I was introduced to this song because it was on one of Imperial College's psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy playlists. I listened to the playlist while under the influence, and this was the track that had the most profound effect on me. The violins were surgical tools repairing my soul. It was amazingly profound and healing. So... thanks Greg!

@raphaelaelin6299

3y↑3

Ooooh, me tooo 😲💓

@leslikramer2801

2y↑3

It surgically repairs my soul too…those violins tear the painful places open and the notes lift the painful bits out so they may heal…..amazing. Thank you so much Greg for THIS! I was a 25 year addict/alcoholic, sober almost 10 years and THIS keeps me whole and healed.

@joanbovill

2y↑2

Absolutely my association with this piece too! First time I 'became' the music, truly profound!

@youknowwho9741

2y↑3

I first heard it during a ketamine treatment for depression. Beautiful song.❤❤‍🔥 I also had an experience of infinite love while listening on LSD another time.

@luftschloessl

Wonderful, thank you very much! Can you remember, which further songs were in this playlist?

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@maryellenryall3548

4y↑27

I am grieving in this music. It is haunting. The violin and keyboard are beyond words in feeling. When I leave the planet who will remember that I once lived here? Beautiful pain.

@pianoloungemusic

4y↑1

Thank you Mary for listening! This piece touched me deeply as well. I had tears in my eyes when listening to it for the first time.

@el_mal_de_ojo

2y↑3

I will have remembered you, Mary Ellen. You were here with us. Bless you.

@Endymion766

4y↑7

A song plays in sorrow, to recall something, better left forgotten.

@musamerttopkaya

1y↑3

I don't think this song gets the recognition it deserves. I discovered this song by accident on Spotify 3 years ago. It takes me to very strange feelings every time I listen to it. Thank you Greg Haines for this great music.

@PLChrupek

3y↑14

Every time I hear this piece I got goosebumps and I feel soothing emotions. Then 9 minutes passes like 1 minute. This track makes me stop and think about beautiful places in nature. It's truly therapeutic. The violin is amazingly emotional. Beautifully done Mr. Haines. Thank You.

@pianoloungemusic

Indeed. This composition touched me deeply as well. Thank you for listening! 💜

@royablee

4y↑12

.... I can not explain my feeling...
seriously it took my heart and the tears .....

@pianoloungemusic

4y↑3

yes, I felt the same when I heard it for the first time, I don't remember many compositions which touched me so deeply as this one

@Jukeboksi

5y↑17

Prob most powerful emotion I've ever come across. Brings me to my knees every single time.

@pianoloungemusic

I have to say, I felt the same when heard it. Rarely any composition has brought such emotions to me as this one

@Jukeboksi

@@pianoloungemusic Trust, I've had music as a hobby for 20+ years, listening to music channels every day back then, and collecting records/releases beyond that. Only a few releases come close to the emotion here, namely Konntinent - Opal Island, some Fennesz tracks, Wolfgang Voigt at their finest, maybe Brothomstates...but mentioning any names feels more telling of my lack of collection rather than the scale of it, so I'll leave it at that.

@laylette4017

3y↑3

Let it be known that I was here. I was young once and in deep pain. I hope that it gets better every day. Let's hope so.

@pianoloungemusic

Thank you JoJo! ❤️

@ja_u

2y↑6

This is what’s playing at the end of my life.
Hauntingly beautiful.
To me it sounds like someone who has just passed is slowly descending into the vastness of the ocean, or lifted into the infinity of air and space beyond.
Thank you Greg!

@DaisyRed

3y↑5

Потрясающая, глубинная музыка. Я будто поднимаюсь со дна океана к солнечному свету. Я здесь, я жива.

@Gaga416D

39w↑1

Это нечто большее. На протяжении жизни все чаще возвращаюсь к этой композиции.

@nekosalad8308

6y↑25

so much pain . it really feels like physical pain.

@couzens-lakemedia

4y↑6

This just tears me apart-so intense, so beautiful, so emotional-I'm in bits every time I hear it. A soundtrack to the here and now on our planet...

