Losing
H.E.R. Lyrics

My ambition is attractive
My drive and determination are appealing

My aggression isn't passive
I am not one to sit back and let things happen, I go after what I want

I promise with you the butterflies in my stomach are active
Being around you still gives me that nervous, excited feeling

They're dancin', I'm feelin' static
The butterflies are so intense, it's like they're dancing around in my stomach and I am completely still with anticipation

Wanna get closer like magnets
I want to be closer to you, pulled in by an irresistible force

Your company, I've been feinin'
I crave your presence and company

I think I've turned to an addict I don't get high
I feel addicted to your presence, even though I'm not under the influence of any substances

But lookin' in your eyes, I'm lifted
Just looking into your eyes is enough to bring me to a higher place

Can we make this tradition?
Can we make being together a regular occurrence, something we always do?

Your kisses make all my doubts go away
When we kiss, all my worries and doubts fade away, just like that

You only show me love when it comes to the music
I feel like you only really care about me when it comes to music, our shared passion

It's like when I feel lonely that's when you start actin' choosey
When I'm feeling vulnerable and alone, you start to kind of distance yourself from me, become more selective with your affection

I don't wanna keep playin' them games
I'm tired of all the back-and-forth, the uncertainty and instability in our relationship

'Cause I feel like I'm losin'
Because I feel like I am losing you and this relationship

Been on my grind I know that my schedule is busy
I have been working hard and have a full schedule

But I always make sure I call you when I touch down in your city
Even with a busy schedule, I make an effort to reach out and connect with you when I am in your city

I'll make time because you're worth it
I will always prioritize you and make time for you because you are important to me

Fall back when you don't deserve it
If I feel like you are not putting in the same effort as me or are not treating me well, I will distance myself

And I'll start losin' patience when my effort's bein' wasted
If I feel like my effort is not being appreciated or reciprocated, I will start to become less patient and more frustrated

I've been tryna ride can't you see I'm on your side?
I have been trying to be supportive and ride for you, can't you see that I am on your team?

But it's killin' me tryna make sure that both of us survive
Trying to keep this relationship alive and thriving is taking its toll on me emotionally

All the ones before you were just a mistake or just a distraction
All my past relationships were either a mistake or just something to pass the time, but you are different

Now I'll leave it up to you
I am giving you the decision-making power

Do what you gotta do
Do what you feel you need to do

Like the watch I just got for you
I got you a watch as a gift

I'll give you some time
I will give you the time and space you need to figure things out

I ain't gonna wait
I am not going to endlessly wait around for a decision or for things to change

For you, for you, for you
I'm not just waiting for anyone, but for you specifically

Tell me, what are we doin'?
Can you please give me an answer about the direction of our relationship?