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Ground Up Lyrics


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I'm not sleeping much.
Can't keep in touch.
My dad and I ain't speaking much.

The people that I love the most.
The people that I don't see for months.
The girl that saw my mind works all the time, she knows I do it too. But now I think the more I find myself the more I'm losing you.

When life is what you make it all these vices and these virtues. Where I can fight the ones they love you when you like the ones that hurts you. I ain't mad she's a rabbit and she knows there ain't no stopping now but I can't help but wonder who's she fucking when I'm not in town.

I'm down in Tennessee oh maybe out in Venice beach. I hope that Chinggis think of me and not these childish Tennessees. Sometimes I'm still a boy, just tryna feel avoid. Just doing the things I have to you and act like it's still a choice.

All these bitches and of all these bills.
And I'm thinking about you still.
All my family and my friends,
that can't re-get it that bands.
That hoping and they dreaming.
Those nights we stayed up skiming.
You won't ever see me shook but this ain't easy as it looks.





Can't find my balance. x4

Overall Meaning

Ground Up's song "Balance" is a reflective tune on the struggles of maintaining a harmonious life amidst all the chaos that surrounds it. The opening verse indicates that the singer is experiencing insomnia and finds it difficult to keep in touch with people in their life, especially their father, with whom they have become distant. The singer then goes on to mention that the people they love are not around much, and the one person who understands their thought process is drifting away. The more the singer explores themselves, the further they seem to be losing this person.


The second verse explores the conflicting nature of life - the vices and virtues that it offers, and how sometimes loving the things that hurt you is inevitable. The singer mentions a girl with whom they feel a connection, but they cannot help but wonder who she is seeing when they are not around. The singer then talks about being in Tennessee or Venice Beach, reminiscing about the past and how they are still just a boy trying to avoid responsibilities.


The chorus of the song, "Can't find my balance," is repeated four times, indicating that the singer is struggling to find equilibrium in their life. The final verse talks about the singer's friends and family, who cannot understand their perspective and are preoccupied with chasing success. Despite all the challenges, the singer vows to remain resilient and not show any signs of weakness.


Overall, "Balance" is a poignant song that captures the complexities of the human experience, reminding us that life is not always easy, and finding balance can be a daunting task.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not sleeping much.
I am experiencing insomnia and not getting enough rest.


Can't keep in touch.
I am having trouble maintaining connections with people in my life.


My dad and I ain't speaking much.
I have strained communication with my father.


The people that I love the most.
The individuals who hold the most significance in my life.


The people that I don't see for months.
Individuals who I have not seen in an extended period of time.


The girl that saw my mind works all the time, she knows I do it too. But now I think the more I find myself the more I'm losing you.
A woman who has seen my mind and understands how I operate. However, as I continue to develop my sense of self, it feels like I am losing her.


When life is what you make it all these vices and these virtues.
Life is a result of your personal choices, both good and bad.


Where I can fight the ones they love you when you like the ones that hurts you.
I sometimes struggle to understand why people gravitate towards those that cause them harm.


I ain't mad she's a rabbit and she knows there ain't no stopping now but I can't help but wonder who's she fucking when I'm not in town.
While I don't have any resentment towards my current partner, I still have insecurities about their fidelity when I am away.


I'm down in Tennessee oh maybe out in Venice beach.
I am located either in Tennessee or Venice Beach.


I hope that Chinggis think of me and not these childish Tennessees.
I desire for Chinggis to have fond memories of me, instead of the negative ones they associate with the people from Tennessee.


Sometimes I'm still a boy, just tryna feel avoid.
At times, I still feel like a child, attempting to avoid responsibility and the associated stress.


Just doing the things I have to you and act like it's still a choice.
I am completing required tasks, but pretending like it is a voluntary choice.


All these bitches and of all these bills.
I am surrounded by opportunistic women and financial obligations.


And I'm thinking about you still.
You are still on my mind.


All my family and my friends, that can't re-get it that bands.
My family and friends do not understand my pursuit of music.


That hoping and they dreaming.
They hold onto the hope that I will succeed in music.


Those nights we stayed up skimming.
We spent late nights together, dreaming and scheming about our future.


You won't ever see me shook but this ain't easy as it looks.
I try not to show vulnerability, but this journey is much more difficult than it appears.


Can't find my balance. x4
I am struggling to find equilibrium in my life.




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Comments from YouTube:

@CosmicCandies

Love this song!

@studmuffin10101

Straight fire, on repeat all day

@joshhenrichs8526

that instant bass drop tho

@ericmills7852

repeat repeat repeat!!!!! x infinite

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