UTOPIA
Halo Grey Lyrics


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..and I want nothing more than to
Make it seem logical for a change
We're mothers when it's only viable
And fathers if it's marketable
And can I make a million dollars
If I sold her golden egg

Everybody's all American, future gattacan.

For I am nothing more than your self-absorbed
Utopia so vain..
For what you call flaw I call character
That separates one from another
And if we all looked the same
Our uniqueness becomes erased

Everybody's all American, future gattacan.

Deep within bitter fantasies
Deep within
Oh lord i'm praying for your storm about to come
Trapped in utopia, i've learned to trust no one
I'm growing number to the hedonistic plea's
Same ones back then that killed
THE CHILD INSIDE OF ME!!!!
And those thorns they grow inside of me

All American, future gattacan

Everybody's all American, future gattacan.





Living the lie, living the lie
Deep within bitter fantasies

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Halo Grey's song Utopia reflects the desire for change and shedding light upon the flaws and uniqueness of every individual. The lines "and I want nothing more than to make it seem logical for a change" speaks of the desire for logical thinking instead of following a preconceived notion of what society deems acceptable. "We're mothers when it's only viable and fathers if it's marketable" portrays society's need to conform to gender roles, emphasizing the fact that society is only interested in what is profitable. The line "And can I make a million dollars if I sold her golden egg" is referring to the pursuit of wealth in exchange for the sacrifice of an individual's personal values.


The song also highlights the impact of societal pressure on self-absorption, leading to the creation of a utopian world where everything is perfect, yet it only serves as a facade for hiding flaws. The lyrics continue with "For I am nothing more than your self-absorbed utopia so vain" showcases a world-based only on self-love and vanity. The line "For what you call flaw, I call character that separates one from another" asserts that individuality is vital and should be celebrated instead of being shamed. The song concludes with "Living a lie, living a lie, deep within bitter fantasies," suggesting that the world created around us is only a deception, creating a reality that does not truly exist.


Line by Line Meaning

and I want nothing more than to
I have a desire to create logical thoughts.


Make it seem logical for a change
To make logical thinking a normal act and not something new.


We're mothers when it's only viable
We only become mothers when it is convenient for us.


And fathers if it's marketable
We only become fathers when it is profitable.


And can I make a million dollars
Is it possible to gain a lot of money


If I sold her golden egg
by selling something that someone else owns?


Everybody's all American, future gattacan.
Everyone strives to be perfect like in the future world of Gattaca.


For I am nothing more than your self-absorbed
I am a narcissist that only cares about myself.


Utopia so vain..
I envision a perfect world where my private interests are at the forefront.


For what you call flaw I call character
What you perceive as imperfections, I consider as qualities that make one unique.


That separates one from another
These qualities of uniqueness distinguish each one of us from one another.


And if we all looked the same
If we all had the same physical appearance, then


Our uniqueness becomes erased
we would lose our distinctiveness that sets us apart from one another.


Deep within bitter fantasies
In the depths of my mind, I harbor negative thoughts and hopes.


Oh lord i'm praying for your storm about to come
I am awaiting an upcoming event that will act like a storm to disrupt my negative thoughts.


Trapped in utopia, i've learned to trust no one
I am trapped in my perfect world, not trusting anyone or anything that might disrupt it.


I'm growing number to the hedonistic plea's
I am increasingly appealing to my personal indulgence and satisfaction at the cost of harming others.


Same ones back then that killed
These selfish tendencies are the same ones that killed my inner child.


THE CHILD INSIDE OF ME!!!!
My inner child who enjoyed life being unique despite not being materially complete.


And those thorns they grow inside of me
These negative thoughts and selfish tendencies develop within me.


Living the lie, living the lie
I am perpetuating the illusion of a perfect Utopia and living a lie.


Deep within bitter fantasies
My bitter fantasies run deep, damaging my past good outlooks about life.




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King Gregree

Hellz yeah!

Numetal4life

Fuck! This song is great

Daniel Petry

Hell yeah it is, I wish more people new about Halo Grey, but they only released a couple demos.
I'm still trying to find Doveless, the only song by them I can't find.
It's my favorite piece of lost media.

Numetal4life

@Daniel Petry agreed! I discovered this band because Dennis from 20dfc (which is one of my fav bands of all time) started this band. I didn’t realize how fucking good this ep is shit!

Daniel Petry

@Numetal4life I'm also a big 20dfc fan. I remember when the demos were easy to find. Except Doveless. I'm still trying to find it

Numetal4life

@Daniel Petry props to u for even finding these cause other than hearing them on this channel I haven’t found them anywhere else, wish I was alive when they put this ep out so I could have a copy

Daniel Petry

@Numetal4life I downloaded the song's when they were available online. That's why I uploaded them. They were such a great band and I've been holdin g on to the mp3s for like 2 decades. I'm just glad to know there's more people other than me that still love these songs

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Extreme Charisma

Where you get these songs?

Daniel Petry

I've had them almost 20 years. Most came from their website, and I think I got a few from Soulseek. There's one song they released that I was never able to find. I heard about them from theprp.com back in the day and I checked them out because I was a big fan of D Hauz and 20 Dead Flower Children.

Extreme Charisma

@Daniel Petry Will you help me find Halo Grey songs?

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