Tell Me What You See
Guerilla Maab Lyrics

Tell me what you see, when you look at me
When you see me, tell me what comes to your mind

A G that's me, I don't know why
I'm a gangster, that's just who I am, I don't question why

I live my life, like I don't care, I don't care
I live my life as if I don't care about anything and anyone, and I truly don't care

Nothing but good intentions, when I started out as a kid
When I was a child, I had only good intentions

Living my life but when it happened, I couldn't understand what mama did
I was living my life but something happened, and I couldn't understand what my mother did

Leave me, it wasn't easy, it was hard
My mother leaving me wasn't easy, it was hard for me

Everybody was looking unhappy, but I was looking for God
Everyone was unhappy, but while searching for meaning in life, I was looking for God

Receiving beatings on a daily basis, for see's and D's
I used to get beaten every day for getting bad grades

If it wasn't the honor roll, my father wasn't fucking with me
If I wasn't on the honor roll, my father didn't want anything to do with me

Herm Clark to South Park, to Ridgemont 4
I've lived in a few different neighborhoods throughout my life

That's where the devil developed, the Christian killa called 'Ro
That's where I became involved with negative influences that turned me into the Christian killer, 'Ro

An addiction to dro and drank, heavy on the sherm
I'm addicted to marijuana and alcohol, and heavily use PCP

And you don't want to get fronted by Joseph, cause his turns burn
You don't want to owe Joseph anything because he can be violent and dangerous

Nigga fuck you pay me, but its been slow round here 'Ro
I need to get paid, but business has been slow for me lately

Nigga fuck you pay me, before you become part of the flo'
Pay me before it's too late and you become a victim of my violence

And I ain't playing no games, cause ain't nobody ever played with me
I don't play around because nobody has ever taken it easy on me

Trusted nobody, even my people that done stayed with me
I don't trust anyone, not even the people closest to me who have stayed with me

Out to get me, that's how I feel about y'all
I feel like everyone is trying to get me

Just give me my ten, or you fin to see what my steel about dog
If you owe me money, pay me, or you'll see what I'm capable of

Five fingers on my right, and that's how many niggas I trust
I only trust five people in my life

Eugene, Jordan, Mexican D and D.P., D-Los sipping purple stuff
Those five people are Eugene, Jordan, Mexican D, DP and D-Los, who are all using cough syrup with codeine

A drug addict, that's how I'm feeling right now
I'm feeling like a drug addict due to my addiction to drugs and alcohol

Another numb nigga, cause I ain't got no feelings right now
I'm numb and emotionless right now, due to my addiction

Don't give a fuck about nothing, its like I'm living to die
I don't care about anything or anyone, it's like I'm only alive to die

I let a woman through in my mind, now I'm unable to cry
I let a woman into my mind and heart, and now I'm unable to express my emotions through crying

Your feelings is your feelings, but my feelings is gone
You still have your feelings, but I've lost mine

Cause when a nigga needed your feelings, your feelings wasn't shown
When I needed someone to show me compassion and emotion, nobody was there for me

Now I smoke weed rolling around, aimlessly
Now I smoke weed and drive around with no specific destination

Take pride in whooping niggas, beat they ass shamelessly
I take pleasure in physically hurting and humiliating other men

Dorothy Marie send me a sign, are you proud of your boy
I'm asking my deceased mother to give me a sign if she's proud of who I've become

Ain't got no mansion or no Bentley, just a crib and a car
I don't have a huge house or luxury car, just a small home and average car

I wish I had a million dollas, but I got me some cash
I wish I was wealthy, but I do have some money

I might not be from River Oaks, but I still got me some class
I might not come from a wealthy area, but I still have a sense of class

And when I say I'm dying I'm dying, you ain't gotta try to do me
When I say I'm dying, it means I'm dying figuratively, and don't need anyone to help me with that

I guess dentist was nervous, and tried to help somebody sue me
I think a dentist that I owe money to was nervous and tried to sue me

Who that thug nigga, moving units state to state
I'm a gangster who moves drugs across state lines

I-10 connected with weight, but now replaced by tapes
I used to traffic drugs on Interstate 10, but now I make money from selling music

And C.D.'s, I'm S.U.C till I D-I-E
I'm part of the Screwed Up Click until the day I die

Affilliated with see-are-I-P's, and be-L double O-D's
I'm affiliated with Crips and Bloods street gangs

I'm not a gangsta, I just lean like that
I'm not a traditional gangster, I just have that personality and lifestyle

Able to unload, and flee the murder scene like that
I'm capable of committing murder and escaping the scene quickly

Call me what you want to, call me crazy baby
You can call me what you want, even crazy

But you ain't been paying no bills, where I lay my head lately baby
You haven't been helping me with bills, where I've been living lately

Don't know nothing about me, just know that I be rapping
You don't know anything about me, except that I'm a rapper

Just know that you see me, everytime another murder happen
You see me on the news every time there's another murder in town

My grand finale, that's when I lay me down to sleep
My ultimate end is when I die

Until then I rest, and so I creep
Until then, I take it easy and move around cautiously

To and fro, seeking who I may devour
I move around looking for prey to take advantage of

I ain't a devil, but a God in search of his power
I see myself as a powerful God or deity, not evil like the devil

So when you look at me, tell me what you think about
When you see me, let me know what you're thinking

Crackers killing they self, over shit I smoke and drink about
White people are killing themselves over the same drugs and alcohol that I consume regularly