Symphonia IX (My Wait Is U) is the tenth track on Canadian recording artist… Read Full Bio ↴Symphonia IX (My Wait Is U) is the tenth track on Canadian recording artist Grimes' third studio album, Visions. IX is the roman numeral corresponding to the Latin number 9.

The song can be seen as a Grimes-esque ballad, since it has one of the slowest tempo among all the other songs.

Symphonia IX
Grimes Lyrics

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I try and try to make you cry
And make you love me
Oh I would say yes
Oh I would say yes

The need to be the best before the need to rest
Oh I would say yes
Oh I would say yes

See, my wait is you
My wait is you
My wait is you
My wait is you
My wait
(To be in a dark side, be in a deep mind)

See, my wait is you
My wait is you
My wait is you
My wait is you
My wait
(To be in a dark side, be in a deep mind)

To make the pain defuse the flame can be trying
But I would say yes, oh I would say yes
So as you fade away alive, I lay dying
Oh I would say yes
Oh I would say!

See, my wait is you
My wait is you
My wait is you
My wait
(To be in a dark side, to be in a deep mind)

See, my wait is you
My wait is you
My wait is you

My wait
(To be in a dark side, to be in a deep mind)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Grimes's Symphonia IX are enigmatic but reveal a complicated relationship dynamic. The singer seems to be attempting to manipulate their partner into loving them and making them cry, which can be read as an expression of deep-seated insecurity masked by hubris. The repeated phrase "Oh, I would say yes" implies a willingness to do whatever it takes to get their partner's attention and affection, even if it means being emotionally manipulative or engaging in self-destructive behavior.

The chorus, "See, my wait is you / My wait is you / My wait is you / My wait is you / My wait / (To be in a dark side, to be in a deep mind)," hints at a sense of dependence and obsession with the partner. The singer believes that their very existence hinges on the other person, and they are willing to endure pain and sacrifice themselves for a chance at a connection. The final lines, "To make the pain defuse the flame can be trying / But I would say yes, oh I would say yes / So as you fade away alive, I lay dying / Oh I would say yes / Oh I would say!" suggests that the singer is willing to do anything to keep the relationship going, even if it means causing themselves more harm.

Line by Line Meaning

I try and try to make you cry
I am making an effort to evoke an emotional response from you, specifically one that results in tears.

And make you love me
My actions are intended to make you fall in love with me, the driving force behind my behavior.

Oh I would say yes
I am willing to go to great lengths to achieve my desired outcome.

The need to be the best before the need to rest
I prioritize the desire to be superior over the need for self-care and rest.

See, my wait is you
You are the reason for my patience and persistence.

My wait is you
Waiting for you is a central focus in my life, as it is the thing that keeps me grounded and motivated.

(To be in a dark side, be in a deep mind)
Being in a dark, introspective state of mind is a crucial component of this waiting process.

To make the pain defuse the flame can be trying
Attempting to extinguish the intensity of my emotions can be a difficult task, but it is one that I am willing to undertake.

But I would say yes, oh I would say yes
Despite the challenges, I am still willing to put forth the effort to achieve my desired outcome.

So as you fade away alive, I lay dying
Watching you drift farther away from me while still being present is a painful experience for me, and it causes me to feel as though a part of me is dying.

My wait is you
Again, waiting for you is an all-consuming aspect of my life.

(To be in a dark side, to be in a deep mind)
Being in a dark, introspective state of mind is still integral to my waiting process.

Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Claire Elise Boucher

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