Nothin Left 2 Live 4
Guerilla Maab Lyrics

Reminiscing bout everything, that hurt me inside
Thinking back to all the painful memories that still linger and haunt me.

Gotta let my pride go the day, you left it felt like I died
I have to learn to swallow my pride because your departure made me feel like a part of me died.

I wonder will it ever get better, through the stormy weather
I often wonder if things will get better for us, even in the midst of difficult times and circumstances.

Try to get you to keep your head up, sending pictures and letters
I send you pictures and letters to lift your spirits and to remind you that I am still here for you, even when physically apart.

I'm shedding tears, cause I'm happy that you still living
I cry tears of joy because I am grateful that you are still alive despite the hardships you face every day.

But when I look at mama stressing, I know that something's missing
When I see our mother suffering and struggling, I am reminded that something essential is missing from our lives.

I hate you living in prison, with no free time for the ride
I hate that you are stuck in prison with no freedom and no opportunity to enjoy the simple pleasures of life.

So we gon keep it on track, and hit full speed for the drive
We will stay focused on achieving our goals and moving forward, despite the obstacles and setbacks we face.

You know your baby brother Trae, is going worldwide
I want you to know that I am making a name for myself in the world beyond our neighborhood and that our story is reaching far and wide.

Behind the walls you a legend, and I'ma keep your pride
Despite being imprisoned, you are revered and respected in the streets and I promise to always honor your name and legacy.

Looking at your daughter, I can see that she is just like you
Your daughter reminds me so much of you and it breaks my heart that you are not here to witness her growth and development.

And when her mama died, the only one she wanted was you
When her mother passed away, your daughter was devastated and longed for your presence and comfort.

I know its hard to try to maintain, when you all alone
I understand how difficult it is to stay positive and motivated when you are isolated and alone in your cell.

Then again you not alone, I'ma make it when you coming home
But you are not truly alone because I will be here waiting for you when you are finally released and we will make it through everything together.

Reunited, and I'ma die before I let you go
We will be reunited soon and I will never let you go again, even if it means sacrificing my own life for yours.

Forever one, and always thinking of my bigger bro, you know I love ya
We will always be united as brothers, and I will always hold you in my heart and thoughts. I love you always and forever.

Everyone is having complications, but lately I've been
Many people in our community are facing difficulties and problems, but recently my mind has been consumed by thoughts of our loved ones.

Thinking about my kin folk, and all my niggas in they new locations
I am thinking about our family and friends, especially those who have moved away or are living in different places now.

These cemeteries and penitentiaries, got mo' from the hood
So many of our people have either died or been incarcerated, and it hurts to know that they are gone or unable to enjoy their freedom.

Don't want to be next, but if its my time then let me go all good
I don't want to end up like them, but if it is my time to go, then I accept it and I am at peace with it.

My nigga Ro done lost his T. Jones, at a tender age
My friend Ro has lost his dear friend T. Jones at a young and vulnerable age, and we all feel the pain of his loss.

You can only imagine the agony, and stress and the pain
The pain and suffering that Ro and T. Jones' family and loved ones are going through is unimaginable and heartbreaking.

In the mean while, my mama live a life of cancer and I know it
In the meantime, my mother is battling cancer and I am painfully aware of the toll it is taking on her and our family.

I been trying to chill on the weed, but she love it so fuck it I blow it
I have been trying to cut back on my marijuana use, but my mom enjoys smoking it with me so I indulge her to bring her some happiness and relief.

I'm sipping on drank and puffing Shedemiller, high life and puff it
I am drinking alcohol and smoking cigars to numb my pain and forget about the troubles of life.

Trying to act like it ain't nothing, but fuck it I can't even try to bluff it
I am trying to put on a brave face and act like everything is okay, but in reality, I am struggling to cope and cannot pretend any longer.

But it hurts inside, but I'm knowing what they going time take your final ride
The pain is deeply rooted and hard to ignore, but I also know that someday we will all take our final journey and so I try to cherish every moment I have with my loved ones.

My mama, my nigga, my partna never be another
My mother, my friend, and my partner are irreplaceable and will always hold a special place in my heart and memories.

I'ma hold it down upon my rap, grind try to make it better
I will tirelessly work on my music and hustle to make a better life for myself and those I care about.

Don't want to lose my cool, gotta maintain and try to keep my focus
I cannot afford to lose my temper or my composure, I must stay level-headed and focused on my goals and priorities.

Until then here go a dime bag and a twelve pack, get ya roll on and start smoking
In the meantime, I offer a dime bag of marijuana and a twelve-pack of beer as a way to unwind and relax from all the stress and pain we are experiencing.

Death ain't around the corner no mo', he up in my face
I used to think that death was a distant threat, but now I realize that it is a very real and present danger that could strike at any moment.

Its only natural to try to steal him, and put him back in his place
It is human nature to want to cheat death and to feel like we have control over it even when we do not.

I've been winning for a minute, but it ain't gon last forever
I have been on a winning streak for a while, but I know that it cannot last forever and that eventually, I will face setbacks and challenges.

Running outta time, me and my enemies might blast each other
Time is running out for all of us, and it is possible that my enemies and I could end up killing each other before it is too late.

Niggas around me dropping like flies, murderers bumping niggas out
People around me are dying at an alarming rate, and there are murderers and killers out there who have no remorse for taking someone else's life.

Don't think that it ain't likewise, and try that running up in my house
I know that I too am at risk of being robbed or attacked, and I must always be vigilant and prepared for the worst.

I'm a mad dude, no intentions on being rude
I am an angry and frustrated person, but I do not mean to be rude or disrespectful to those around me.

Pardon my mood, but a nigga getting sued
I apologize for my bad mood and attitude, but I am also dealing with the stress of facing legal action against me.

Got me feeling like Z-Ro Bin Loden, cause everybody out to get me
I feel like a hunted man, like Osama Bin Laden, because it seems like everyone is out to get me and drag me down.

God bless the dead, my nigga was only twenty
I mourn the loss of my friend who died at a young age, and I pray for his soul to rest in peace.

Its a hard life, especially when you're alone
Life is tough and unforgiving, especially when you have no one to rely on or support you through the hardships.

Missing the Misses, ain't nobody gon miss me when I'm gone
I miss my wife or girlfriend who is no longer with me, and I fear that when I die, no one will mourn my passing or remember me.

Showing T. Jones, my true love done left a nigga hanging
T. Jones was showing me true love and loyalty, but now that he is gone, I feel abandoned and alone.

Leaving nothing else to do, but hustle had a nigga slanging
I have no other choice but to hustle and grind to make a living, even if it means selling drugs or engaging in other illegal activities.

Caine or anything, I gotta grind to maintain
I will do whatever it takes to survive and provide for myself and my loved ones, even if it means resorting to violence or other extreme measures.

Missing my mama, missing my partnas cheifing on Mary Jane
I miss my mother and my friends, especially when we used to smoke marijuana together and unwind from the stresses of life.