Play Dead
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A moth into a butterfly
And a lie
Into the sweetest truth
I'm so afraid of life

I try
To call your name but I'm
Silenced by the fear of dying in your heart once again

I see the seasons changing
And in the heart of this autumn I fall
With the leaves from the trees

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away

I cry
Like God cries the rain
And I'm just one step away from the end of today

I see the reasons changing
And in the warmth of the past I crawl
Scorched by the shame

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away

I stay dead




Until you veil my scars and say goodbye to fate
Before it's too late

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of HIM's song Play Dead showcase the fear of being vulnerable and the desire to protect oneself from getting hurt again. The first verse talks about transformation, where the singer equates his change from a moth into a butterfly with the transformation of a lie into truth. However, despite changing, he is still afraid of life and is unable to express his feeling to the person he cares about. The fear of rejection, of dying in someone's heart once again, paralyzes him, leaving him unable to reach out.


The second verse takes us through the changing seasons as a metaphor for the ups and downs of relationships. The singer sees the autumn as a time of falling, which he likens to the falling of the leaves from the trees. He talks about playing dead to shield his heart from the pain that comes with change and loss. He uses the metaphor of God crying rain to express his own tears and the unbearable weight of sadness he carries. In the chorus, the singer repeats the phrase "I play dead" emphasizing the lengths he will go to avoid facing his emotions.


Towards the end, the singer pleads to the person who has hurt him to heal his scars before it's too late. He remains dead until they can say goodbye to fate and start anew. The song ends on a sad and bittersweet note, with the singer left to wonder if the person he loves will ever come back. The portrayal of vulnerability and heartache, along with the emotive and haunting vocals, make this song a poignant and moving experience.


Line by Line Meaning

A moth into a butterfly
I transformed from a fragile creature into something beautiful


And a lie
A falsehood


Into the sweetest truth
Became an honest belief


I'm so afraid of life
The thought of existence petrifies me


I try
Attempt to solve my problems


To call your name but I'm
Trying to beckon my desired person


Silenced by the fear of dying in your heart once again
Terrorized that my love will not be returned and I'll be heartbroken again


I see the seasons changing
I observe transformations in the physical world


And in the heart of this autumn I fall
As the weather cools down, my emotions spiral


With the leaves from the trees
I am enveloped by the foliage's descent


I play dead
I feign my demise


To hide my heart
So my feelings can stay concealed


Until the world gone dark fades away
Till the surroundings return to normalcy


I cry
My tears flow endlessly


Like God cries the rain
My tears are akin to Nature's tears


And I'm just one step away from the end of today
I am close to the end of my rope


I see the reasons changing
I comprehend my rationale for living slithering away


And in the warmth of the past I crawl
I recollect my cherished memories


Scorched by the shame
But constantly experiencing shame from my past mistakes


I stay dead
I continue pretending to be lifeless


Until you veil my scars and say goodbye to fate
Until you heal me and bid farewell to misfortune's grasp


Before it's too late
Preventing a point of no return




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: VILLE VALO, VILLE HERMANNI VALO

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