@pianoloungemusic

4y↑1

Thank you for listening, yes, this piece touched me deeply as well 💛

@johnbeeler25

3y↑4

This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever listened to.

@pianoloungemusic

Thank you John for listening! ❤️

@albertarnswald

3y↑4

One of the most beautiful pieces of music ever...

@pianoloungemusic

Thank you Albert for listening! ❤️

@korstiamusic9082

6y↑31

I always come back to this track. Haunting in it's beauty

@yesididitverywell

its*

@youknownothing729

7y↑26

This takes me into so much emotion and sadness. Wow, this is incredible!

@HNIII_ECMbA3

1y↑1

это круче даже чем весь Ханс Циммер с его музыкой и интерстелларом вместе взятыми, как бы я их ни любил)

Я бы хотел жить под этот фон)) заставляет быть внимательнее к ....... окружающих

@mcamyduarte

5y↑5

melancholic beauty, sewed together with long notes of music, especially violin.. oh the sweet violin

@juliaa.8779

5y↑4

🎧💔🎶🎶🎶

" الموسيقى تأتي في المرتبة
الثانية بعد الصمت ، عندما
يتعلق الأمر بما لا يوصف..."

@roozbehabdali9318

21w

شاهکاره شاهکار ای کاش بیشتر این سبکها ساخته میشد تا حس رهایی و ژرفای تاریکی و سردی همراه با ترسی شیرین و امیدی ممتد را یکجا تجربه کرد

@ccummings4892

6y↑19

Absolutely extraordinary.

@navigatingsideways

3y↑3

Studies say this is the #1 song 🎧 to listen to when using psychedelics. Specifically psilocybin which is becoming legal for doctors in a couple states already.

@AndReyClarinet

Имел такой опыт под этот трек. У меня составлен специальный плейлист для трипов.

@masterfilemusicdream

51w↑1

Great composition and interpretation🎹🎵🎻🎶💪 Bravo!

@slz9561

2y↑1

Я столкнулась с этим треком,случайно. История в инсте бывшего парня. Слушаю,закрываю глаза и все все моменты перед глазами всплывают,так больно😭
Конечно же,он это и не прочитает, я так скучаю по нему…. безумно😭💔

@lissilentden3868

Могу понять твои чувства

@HNIII_ECMbA3

Родная, всё будет хорошо!

@irynabarysheva8014

4y↑2

I got catharsis by this music.

@pianoloungemusic

4y↑1

Hi Iryna, yes, very sad, emotional piece, but very beautiful

@ehsanreghabi

32w

I wanted to count the number of piano notes, so I set the video on x2 speed

And then it hits me!!!
I think this music is supposed to be played at that speed!
The feel of choking! Omg
Brilliant

@user-dn5gn9sv8t

3y↑1

16年間ありがとうムギダミ声が耳に残っているよ

@roozbehabdali9318

21w

Oh my god ❤

@Cosmicexpressions

4y↑17

its strange that most of these comments i see describe this as sad or in other words beautifully painful, the way i describe this is such a blissful and glorified emotion.

@jagdishbandi8454

Cosmic expressions I know right? I see it as a flow of a beautiful beautiful emotion; undefined.

@leslikramer2801

4y↑3

Cosmic expressions it accesses that beautiful soft spot inside that rides the fence between pain and bliss......

@jcefalo2001

LESLI KRAMER well put 😊

@navigatingsideways

Two years ago from today a Psychologist shared his research on the importance and impact on psilocybin and this song being the most popular for introspective awareness. In his words, people said they saw their life like a microfilm. Crying in happiness and for memories that were resurfacing from decades past. I couldn’t watch his whole 45 minute presentation in one sitting, but split into 3 sessions. He also suggested earphones for music was a must. Ironically a friend recently expressed if I ever try. Earphones and vitamin C beforehand for the introspective experience.

@AndReyClarinet

Это не грусть, это духовное пробуждение

@pianoloungemusic

8y↑21

Beautiful...

