Confession
Haloweak & G.K Lyrics


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When you came into my life, you were a blessing
Now all I do is sit down and I'm stressing
And all I want is a goddamn confession
Fuck it no, all I want is a connection
I wake up in the morning so distraught and I'm still mourning
Wait, who died?
Oh, that's me, I was overdosing
High off morphine, oxycodone and that purple potion
Got so overwhelmed, my heart just started to explode
And I do not like heartbreaks, so I take the lonely road
When I looked into your eyes, I guess my heart grew bold
I don't wanna take drugs, cause they turn my heart cold
Cause I only want your love, that's the truth to be told
When you came into my life, you were a blessing
Now all I do is sit down and I'm stressing
And all I want is a goddamn confession
Fuck it no, all I want is a connection
Cause, when you came into my life, you were a blessing
Now all I do is sit down and I'm stressing
And all I want is a goddamn confession
Fuck it no, all I want is a connection
That's all I want, just show me love and come and hold me tight
All I ask is don't lie, I'll make our futures bright
When I'm with you, your love makes me high just like a kite
If you choose this baby girl, I promise you chose right
Yeah, I promise girl that you chose right
I can't even take you out without you being the limelight
Oh, you're so beautiful, just stop hurting me and give me love cause I'm losing you
When you came into my life, you were a blessing
Now all I do is sit down and I'm stressing
And all I want is a goddamn confession
Fuck it no, all I want is a connection
Cause, when you came into my life, you were a blessing
Now all I do is sit down and I'm stressing




And all I want is a goddamn confession
Fuck it no, all I want is a connection

Overall Meaning

The song "Confession" by Haloweak & G.K feat. Aoki Lapis delves into the complexities of family dynamics, guilt, and struggles with self-love. The first verse talks about a father begging for their child to stay while crying on their knees. The child knows that they won't survive if they repeat their father's mistakes, but feels trapped by the sword they live by. The second verse explores the singer's relationship with their sisters and the difficulties they face in trying to help them love themselves. The verse ends with a mention of a grandmother causing family conflict. The chorus repeats the phrase "Don't worry if we fall in love, we will never touch the ground," which could be interpreted as a message of hope and support amidst family struggles.


Line by Line Meaning

Father crying on his knees begging me to stay
My father is crying and pleading with me to not leave him and go away.


Hand in hand cheek to cheek tears down his face
As we embrace in a hug, tears stream down both our faces.


When I look up at the sky all i see is grey
Whenever I gaze up at the sky, I notice a dull grey color, lacking the vibrancy of brighter days.


I know I won't survive if I make all of his mistakes
If I repeat my father's errors, I won't be able to bear the consequences and it will lead to my downfall.


But that's the sword i live by so it will defeat me
Despite knowing the cost, I continue to live by a code that will ultimately bring me harm.


Don't see no light when I look through the tunnel I see empty
I struggle to find hope and brightness in my life, instead my path seems dark and bleak.


Ive been caught up in the nonsense that's whats gonna get me
The foolish, trivial matters that consume my thoughts are what will be my downfall.


Been in my fair share of problems trust me those were plenty
I have faced many challenges and difficulties, more than most people can imagine.


And to my mom whose losing sunshine as the days pass
My mother is losing her happiness and becoming sadder each day that goes by.


Used to feel so sound but when we move she's stumbling in the back
My mother used to feel strong and capable, but now when we move she struggles and falls behind.


Bad health fucking round with everything we had
Our family's poor health is negatively affecting every aspect of our lives and causing us to struggle.


Sad tale it's brought us down a path we can't come back
Our tragic story has led us down a road that we cannot return from or fix the mistakes we've made.


Can't come back from the despair and all the rough emotions
We are unable to fully recover from the deep sadness and intense emotions we are facing.


Detrimental to our health which makes us lose focus
Our poor health and struggles are causing us to lose focus and negatively impacting our well-being.


Just a kid who's got no plan or choice on where I'm going
I am a young person with no clear direction or choices in life, feeling lost and unsure of my path.


But I feel closed off from the rest I can't keep my heart open
I am shutting myself off from others and failing to open my heart or connect with those around me.


Dont


Worry if we fall


In love


We will never touch the ground
Even if we fall in love and take risks, our connection will keep us from falling too far or hitting rock bottom.


Time to talk about my sisters now that's my dilemma
Now is the time to discuss my sisters, who are a source of conflict and stress in my life.


They've been in my life for forever since I could remember
My sisters have been a part of my life for as long as I can remember, always by my side.


I know I'm not the greatest brother wish i could be better
I am aware that I am not the best brother and wish I could improve and better support them.


I'll be here for you girls from January to December
Despite my flaws, I promise to always be there for my sisters through every month and every year.


Unfortunately they can't love themselves that great
Sadly, my sisters struggle with self-love and have a hard time valuing and caring for themselves.


It's hard when they don't feel like anyone will fill their plate
When my sisters feel empty and unfulfilled, it's difficult for them to find hope and believe that anyone can satisfy their needs.


I try my hardest to bring light I try through all debates
I put in my best effort to shine a positive light and support them, even in times of disagreement or argument.


But they're just sick of feeling like they'll never find their way
My sisters have grown tired of feeling lost and without direction, with no clear path or purpose in sight.


But then my grandmother yells and steps up to the stage
Suddenly, my grandmother interrupts and takes the spotlight in the conversation.


Disrespects my father while she spits all in my mothers face
My grandmother shows disrespect and contempt towards my father, even to the point of spraying saliva on my mother's face.


Big part of why my family doesn't feel okay
My grandmother's behavior is a major contributor to the dysfunction and strife within our family.


But maybe we're the reasons why we can't become complete
It's possible that our own faults and shortcomings prevent us from achieving wholeness and satisfaction as a family.


Onto me i feel the guilt is coursing through my veins
I am currently feeling immense guilt and responsibility running through my entire being.


Disrespect my family until they don't look at me the same
I have shown disrespect towards my own family to the point where they no longer view me in the same positive light.


Try to hide behind an front I act like I'm okay
I attempt to conceal my true emotions and pretend that I am fine, putting on a facade for others.


But I don't recognize the man I have become today
I no longer feel like the person I once was and have lost touch with myself, unsure of who I am becoming.




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Gregory Brown

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