Start Again
Guvna B Lyrics

Pick it up pick it up and start again
Take a second chance and move forward, leaving the past behind

You got a second chance, you could go home
Opportunity to return to being oneself and restart

Escape it all it's just irrelevant
Leave behind what does not matter

It's just medicine, it's just medicine
The past is just a lesson

You could still be, what you want to
You still have the power to achieve your dreams

What you said you were, when I met you
Striving to become who you wanted to be when you were younger

At times I don't know where I'm going
Lost and uncertain of the future

I'm stuck looking back at where I've been
Focusing too much on the past

All these friends who say they supported you
Friends who claimed to be supportive are gone

Suddenly vanished with the wind
Friends have left without a trace

When you got nothing to lose, and expected to lose
When you have nothing valuable to lose and expect failure

Who do you look to then
Where to turn to when you have no one to rely on

When everybody wants something
When people only want something from you

Who can you really call a friend
Trying to find genuine friends

Late night stressing cuz I'm guessing
Stress from constant overthinking

Can happiness ever last
Wondering if happiness is ever long-lasting

Cuz there's times, it's really here
Feeling happy at times, but has not lasted

But remains inside the past
But happiness only exists in the past

I've given everything I got
Putting all the effort in, but it's not enough

But I always seem to crash
Facing failure despite trying so hard

If life really gives you lessons
If life is supposed to provide lessons

Then I'm failing the class
But feeling like they are failing the test

Damn, so let me start again
Restarting again from where they stand

Been running close to empty
Drained of energy and running out of ideas

Don't think I can start this car again
Questioning their ability to keep going

It's hard to achieve, where no one sees you succeed
It's difficult to achieve success when no one believes in you

I sever ties with the closest ones who never believe
Cutting off those who didn't believe in their dreams

I've been broken down to pieces over a silly dream
Feeling defeated and discouraged over a dream

Loved how my heart was ripped out for believing in me
Despite heartache, they still believed in themselves

Just a mic and a pen, and all the places I've been
Traveling life with a microphone and pen as tools

I dont regret where I am
No regrets about the present

But can we start again
Hopeful for a new beginning

What's meant to be isn't meant to be
Things don't always work out as they were meant to

Just everything we let happen
Accepting things that happen but with control

Been trapped inside our memories
Stuck reminiscing about the past

The nights we stayed up laughing
Fond memories of late night laughter

I'm acting like I'm fine, as if none of this ever happened
Acting like the pain doesn't exist

Like my body shield with armor but inside I'm just collapsing
Putting up a strong front, while emotionally falling apart

I know that You've moved on, and thats fine cuz so have I
Acknowledging that they have moved on from a past relationship

But sometimes you reminisce of the feelings we made alive
Remembering the emotions they shared in the past

And all those moments where you call me up at 3 in the morning
Thinking back to moments shared with the person in the past

Can't tell you why I'm not folding
Not sure how they've managed to keep going

Am I provoking emotions
Wondering if they are giving off the wrong impression

Was I wrong to try
Questioning whether they should have kept trying

And save the thing I thought that we had
Trying to restore what they thought they had

Or was I crazy to believe that we could piece it all back
Thinking whether it was unrealistic to aim for reconciliation

Like broken mirrors, I don't think that we could see through the cracks
Seeing issues that cannot be fixed

We could do this all again, I know I take this all back
Hoping to start over and make better choices

So tell me, was it worth it
Asking if it was all worth it in the end

With all the lies and the games
Considering the games and deceit that led to the downfall

All the fights and the name calling
Recalling past fights and negative behavior

Im sorry to say, that these words aren't meant for you
These words are not directed at the person in the past

But for me to ease the pain
They are words used to overcome their own pain

Cuz sometimes you do feel better
Feeling relieved after letting it all out

When you walk in the rain
Finding comfort in the rain

Those moments when you realize all the friends that you lost
Realizing the many friends that have left in pursuit of happiness

Pursuing happiness but losing it, the feelings so lost
Searching for happiness, but unsure where it went

When you're over thinking every night and you just want it to stop
Experiencing constant overthinking that feels endless

Endlessly falling forever, and i dont want to be cut
Feeling like they are falling endlessly with no end in sight

I know I said it was for the best and while I'm filled with regret
Saying it was for the best, but feeling regretful about it

I've been losing pieces of myself I don't know how much is left
Feeling like they are losing themselves and unsure of how much they have left

I don't want to ever clean up this room, cuz I'd be the only mess left
Not wanting to clean up the mess they've become

Yeah, I'm still cleaning up my thoughts
Still sorting out their inner thoughts and emotions

And you're the only thought left
Thinking about the person from their past relationship

Lets Start Again
Hoping to start anew