He first started uploading his instrumental music to Soundcloud in 2014 before releasing "hydroponic" on February 6, 2016, which contains Nick's vocals.
In 2017, guardin released his first official album "lacuna", which has a blend of emo with a modern hip hop sound. Earlier that same year, "Demons in My Orbit" was released, which was one of his first big hits, receiving over 20.4 million plays.
Since then he has released various singles, music videos, eps and mixtapes, along with doing many collaborations, such as with MCR's Ray Toro, Against The Current, convolk, and Sewerperson.
i wonder
Guardin Lyrics
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Does she cry at the castle?
Is he gone, is he here?
He's a cunt, he's an asshole
Is she fine without him?
Is her mind in a black hole?
Does this night ever end?
Are we locked in a capsule?
Sorry that we're doomed
I guess this is truce
Crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
This is how I live spent the day up in my room
Made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
And maybe get some shoes
The max's lookin' smooth
The loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
Teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
If she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
And imma get my move on, I ain't even trip
Fucked up on a Sunday, Monday's lookin lit
Got twenty-eight grams and a bottle of some shit
Sip Henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
I've got plans, baby do not intervene
Yeah I wanted this forever, but you decided to leave
So I'll rewrite the script, got sagas to complete
Try to hit me with, "I miss you", like what the fuck you mean
From the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
And she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
With that look in her eyes, you must tell yourself I know
This is only a test and you must remain vital
Is she fine without him?
Does she cry at the castle?
Is he gone, is he here?
She's a cunt, she's an asshole
The lyrics of Guardin's song "I Wonder" seem to revolve around a relationship that has ended, leaving behind a feeling of emptiness and confusion. The lyrics start with the singer asking questions like "Is she fine without him?" and "Does she cry at the castle?", indicating that they are probably wondering about their ex-partner's well-being and state of mind after the breakup. However, the tone shifts when the singer describes the other person as a "cunt" and an "asshole", indicating that perhaps the relationship ended on bitter terms.
The chorus repeats the opening questions, creating a sense of uncertainty and longing. The second verse seems to focus more on the singer's current state of mind and daily routine. The lines "Crying at the crib on a friday afternoon, this is how I live" imply that the singer is going through a period of emotional turmoil and possibly depression. However, they also describe making money and indulging in material pleasures like buying shoes and snacks. There is a sense of escapism in these lines, as if the singer is trying to distract themselves from their pain.
The verse also mentions drugs and hanging out with friends, indicating that the singer is trying to have a good time and forget about their troubles. However, there is also a hint of bitterness and anger towards the ex-partner in lines like "If she don't text back she gon have to get the boot". The lyrics suggest that the singer is trying to move on and not let the breakup define them, but the memories and emotions are still present.
Line by Line Meaning
Is she fine without him?
Is his absence not affecting her life?
Does she cry at the castle?
Does she feel isolated and trapped?
Is he gone, is he here?
Is he really worth thinking about?
He's a cunt, he's an asshole
He's a terrible person
Is she fine without him?
Is she really okay on her own?
Is her mind in a black hole?
Is she struggling with her thoughts?
Does this night ever end?
Will this darkness ever go away?
Are we locked in a capsule?
Do we feel trapped in our situation?
Sorry that we're doomed
We've accepted our fate
I guess this is truce
We've called a ceasefire
Crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
Feeling emotional and alone
This is how I live spent the day up in my room
Spending time alone is a daily routine
Made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
I earned some money and I'm going to treat myself
And maybe get some shoes
I might splurge on a new pair of shoes
The max's lookin' smooth
Those Air Max's I saw earlier are looking good
The loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
I'm smoking weed and snacking on something crunchy
Teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
My teeth hurt because I ate too much sugar
If she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
If this girl doesn't respond, I'm moving on
And imma get my move on, I ain't even trip
I'll keep moving forward without any hesitation
Fucked up on a Sunday, Monday's lookin lit
I had a good time on Sunday and I'm excited for Monday
Got twenty-eight grams and a bottle of some shit
I have weed and alcohol
Sip Henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
Drinking Hennessy with my friends at the hotel on the 6th floor
I've got plans, baby do not intervene
I have things to do, please don't distract me
Yeah I wanted this forever, but you decided to leave
I thought this relationship was forever, but you ended it
So I'll rewrite the script, got sagas to complete
I'll move on and focus on my own story
Try to hit me with, "I miss you", like what the fuck you mean
Don't try to come back now saying you miss me, it's too late
From the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
She's unpredictable and destructive
And she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
She's repeating the same destructive behavior
With that look in her eyes, you must tell yourself I know
Recognize her patterns and avoid her
This is only a test and you must remain vital
Stay strong and survive these challenges
Writer(s): Benny Andersson, Bjoern K Ulvaeus, Stig Anderson
Contributed by Kaitlyn G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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LYRICS
is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
he's a cunt he's an asshole
is she fine without him
is her mind in a black hole
does this night ever end
are we locked in a capsule
sorry that we're doomed
i guess this is truce
crying at the crib on a friday afternoon
this is how i live spent the day up in my room
made a couple bucks imma dip & get some food
and maybe get some shoes
the max's lookin' smooth
the loud pack smacks & my snacks all chewed
teeth all dead cause my sugar hit the root
if she don't text back she gon have to get the boot
and imma get my move on i ain't even trip
fucked up on a sunday mondays lookin lit
got twenty eight grams and a bottle of some shit
sip henny with the boys at the hotel on the 6th
i've got plans baby do not intervene
yeah i wanted this forever but you decided to leave
so i'll rewrite the script got sagas to complete
try to hit me with i miss you like what the fuck you mean
from the way that she moves you can tell she's a cyclone
and she's back once again it's a hell of a cycle
with that look in her eyes you must tell yourself i know
this is only a test and you must remain vital
is she fine without him
does she cry at the castle
is he gone is he here
she's a cunt she's an asshole
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ALSO There is behind the scenes! Go check it out - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjulwM-qsi4
@goomaboi
great camera work and pretty smooth transitions done in post. good job! and of course, nothing to be said about guardin : ).
ps. love when directors make the decision to increase the speed of the song during recording so that it is sync'd when sloooooomo.
@katrinaarellano5230
Overcast - Daniel Jordan K dope work guy! Would love to work with you one day!
@josharpe
killraven xo lol Guardin has already blown up
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Love this 🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Recullect
great work fam 💜
@PatrickCc
Phenomenal work
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@bluboy4978
since when is man’s pat at 100k?? seems like only 6 months ago man was 3k
@AJ-up3ff
Papa?