altitude
Guardin Lyrics

They said they need me but they don't believe me
Despite the fact that people express that they depend on the artist, they lack faith in them.

The fans turning greedy 'bout what I do
The artist's supporters are becoming selfish concerning the artist's creations.

Reading and weeping, I'm stuck to the ceiling
The artist is full of emotions while struggling to move on from a difficult situation.

I write out my feelings, what I've been through
In order to deal with their emotions, the artist uses writing as an outlet.

They said they see me, I vanish, Houdini
People claim they're aware of the artist's presence, but the artist feels ignored and overlooked.

Yeah, I'm falling freely in solitude
The artist feels as if they are falling apart and isolated from everyone else.

I pick up the pace and I wipe off my face
The artist tries to move forward and hide their emotions to keep going.

I'm all over the place at this altitude
The artist feels like they're in chaos and confusion due to their current emotional state.

I can't see when you cover my eyes
The artist feels trapped and powerless when they can't see the truth of a situation.

Oh, what a pleasant surprise
When the artist finally sees the reality of their situation, they find it relieving.

You let the light back inside
Having clarity on their situation brings positivity back into the artist's life.

And I can't breathe when I'm too scared to try
When the artist feels afraid to take on new challenges, their anxiety becomes suffocating.

So I'll just stare at the sky until the sun starts to rise
The artist finds comfort in looking up at the sky during difficult times.

And I fear that everything that I've done / Up until this point is nothing, yeah, I'm zero to one
The artist has doubts about their accomplishments and feels like they haven't achieved anything significant.

I've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
The artist's thoughts and doubts are getting in the way of their progress.

But then I plug myself back in before the night doesn't come
The artist tries to motivate themselves to keep going before they fall into a state of darkness and despair.

Yeah, the acid ate the casing off my battery pack / Left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
The emotional turmoil the artist is going through is physically draining and causing them to experience panic attacks.

Found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap / I don't think I can get up, yeah, I'ma call it a wrap
The artist tries to recharge and rest but feels like they can't do anything productive.

Now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact / All my memories erased and every movement is tracked
The artist's perception of the world is becoming unclear, but they can still see. They feel like they're being watched, and their memories are fading away.

I don't think I am a human, just a vessel of tracks / So if you listen to this song, please put the volume to max
The artist feels like they are just a means of producing music and not a person. They ask the listener to maximize the volume to enhance their musical experience.

So I can hear it, I've become a spirit / I'm talking to you through this microphone
The artist feels like they've died and can only communicate through their music.

I think I've died, now I'm hollow inside / And I'm lost in a world where I'm all alone
The artist feels like they're dead inside, and they're alone in a world that doesn't understand their pain.