Don't Let Me Get Me
H.I.A.M. Lyrics

Please don't let me go
The singer is pleading not to be left alone or abandoned.

I've seen days where the nights don't end
The singer has experienced periods of darkness or struggle that seem unending.

It seems strange as I used to call friend
The singer finds it strange that someone they used to consider a friend is no longer trustworthy.

How can I begin to trust in the fact that you never let me go?
The artist is struggling to trust that they will not be abandoned or rejected like they have been in the past.

Been left so many times
The artist has experienced abandonment and rejection multiple times in their life.

Felt like nobody could know the sound that my heart makes when it starts to break
The singer feels alone in their pain and believes that no one can truly understand the depth of their heartbreak.

And the pain that I hate waits for me every day
The singer experiences daily pain that they despise and dread.

And yet I lie awake alive and still breathing
Despite their pain, the artist is still alive and holding on to hope.

Hoping that this time in my life is just a season
The artist is hopeful that their current struggles are temporary and will eventually pass.

Believe in the words you spoke to your people
The artist is putting their faith in the promises and teachings of their faith/religion.

How you never leave even though we couldn't see you
The singer believes that even when they cannot see or feel God's presence, they are still being watched over and cared for.

How you make us prosper even though we couldn't pay you back
The artist believes that God provides for them even when they cannot repay or give back to God.

Now there's nothing that I lack
The singer believes that with God, they have everything they need and do not lack any essential things.

If I can't have your love my heart's got nowhere to go
The singer feels that without the love of God, they have no purpose or direction in life.

Only you can rescue me
The singer believes that only God can save them from their struggles and provide the love and support they need.

I'll be lost inside a dying world just trying to find my home
The artist feels that without God they are lost in a world that is decaying and dying, and longs to find their true home with God.

It's with you I belong
The artist believes that they belong with God and feel a sense of belonging and acceptance in their faith.

I remember the moments life was a blur
The singer recalls times in their life when they felt lost and confused, unable to make sense of their experiences.

An adolescent spirit far from mature
The singer acknowledges that they were not yet fully grown or mature during their past struggles.

I couldn't tell between a friend and a foe
The artist struggled to distinguish between trustworthy friends and harmful enemies.

So alone I remained
The artist felt isolated and alone during their struggles.

Looked to the sky for hope
The artist turned to God for guidance and hope during their times of darkness and struggle.

It's hard to feel alive when you're cold
The singer feels numb and disconnected from their emotions during difficult times.

So light is hard to find in the storm
The artist struggles to find hope or positivity in the midst of a difficult situation.

How can I give love if my soul's been torn?
The singer questions their ability to love others when they are struggling to heal and care for themselves.

A broken vessel
The singer feels damaged and vulnerable due to their struggles.

You call it a masterpiece
The singer believes that God sees them as a beautiful and valuable creation, despite their flaws and struggles.

Now I can see how deep you are in love with me
The artist realizes the depth of God's love and care for them.

But obviously there's something that you want from me
The artist believes that God has a purpose or plan for their life, and wants them to fulfill a certain role or task.

Cause you don't want to let me go
The singer believes that God is unwilling to abandon or leave them behind, even in their struggles.

Owner of the world but you want my soul
The singer recognizes that despite God's immense power and control over the world, God cares deeply about the singer's personal growth and well-being.

My heart is crying out
The artist's emotions and inner being are expressing a deep need and desire for God's love and care.

Lord, please take control
The artist is asking God to guide and direct their path in life, surrendering control and trust to God's plan.

And I'm seeing who I could be without you close to me
The artist recognizes the negative impact of not having God in their life and the positive potential of continuing their relationship with God.

I can't recognize that person staring back at me
The singer struggles to identify with the person they once were without God's influence and support.

And you see how my heart breaks from the choices I have made
The artist recognizes the consequences of their past choices and actions, and how they have caused emotional pain.

I know your love can take it all away
The singer believes that God's love and forgiveness can heal their past mistakes and emotional pain.