Jordan
Gxtxi Lyrics

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I'm getting too big for my old clothes
Today I saw my jacket go to my own bro
I'm wearing this ring on my left hand
Came from somebody who had to be my best man
It's funny how changes come around quick
A year ago I didn't hear the time tick
Now I shudder every time a minute passes
And how many minutes lost on my filling glasses

Backspace in my own script, backspaced to when I met you
Erasing moments I'm ashamed of, imagining scenarios where I really tell the truth
And my lies don't look well, but I'm waving at 'em from the window of a plane
I guess I finally adapted to letting go of memories that brought me too much of this pain

Tick, tick, tick, yeah
Tick, tick, tick, mhm
Tick, tick, tick, yeah
Tick, tick, tick, mhm

Ticking, ticking, ticking, yeah
Yall already know that it's the time, boy
So Imma let you take just another minute
Ticking, ticking, ticking, yeah
Take a deep a breath a decide boy what's it's gonna be after this long minute

And now, I just wanna take a second, apologize to all the members who I reckon
Used to get so fed up with my bullshit, and had to get me outta there whenever I pulled shit, shit
Someday I wanna share being alive with you
Someday we won't worry 'bout what we do
But for now bear with me said I promise
I'll get independent telling all these stories, too
About the insecurities that I've evolved with
About the fact that at the start I was no cool kid
About the women that I've never really fooled with
Vice versa for the women that I could have kept

Accepting who you are doesn't have a limit
I asked all of my brothers for a fucking a minute
But that minute was longer than they've expected
Now I really see who is a massive loyal ticket

Tick, tick, tick, yeah
Tick, tick, tick, mhm
Tick, tick, tick, yeah
Tick, tick, tick, mhm

Ticking, ticking, ticking, yeah
Yall already know that it's the time, boy
So Imma let you take just another minute
Ticking, ticking, ticking, yeah
Take a deep a breath a decide boy what's it's gonna be after this long minute

Overall Meaning

In the song "Jordan" by Gxtxi, the lyrics delve into themes of personal growth, self-reflection, and the passage of time. The opening lines "I'm getting too big for my old clothes, Today I saw my jacket go to my own bro" reflect the physical and emotional changes the singer is experiencing. The imagery of outgrowing old clothes symbolizes outgrowing past versions of oneself and moving towards a new chapter in life. The mention of a ring on the left hand given by the best man signifies a significant bond and commitment, hinting at major life events unfolding.

As the song progresses, the idea of time becomes a central motif as the singer reflects on the swift nature of change. The lyrics express a sense of urgency and introspection, as the singer grapples with regrets and the weight of past decisions. The reference to filling glasses and backspacing in one's own script alludes to moments of reckoning and self-editing, trying to come to terms with past mistakes and finding a sense of closure. The singer acknowledges the pain carried by memories but also hints at a newfound acceptance of letting go and moving forward.

The repeated refrain of "Tick, tick, tick" reinforces the idea of time ticking away relentlessly, urging the listener to be mindful of each passing moment. The urgency in the tone reveals a sense of accountability and a call to action, emphasizing the need to make decisions and choices with awareness and intention. The plea to "take a deep breath and decide boy what's it's gonna be after this long minute" serves as a moment of contemplation and decision-making, urging reflection on one's path and choices moving forward.

In the final verses, the singer expresses remorse for past behavior, acknowledging the impact of their actions on others. The lyrics convey a desire for growth and reconciliation, aiming to mend past rifts and build stronger connections with those around them. The reference to sharing being alive with others and promising independence in storytelling signifies a commitment to personal development and transparency. The song concludes with a message of acceptance and understanding, highlighting the importance of self-awareness and authentic relationships in navigating life's complexities.

Line by Line Meaning

I'm getting too big for my old clothes
I am outgrowing my past self and past mistakes

Today I saw my jacket go to my own bro
I am passing on my experiences and lessons to those close to me

I'm wearing this ring on my left hand
I am committed to growth and change

Came from somebody who had to be my best man
Guidance and support from important people in my life have led me here

It's funny how changes come around quick
Change can happen unexpectedly and rapidly

A year ago I didn't hear the time tick
I was not aware of the passing of time and its impact in the past

Now I shudder every time a minute passes
I am conscious and reflective of time passing and its significance

And how many minutes lost on my filling glasses
Reflecting on wasted time and missed opportunities

Backspace in my own script, backspaced to when I met you
Reflecting on past mistakes and rewriting my story with growth and learning in mind

Erasing moments I'm ashamed of, imagining scenarios where I really tell the truth
Acknowledging past mistakes and seeking honesty and authenticity moving forward

And my lies don't look well, but I'm waving at 'em from the window of a plane
Recognizing the consequences of dishonesty but still moving forward and letting go of the past

I guess I finally adapted to letting go of memories that brought me too much of this pain
Coming to terms with painful memories and learning to let go for personal growth

Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Gleb Trofimov

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