Drunk on Shadows
HIM Lyrics


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Hiding underneath
The veil of broken dreams
We find her weeping

On her once white wings
She will be carrying the weight of our deeds
And she bleeds for love
Forever gone

Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in life

Finding souls to feed
The night side of Eden
We see the struggling
For her love's
Last breath and walk off

Drunk on shadows and lost in life
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in life

She's blinded by the fear
Of life and death and everything in between
We smile when she cries a river of tears
A mirror where we see nothing but a reflection of heaven too far away

Drunk on shadows and lost in life
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in life
So alive




(Drunk on shadows)
So alive

Overall Meaning

The song "Drunk on Shadows" by HIM is a haunting and introspective journey into the darker side of human nature. The first verse describes a woman hiding behind the veil of broken dreams, weeping and carrying the weight of our deeds on her once white wings. This woman is bleeding for love that is forever gone, representing the pain and longing that we all feel at times. The chorus then reveals that we are all drunk on shadows and lost in a lie, killing ourselves one kiss at a time. The choruses are followed by a second verse that describes a search for souls to feed the "night side of Eden" and the bittersweet struggle for love's last breath.


The song seems to be exploring the idea that we are all living in a world of delusion and shadows, where we are driven by fear and desire rather than reason and compassion. The woman with broken dreams represents the part of us that is vulnerable and longing for love and connection, while the music and lyrics describe the darker forces that hold us back and cause us to harm ourselves and others. The image of angels smiling while devils dance suggests a universe that is indifferent to our struggles and desires, and that our choices and actions have consequences that we cannot escape.


Overall, the lyrics of "Drunk on Shadows" are a visceral and emotional meditation on the complexities of the human experience. The song challenges us to face our own darkness and to strive for an understanding of ourselves and others that goes beyond our fears and desires.


Line by Line Meaning

Hiding underneath
She is concealed in darkness, trying to remain hidden.


The veil of broken dreams
The many shattered aspirations of her past form a barrier around her.


We find her weeping
Observing her closely, we see tears cascading down her face.


On her once white wings
Her pure and perfect wings are now blemished and stained by our past sins.


She will be carrying the weight of our deeds
We have caused her to bear the burden of our actions, which will drag her down.


And she bleeds for love
Despite her wounds and pain, she still yearns to feel affection and tenderness.


Forever gone
The prospect of a happy ending is slipping away, and there is no hope for redemption.


Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
We are intoxicated by our own illusions, no longer sure what is real or false.


Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
We slowly destroy ourselves with each kiss, taking one step closer towards demise.


Devils dance while angels smile
We embrace immorality, reveling in sin while angels look on in sorrow.


Finding souls to feed
We are always searching for new victims to exploit and consume.


The night side of Eden
This is the sinister and corrupted era of paradise, a place where evil thrives.


We see the struggling
We witness her agony and distress, yet remain indifferent to her pain.


For her love's last breath and walk off
As we take our final breath, we abandon her without hesitation or remorse.


She's blinded by the fear
She cannot see beyond her dread and apprehension, which clouds her judgement.


Of life and death and everything in between
She is terrified of the unknown, everything between birth and death.


We smile when she cries a river of tears
We derive pleasure from her suffering, seeing it as a form of entertainment.


A mirror where we see nothing but a reflection of heaven too far away
We are incapable of recognizing ourselves in her, seeing a version of paradise that is out of reach.


So alive
Despite everything, we continue to exist and feed on our illusions.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: VILLE VALO, VILLE HERMANNI VALO

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AtomicToad11

Still an album to this day I wont skip a song on

WhenTheWorldWasAtWar

The whole damn this is perfect

Christina Rosella

Unpopular opinion; my favorite song by HIM, hands down. I love all the variety of instrumentals and of course the lyrics. Drunk on shadows & lost in a lie 🖤

Lenny Cash

3:08 really hits for me. 👍

dragana pasti

An album to which I always return with the same passion and devotion. Especially this song. Supernatural music just like lyrics. Listening to it as if I’m orbiting the Jupiter. Better said the whole Universe. So encrypted and realistic at the same time.. Adore that “ contradiction”. Sounds so fresh and lovely. Always.

87in7

It feels so odd to listen to this after not having heard anything for 10 years.

domien klerx

this sounds corny as hell but this band really kept me going when i was really depressed and when i really didn't see a future for myself, i started using drugs and alcohol as "medication" and after abusing both of those became a problem a really good friend of mine took me on a holiday for a week, no drugs no alcohol, hell not even cigarettes, first 3 days were the hardest days of my life.. 4th day we went to a live performance of HIM, it was in a small bar, maybe 25 people were in that night and at the first note they played, i got shivers, started to get really emotional and after just 2 songs i really felt that i had to change every single thing in my life otherwise i wouldn't make it past 23.. the music hit me so hard that evening and still does to this day this band really changed my life a full 180 degrees around.. i quit the drugs, alcohol and the overall toxic lifestyle i was living, only bad habit im still guilty of is smoking cigarettes but at least i live a normal, happy, healthy life.. and all of that.. thanks to this amazing band

Mémo Valo

Im happy for you bro, HIM is legends, greetings from Moroccan in France ❤️🤟🏼

OctoberRain

well i wanted to kill myself while i was listening to them and realized that i woul dnever hear this amazing music so i got my shit together and kept breathing. be proud of you bro

Daniel Smith jr.

Keep it up homie

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