Swan Dive Suicide
Hail The Villain Lyrics


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Perfect body rotting, outside still is hiding
There's a killer burning, creeping through my veins
Make me feel distorted, left me here a coward
For running, I'm running, I'm running, run

Bow down for me, bow down for me
Feel like I was meant to die but somehow stayed alive
Time that I encounter, call in my surrender
I fear that I won't ever cover up these wounds
Leave the world a sinner, see my soul grew thinner
And thinner, and smaller, the longer I'm alone

The fear is so alone
The fear is so lonely




I hope it never finds me
I pray it doesn't get me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Hail The Villain's song Swan Dive Suicide are about a person who is struggling with feeling trapped and overwhelmed by their own internal demons. The opening lines, "Perfect body rotting, outside still is hiding / There's a killer burning, creeping through my veins," suggest that this person may be dealing with physical or mental illness that they feel is slowly destroying them from the inside out.


As the song progresses, the lyrics express the person's deep sense of shame and cowardice for not being able to overcome their struggles. The lines "Make me feel distorted, left me here a coward / For running, I'm running, I'm running, run" reveal that the person feels paralyzed by their fear and unable to face their problems head-on.


The chorus of the song, "Bow down for me, bow down for me / Feel like I was meant to die but somehow stayed alive," further emphasizes the person's feelings of worthlessness and self-loathing. However, there is also a sense of defiance in these lines, as the person seems to be challenging the world to acknowledge their struggle and recognize their strength in persevering despite their difficulties.


Overall, Swan Dive Suicide is a complex and emotional exploration of the dark thoughts and feelings that can consume a person when they are struggling with mental illness or other personal demons.


Line by Line Meaning

Perfect body rotting, outside still is hiding
My physical appearance may seem fine, but my inner self is decaying


There's a killer burning, creeping through my veins
I feel like there's a destructive force within me, controlling my actions and thoughts


Make me feel distorted, left me here a coward
I feel like my inner demons have made me weak and afraid


For running, I'm running, I'm running, run
I'm trying to escape my problems and fears by constantly running away


Bow down for me, bow down for me
I want others to see me as strong and powerful, despite my inner struggles


Feel like I was meant to die but somehow stayed alive
I feel like I don't belong in this world, and that I've been spared for some unknown reason


Time that I encounter, call in my surrender
I feel like my time is up, and that I must give in to my inner demons


I fear that I won't ever cover up these wounds
I'm afraid that my emotional scars will never fully heal


Leave the world a sinner, see my soul grew thinner
I know that I've made mistakes and done wrong, and that it's taken a toll on my spirit


And thinner, and smaller, the longer I'm alone
The more time I spend by myself, the more I feel like I'm disappearing and losing myself


The fear is so alone
My fear is isolating and suffocating


The fear is so lonely
My fear is causing me to feel unconnected to those around me


I hope it never finds me
I hope that my fear never catches up to me and consumes me entirely


I pray it doesn't get me
I desperately hope that my fear doesn't overpower me and take control of my life




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