Black and White
Gustavo Bertoni Lyrics

I'm painted black and white
I'm conflicted and confused, unable to see the gray area in situations.

I've seen this all before
I'm experiencing déjà vu, having gone through similar circumstances and patterns.

The moon hides in the sky
I sense a lack of light or guidance, metaphorically represented by the obscured moon.

My anchor's way off shore
I feel unmoored and disconnected from stability or roots.

Do you know where the truth is?
I question the existence and certainty of objective truth.

Do you know where your heart is?
I wonder if people are truly self-aware and in touch with their emotions and desires.

My eyes are seeing red
I'm angry and reactive, seeing everything through a lens of frustration and aggression.

My memory is cursed
I have a traumatic history and a tendency to dwell on negative experiences.

So when I go to bed
My thoughts and problems often consume my mind, making it hard to sleep peacefully.

O, all my wounds are nursed
I find solace and relief in attending to my emotional and physical wounds.

Do you know what it feels like?
I doubt others' capacity to empathize with me and understand my unique experiences and emotions.

Do you know how it burns so bright?
I emphasize the intensity of my emotions and experiences, portraying them as painful and passionate.

I watch your devil eyes as they deceive
I notice manipulative and deceitful behavior in others, feeling defensive and cautious as a result.

Those who still believe in love like me
I have a lingering faith in love and connection despite past struggles and disappointments.

All you really wish is a true wish, feeling like you truly feel a thing
I believe that authenticity and genuine emotions are important for a fulfilling life, and question if others understand this.

For too long I was blind
I admit to past mistakes and struggles, recognizing that I lacked insight and understanding at times.

For too long I was lost
I felt directionless and uncertain, unsure of my place in the world or my purpose.

Now watch that tape unwind
I feel a sense of detachment and reflection, watching my past experiences and decisions unfold objectively.

I'll find whom I belong
I search for a sense of belonging and purpose, hoping to find a place where I fit in and feel accepted.

The tide is turning, am I drowning?
I feel overwhelmed or powerless as my life and circumstances shift unpredictably.

Can't let myself lose my poise
I refuse to let external circumstances or emotions destabilize me, holding on to a sense of self-control and purpose.

Well I'm starting to believe this ship is going down
I fear that things are falling apart and that I'm heading towards disaster, overriding my optimism or faith in myself.