Suicide
Hallow's Eve Lyrics


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I took the pills that made me fast to speed my brain future is past
Rapid pulsations upon my heart pulsing my blood from part to part

Suicide I'm still living suicide I'm still giving
To suicide I bring the gas to suicide I give my ass
Open the can I huff the fume ah, to me it is perfume

To suicide I swear an oath the human race I do loathe
Now I drive reckless speed with suicide I take the lead





I wish I had never been born my own past hear me mourn
Arm in arm I walk with death crazed words on my last breath

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Hallow's Eve's song "Suicide" depict a person who has reached a point in their life where they are struggling with their existence and have turned to suicide as a means of escape. The first two lines, "I took the pills that made me fast to speed my brain future is past / Rapid pulsations upon my heart pulsing my blood from part to part" suggest that this person has ingested some sort of medication to speed up their brain and heart rate, possibly to escape from their current reality. They are trying to live in the future but are still trapped in the past, and the medication they have ingested is causing their heart to beat rapidly and their blood to pulse throughout their body, yet they remain alive.


The lyrics then go on to describe how this person continues to give themselves over to suicide, either through thought or action. They bring gas to suicide and eventually swear an oath to it, showing how they have become obsessed with it as a way out. They have a deep-seated loathing towards humanity and wish they had never been born. The final line, "Arm in arm I walk with death crazed words on my last breath" is especially poignant, as it shows the person accepting their fate and choosing to die alongside death itself. They are saying their final words, possibly to no one in particular, and accepting their end.


Line by Line Meaning

I took the pills that made me fast to speed my brain future is past
I ingested stimulants to accelerate my mental capacity through time, acknowledging that the future will inevitably become the past.


Rapid pulsations upon my heart pulsing my blood from part to part
My heart is racing, causing my blood to circulate rapidly throughout every part of my body.


Suicide I'm still living suicide I'm still giving
Despite my suicidal tendencies, I am still alive and, in a sense, still promoting the idea of suicide.


To suicide I bring the gas to suicide I give my ass
I provide the means for taking one's own life by bringing gasoline, and I am also willing to sacrifice myself in the process.


Open the can I huff the fume ah, to me it is perfume
I inhale the gasoline fumes, which may be toxic to others, as if it were a pleasant fragrance.


To suicide I swear an oath the human race I do loathe
I pledge allegiance to suicide and express my strong dislike for the entire human race.


Now I drive reckless speed with suicide I take the lead
I drive recklessly and take charge, knowing that suicide is my ultimate destination.


I wish I had never been born my own past hear me mourn
I regret my existence and mourn my own past mistakes and experiences.


Arm in arm I walk with death crazed words on my last breath
As I approach death, I accept it as my companion, and my final words are those of madness.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ANGIE APARO

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Comments from YouTube:

Mitch Norton

Fucking brilliance recorded. I play this for my friends w/ lyrics and watch their jaws hit the floor. I makes me chuckle every time"....that speed my brain". LMFAO

Exodus Attack

Reminds me of nuclear assault. But these guys are notorious!

Darko Nikic

No problem ^^ \m/

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