Wicked
Grant Lyrics

I'm looking in the fire
I'm lost in thought as I gaze into the flames of the fire

Breathing in, go higher
Breathing deeply, I feel myself rise up to a higher level of being

Lost in my desire
My intense longing has caused me to become completely consumed and unaware of my surroundings

Daydreaming 'bout what you'd say
I am lost in fantasies about how you would react and what you would say to me

If only you could see me
I wish you could witness me in this vulnerable state

See the ways you hurt me
If you could see the pain you have caused me, maybe you would understand

Maybe you could feel me
Perhaps if you could sense my emotions, you would empathize with me

Why I wan't to hurt your back like karma queen reigns
I want to hurt you in return as if I were the queen of karma, doling out revenge

Hope you find someone who makes your heart shiver
I hope you find someone who makes you feel as strongly as I once did

And and your liver quiver
Someone who affects your very core, physically and emotionally

Makes you stay up drinking all night long ah
Someone who keeps you up all night, mulling over your feelings with alcohol as your only company

'Cause I'm so wicked, wicked
I am so cruel and malicious

Baby I'm committed
I am devoted to making your life a misery

To make your life a living hell
My goal is to cause you extreme suffering and pain

I should move on and wish you well
I know I should let go and wish you a good life, but I can't

Holla holla
An expression of annoyance or frustration

I wish you all the drama
I hope you experience lots of chaos and turmoil in your life

You'll meet someone just like yourself
I believe that you will eventually find someone who treats you as poorly as you treated me

Once in my arms
When we were together, you felt safe and secure in my embrace

Baby cool, get me strong
Stay calm, as I use your presence in my life to empower myself

'Cause I brought you along
I chose to invite you into my life, for better or for worse

I made you think you were someone wicked, wicked
I convinced you that you had a dark, twisted side, which made me feel more powerful

I'm nasty when I'm tripping
I can be cruel and malicious, particularly when I am emotionally unstable or overwhelmed

Let me use your lighter
Hand me your lighter so I can ignite my passions and desires

I lit my hearts desires
I am fulfilling my deepest longings and dreams

Everything looks brighter
The world seems more vibrant and alive

Strobe light make your face freeze in my mind, how I'll remember
I am fixating on the image of your face in the flashing strobe light, and it will be etched into my memory forever

You and me forever
I am imagining us staying together for eternity

The things that I did better
I am dwelling on the ways in which I outperformed you or made you feel inferior

Will come around and hit you in your model looks face
The negative consequences of your actions will eventually catch up to you, even if you are conventionally attractive

Hungry like an animal
I am voracious in my desire for revenge and making you suffer

All that we had
Reflecting on the relationship that we used to have

Was to make you forget you were sad
Our connection helped to alleviate your feelings of sadness and loneliness

Sad little boy
You once seemed vulnerable and in need of comfort

Now you've broken your own favorite toy
You have destroyed something that brought you joy and comfort

Bye, baby bye
Farewell, it is time for us to part ways

No, I won't let you burn me twice
I will not allow you to hurt me again

Have a shit life
I hope your life is terrible

Best of luck while livin' a lie
I wish you the best of luck pretending that everything is okay

I'll make your life a living hell
I am determined to inflict misery upon you