thoughts and emotions as they scatter around her mind like colorful animals.

And I'm looking from a distance
She's feeling disconnected from herself and looking at her life from an outsider's perspective.

And I'm listening to the whispers
She's paying attention to her inner voice and trying to decipher its message.

And oh it ain't the same, when your falling out of feeling and your falling in and caught again
She's recognizing the ups and downs of love and how it can be both exhilarating and painful.

I'm caught again in the mystery
She's getting lost in the confusing enigma that is love.

You're by my side, but are you still with me?
She's questioning if her partner is fully present and attentive to her needs.

The answer's somewhere deep in it, I'm sorry but your feeling it
She's acknowledging that the solution to their relationship problems lies within each of them and they must both feel it to find the fix.

But I just have to tell you that I love you so much these days
Despite the uncertainty and pain, she's expressing her sincere affection for her partner.

My heart is in economy, due to this autonomy
She's valuing her independence and happiness, and recognizes how important it is to have a healthy heart and mind.

Rolling in and caught again, caught again, caught again, caught again
She's acknowledging the familiar pattern of falling in love and getting hurt, and how it keeps happening again and again.