Paranoia
Hail the Sun Lyrics

Hate when they talk
I dislike when other people speak

Terrified
I am extremely scared

Hate when the voices talk
I hate when the voices in my head speak

Running my mind amok
Causing my mind to be chaotic

Social Lies
Falsehoods spread through social interactions

Paranoia in my conscience
Unfounded worry and suspicion within myself

And when it talks
Referring to the paranoia within myself

I don't care at all
I am indifferent to its existence

Moral fentanyl
An analogy for how morality can be dangerous and addictive

I'm a book with different endings
My personality is complex and has various interpretations

If my exes talk
If my former romantic partners gossip about me

Should I care at all?
Do I need to be concerned about their opinions?

Guess my character is flawed!
Implying that their opinions would likely not be kind

Sometimes I have trouble being honest
I struggle with telling the truth

Follow my moral compass it leads to a dead end
Trusting my sense of right and wrong often results in negative consequences

Leveraged words sound absurd
Manipulative language is ridiculous to me

I'll convert social curves
I will change unhealthy societal patterns

(This is fucked I wish it wasn't. I question my own involvement.)
An aside expressing frustration with the state of things and self-doubt

Paranoia of the masses
A general sense of paranoia among the population

And when they talk
When people speak in general

I don't care at all
I am indifferent to their opinions

Innocence a distant memory
My naivety is long gone

If my exes talk
Referring again to gossip from past romantic partners

Should I care at all?
Is their opinion relevant or important?

Guess my character is flawed!
Assuming once again that their opinion would be negative

I'm using justifying lines, always the good ones
I make excuses for myself, often with righteous reasoning

Cue from the black lung: time to step outside
Referring to a sign that it's time for me to leave the situation

Out of spite
With the intention of being spiteful

I want you to be honest
I desire sincerity from others

Does the energy I harness make you feel alright?
Asking if my behavior is positively or negatively affecting those around me

Leveraged words sound absurd
Manipulative language is ridiculous to me

I'll convert social curves
I will work towards changing social patterns and norms

(This is fucked I wish I wasn't questioning my moral compass.)
Expressing frustration with their own moral confusion

If twisted thoughts were poison I'd be dead
If my negative thoughts had real-world consequences, I would be in a dire situation

Paranoia in my conscience
A continuation of the theme of unfounded worry and suspicion within myself

And when it talks
Referring to the paranoia within me

I don't care at all
I am indifferent to its existence

Moral fentanyl
A repeated analogy for the addictive and dangerous nature of morality

I'm a book with different endings
A repeated line describing the complexity of their personality

If my exes talk
Another repetition of the potential gossip from past romantic partners

Should I care at all?
A repeating question about the relevance of their opinions

Guess my character is flawed!
A recurring implication that their former partners' opinions would reflect negatively on them