@wajirasenanayake5007

6y↑9

i feel like walking in the dream

@calumbrooknicolson

5y↑1

I'm thinking of that song 'Walking On a Dream' by Empire Of the Sun.

@jancsijancsijancsi

19w

When I saw his profile picture on spoti, I thought he must be empty faker or a super talent - nothing between. I guess I was right, this track is magical.

@Belong_to_light

6y↑6

oh god💔

@HNIII_ECMbA3

как мало людей ею впечатлены так же как и мы)

@sajjad_zebardast

im losing in the Darkness when hearin this...

@craigmclaurin9854

5y↑1

Deep calls to deep. This resonates the epitome of sorrow.

@marrrius36p

6y↑3

Amazing!!!

@irynabarysheva8014

5y↑1

Brilliant!

@psin

Drowning.....

@S_ei_S

4y↑1

Amazing! I really like it 🖤

@mohammadhadadzadehghalehal1295

18w

I'm drowning....

@georgioskanaris4351

5y↑1

Epic

@mojojojo589

6y↑1

❤

@raulbm2347

7y↑2

Awsome, I subscribe Your Channel

@chipetto21

4y↑8

Can you image this as a Live performance? It would be something amazing ... Unfortunately, there is no live version on YouTube :-/

@danilomiranda6766

3y↑1

yesssss!!!!

@TheAphexTim

7y↑20

9 minutes is way too short.

@katerinatombrou4571

6y↑7

Ταξιδιαααα.......

@pabloaguado2307

4y↑2

Im the like 1000 :D

@pianoloungemusic

4y↑1

Congratulations Pablo! :) this piece is amazing, very sad but also very beautiful, one of my favorites on the channel

@MrFrussel

Is Greg still making music. Can't seem to find anything after 2013 from him on Spotify.

@JeanPaulAZZURRO

5y↑1

🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁

@danilomiranda6766

🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄

@speedstone4

4y↑5

So what happened 183 times?

@cowman3456

3y↑3

I always imagine it to be a soul's 182nd reincarnation...

@chipetto21

3y↑2

yes Dave, beautiful, I would put it in the same way, and this composition express all the pain and melancholy which the soul experienced during those 183 lifetimes

@mohamadsinamajidi9891

31w↑1

Someone is tortured by imaginary drowning him in water 183 times

@katerinatombrou4571

6y↑7

Πως το ανακαλυψες????

@ry1608

It was easy to find.

@k-poperarmyblinkengene4515

31w

This song is about "A prisoner in the US Guantanamo prison was tortured 183 times by induction (artificial drowning). And this song was made in memory of him without words. A music full of mass and fall that reminds you of the moment when you are suffering and you wish to die, but in the end you live to repeat the feeling of that terrible moment. "
(Translate in EN👆)
یک زندانی توی زندان گوانتانامو آمریکا ، 183 بار به روش القا ( غرق شدگی مصنوعی ) شکنجه شده . و این آهنگ بی کلام به یاد او ساخته شده . یه موسیقی سرشار از انبوه و سقوط که یادآور لحظه ایه که داری زجر میکشی و آرزوی مردن داری ولی درنهایت زنده میمونی برای تکرار حس اون لحظهی وحشتناک .

@hadiasghari5999

31w

این داستان معتبره ؟ من تو کامنتای انگلیسی اصلا ندیدم کسی بهش اشاره کنه

@k-poperarmyblinkengene4515

30w

@@hadiasghari5999 من اینو تو تلگرام دیدم همین اهنگ بود زیرش هم همین متن بود . زیاد مطمئن نیستم ولی میگن اینطور بوده

@qasemhatamzadeh6147

32w↑1

۱۸۳‌ بار مردن و مردن و مردن و‌ …

@louisemitefternavn4591

🤍🌸♥️

@seanmorris4326

Niyə buradasan?

@bennollevaux7387

5y↑3

Is there an instrumental version without the violin?

@migueldcf

Would also like to know so I can add the violin live

@elibagirov1224

😒😣😣😣

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