Who I Am
H.E.C Lyrics

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Slit my wrist, die for you
Jigsaw plot twist, die for my boo
Slit my wrist, die for you
Jigsaw plot twist, die for my boo

But you go fuck other dudes
And raw just to be rude

True love is torture boo
But what you do is just crude
I bent my back for you, there's nothing I wouldn't do
And you act like it wasn't true

Slit my wrist, die for you
Jigsaw plot twist, die for my boo
Slit my wrist, die for you
Jigsaw plot twist, die for my boo

But you go fuck other dudes
And raw just to be rude

Am I not good enough for you
Yelling both our faces blue
Fucking both our faces blue
The next day, cycles repeating
Am I not good enough for you
Yelling both our faces blue
Fucking both our faces blue
Come to find at the same time you were fucking other dudes
And raw just to be rude

Now I'm alone wondering what to do
You're texting, telling me they just couldn't do what I do
Baby It's to late now
It's way way to late now

I'm sorry my love
I'm truly sorry my love

I'd have slit my wrist through the bone to die for you
Jigsaw plot twist bleed out and die for my boo
I'd have slit my wrist through the bone to die for you
Jigsaw plot twist bleed out and die for my boo

Now I got to leave you
It's fucking time to be crude

Now I got to leave you
Go be with your other dudes

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to H.E.C's song "Who I Am" talk about a toxic relationship where the singer is deeply in love with their partner. They describe how they would be willing to go to extreme lengths to show their love, such as slitting their wrists or even dying for the person they love. However, they also highlight how the relationship is marred by the partner's infidelity and disrespectful behavior. The singer feels like they are not good enough for their partner and is constantly yelling and fighting with them.

Despite all of this, the singer still loves their partner deeply and is torn about leaving them. The repetition of the lines "slit my wrist, die for you" and "jigsaw plot twist, die for my boo" highlights the singer's unwavering devotion to their partner. However, in the end, they realize that the relationship is too toxic and decide to leave their partner, even though it is a painful decision.

The lyrics of the song convey a sense of emotional pain, desperation, and heartbreak. The singer's willingness to go to extreme lengths for their partner underscores the intensity of their love, but the partner's betrayal highlights how love is not always enough to sustain a relationship. The song is a poignant reminder of the kind of pain that can come with loving someone deeply.

Line by Line Meaning

Slit my wrist, die for you
I am willing to go to extreme lengths for you, even to the point of taking my own life.

Jigsaw plot twist, die for my boo
My love for you is intricate and complex, and I am willing to make the ultimate sacrifice for you.

But you go fuck other dudes
Despite my devotion to you, you cheat on me with other men.

And raw just to be rude
You engage in unprotected sex with these men, which is disrespectful and dangerous.

True love is torture boo
Love can be painful and difficult, especially when it is unrequited or betrayed.

But what you do is just crude
Your behavior towards me is vulgar and disrespectful.

I bent my back for you, there's nothing I wouldn't do
I have done everything in my power to make you happy and keep our relationship together.

And you act like it wasn't true
Despite my efforts, you behave as if my actions were insignificant and meaningless.

Am I not good enough for you
I am hurt and confused by your infidelity, and wonder if I am somehow inadequate or unworthy of your love.

Yelling both our faces blue
We argue and fight, trying to reconcile our conflicting emotions and desires.

Fucking both our faces blue
Our attempts to make up involve intense and passionate physical intimacy.

The next day, cycles repeating
Despite our efforts to move forward, we find ourselves trapped in a pattern of love and pain that we cannot escape.

Come to find at the same time you were fucking other dudes
I discover that you have been cheating on me with multiple partners at the same time.

And raw just to be rude
You engage in unprotected sex with these men, which is not only disrespectful but also puts your health and mine in danger.

Now I'm alone wondering what to do
I am left feeling lost and confused about how to move forward and rebuild my life without you.

You're texting, telling me they just couldn't do what I do
You try to reassure me that I am still special to you and that no one could replace me in your heart.

Baby It's to late now
Despite your reassurances, our relationship is irreparably damaged and we cannot go back to the way things were before.

It's way way to late now
We missed our chance to salvage our relationship and must now face the consequences of our actions.

I'm sorry my love
I am remorseful for any pain that I have caused you and wish things could have turned out differently between us.

I'd have slit my wrist through the bone to die for you
Despite everything, my love and devotion to you are so great that I would be willing to make the ultimate sacrifice for you.

Jigsaw plot twist bleed out and die for my boo
Even if it requires a complex and intricate plan, I am willing to die for the one I love.

Now I got to leave you
Despite my feelings, I realize that it is time for me to move on and start a new chapter in my life without you.

It's fucking time to be crude
I no longer care about being polite or respectful towards you, and am willing to express my anger and frustration openly.

Go be with your other dudes
I am telling you to go pursue other relationships and leave me alone, as we cannot continue to hurt each other any longer.

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: M. Wilsack

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