Again
HIM Lyrics


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I ran away again. I wonder, have I been forsaken
I want to hear you call this man a child of God, forgiven
So much wasted time twisted up in lies, so senseless
Youโ€™ve been here all along. You loved me through the wrong, relentless
Here we are again
Iโ€™m calloused and broken, tired and worn
Standing in your grace, undeserved, unearned
Forgiven here I am
I was caught up in the world
Thought I didnโ€™t need you, but you chased after me
You opened up your arms, embraced me in your mercy
Oh, you love me
Open up the skies. Scales fall off my eyes, I see you
You say Iโ€™m your friend. You make me whole again. I need you
Here we are again
Iโ€™m calloused and broken, tired and worn
Standing in your grace, undeserved, unearned
Forgiven here I am
I was caught up in the world
Thought I didnโ€™t need you, but you chased after me
You opened up your arms, embraced me in your mercy
Oh, you love me
I know that you never give up, never give up on me
I know that your grace is enough, grace is enough for me
I know that you never give up, never give up on me
I know that your grace is enough, grace is enough for me
I know that you never give up, never give up on me
I know that your grace is enough, grace is enough for me
I know that you never give up, never give up on me
I know that your grace is enough, grace is enough for me
Here we are again,
Iโ€™m calloused and broken, tired and worn
Standing in your grace, undeserved, unearned
Forgiven here I am
I was caught up in the world
Thought I didnโ€™t need you, but you chased after me




You opened up your arms, embraced me in your mercy
Oh, you love me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Again" by HIM are about the cyclical nature of a troubled relationship. The singer observes that the person they are addressing has "turned their back on love again" and is heading down a familiar path of despair. The repeated refrain of "despair kissing our lips again" and "despair holding our hearts again" emphasizes the sense of hopelessness and futility in trying to break the pattern.


The verses suggest that the singer has been hurt in the past by this person and fears being hurt again. They wonder if the other person will notice their pain ("will you see me crying behind your back again") and if they will care about it ("and you hear my heart beat slowly down again"). There is an underlying sense of resignation and acceptance that this is just the way things are: "oh baby yes I feel / despair kissing our lips again."


Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of emotional exhaustion and a longing for something different, but also a recognition that change may not be possible.


Line by Line Meaning

Him again
You are back in my life


I've seen
I have noticed your return


I see you've turned your back on love again
You have given up on love once more


And I feel
I am experiencing


And I feel your stumbling down that road again
I sense you falling back into old patterns


Despair kissing our lips again
We are feeling hopeless and defeated


Despair holding our hearts again, yeah
Our sadness and despair is weighing heavy on us


Will you see
Will you notice


Me crying behind your back again
Will you be aware of my tears and pain


And you hear
And you are listening


My heart beat slowly down again
My heart is breaking once more


Oh baby yes I feel
Oh I am definitely experiencing


Despair kissing our lips again
We are succumbing to a sense of hopelessness


Despair holding our hearts again
Our sadness and despair is taking over our emotions


Despair holding our hearts again, oho
Our despair is consuming us completely


That's right
Yes, it's true


Yeah
Agreement or emphasis




Lyrics ยฉ DistroKid, Integrity Music
Written by: Jenna Herlich, Seth Herlich

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@MarcelineYT

I have a story for y'all.

When I first heard this song, this version โ€” it was in haggard.
And during the time I had gone through my extreme HIM/CKY phase, I was addicted to H***in.
(censoring in case that's sensitive)
Now, I was practically rock bottom. I had been for 2ยฝ years.
A man took advantage of me during my vulnerability, and actually enjoyed seeing me หcrazy and fked up.ห I knew it was wrong to listen to an enabler, but at the time, my judgement was clouded.
He wanted to have someone like me, someone that couldn't run away.
Someone he could use. A ragdoll.
Now, despite all the negative things that had happened to me, I overcame my addition. I found my place, and peace.

โ€ฆand this band was there for me.

If you're wondering why I chose to tell my story here, well, this song has it's own special way of explaining it.



All comments from YouTube:

@danmillerperez

Still here in 2022 patiently waiting for this version to be on Spotify

@YustinGuess

Iโ€™m watching Haggard and had to hear the whole song. Bummed itโ€™s only on YouTube.

@kevo21guns

@@YustinGuess itโ€™s on Apple Music! Under โ€œDeep Shadows and brilliant highlightโ€™sโ€ deluxe version !

@alexprieto8277

i swear ive heard atleast 3 versions of this song.

@mjking8704

@@kevo21guns it's not the same version though

@dongi011

Still waiting

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@justinanaya3281

Whoโ€™s still jamming in 2020?!๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜Ž

@Itobull

Still jamming in 2021 lol

@steff-the-ghoul

still jaming in 2666

@selinksc7542

2021

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