I am not a woman I'm a God
Halsey Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

(I am not a woman, I'm a God)
(I am not a martyr, I'm a problem)
(I am not a legend, I'm a fraud)
(Keep your heart, 'cause I already)

Every day I've got a smile where my frown goes
A couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows
I take 'em with me to the grave in a suitcase
Maybe I could be a different human in a new place

Oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already

Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes
I never listen, but I see you with my eyes closed
I know you, I remember from the grass stain
Maybe I could be a better human with a new name

Oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So, I'll stay right here cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already

I'm ready to leave it
I'll go when I feel it
Got caught both hands on the smoking gun
I try, but I need it
It's hard, but I feel it
And it really does hurt when you love someone

Oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem




I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already got one

Overall Meaning

Halsey's song "I am not a woman, I'm a God" is about embracing oneself for who they are, even if it means going against societal expectations. The song highlights the singer's desire to be free from societal norms and her willingness to take control of her life. In the chorus, Halsey declares that she is not a woman, but rather a god - this is a metaphor for her wanting to be empowered and take charge of her life. She goes on to mention that she is not a martyr or legend but is a problem, which can be interpreted as Halsey recognizing that while she may not fit into traditional labels, she is still important and valuable.


The verses of the song focus on Halsey's introspective nature, describing her as disconnected from her emotions as she goes through the motions of daily life. The line "Every day I've got a smile where my frown goes" suggests that Halsey is putting on a front to conceal what she truly feels. The song touches on themes of alienation and belonging, as Halsey sings about feeling like an outsider and wanting to escape to a new place where she can be herself.


Overall, "I am not a woman, I'm a God" is a powerful anthem that encourages listeners to be true to themselves and embrace their individuality. It's a song about breaking free from societal norms and finding the strength to carve out a path for oneself.


Line by Line Meaning

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am powerful beyond the constraints of gender and societal expectations


I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I refuse to be a victim and instead challenge the status quo


I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
I reject the notion of being put on a pedestal and instead embrace my flaws


Keep your heart, 'cause I already
I am self-sufficient and do not need anyone else to complete me


Every day I've got a smile where my frown goes
I put on a facade of happiness despite deep-seated pain and struggle


A couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows
My past mistakes and traumas continue to haunt me


I take 'em with me to the grave in a suitcase
I carry the weight of my past with me at all times


Maybe I could be a different human in a new place
I am searching for a fresh start and a chance to redefine myself


Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes
I feel empty and numb despite being alive


I never listen, but I see you with my eyes closed
I am resistant to vulnerability and connection, but still long for it


Maybe I could be a better human with a new name
I desire a complete reinvention of my identity


I'm ready to leave it
I am willing to let go of my past and embrace change


I'll go when I feel it
I will take action when the time is right for me


Got caught both hands on the smoking gun
I am responsible for my own actions and their consequences


I try, but I need it
I struggle with addiction or unhealthy coping mechanisms


It's hard, but I feel it
I am going through a difficult emotional experience


And it really does hurt when you love someone
Even though I resist emotional connection, love and loss still affect me deeply


So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone
I choose solitude and individualism over the potential pain of connection


Oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
I crave a sense of purpose, but struggle to find it


'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
I am resistant to societal norms and expectations




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Downtown Music Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Ashley Frangipane, Atticus Ross, Johnathan Cunningham, Trent Reznor

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found
Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@user-cw4bv5iz8s

I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already
Every day I've got a smile where my frown goes
A couple bodies in the garden where the grass grows
I take 'em with me to the grave in a suitcase
Maybe I could be a different human in a new place
Oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone, but
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already
Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes
I never listen, but I see you with my eyes closed
I know you, I remember from the grass stain
Maybe I could be a better human with a new name
Oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So, I'll stay right here cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone, but
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already
I'm ready to leave it
I'll go when I feel it
Got caught both hands on the smoking gun
I try, but I need it
It's hard, but I feel it
And it really does hurt when you love someone
Oh
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So I'll stay right here 'cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
Keep your heart, 'cause I already got one



All comments from YouTube:

@PatchQuiwa

Yes, babe. Yes you are. Bless us.

@bensirez

CONCERT VERSION HERE : https://youtu.be/0xfI1OtqWBE

@j2323j

This ain't it

@sumeyyeciftci5638

yes she is OMG

@ahmdnaser824

Yes😭😭😭😭

@nijatxaliyev

Hi guys , I covered " The Tradition " on my channel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7MDHmoHF58
Hope you like it !

15 More Replies...

@rebeccabollea8198

My mother told me that when she was pregnant she felt like a goddess, Mother Mary, A GOD. The power of creating a life. I think this is what Halsey talks about.

@Lexandjim

I disagree....I think this young artist who is quite beautiful, truly believes she is a god....or is singing it like an affirmation to boost her belief of that.....it's sad to me....but then I am old & of course, think that the music of my youth was much better!!! 😉😄

@livthelifeuluv6879

I mean idk. The music video shows complete different. Satanic almost

@WhatAboutRC

@Alexis Smith-Twiford So of all the stuff she describes and talks about in this song, you really just heard one thing? How you made it to be old is a marvel. Of course, you just have to find something to not like the song though. Be a shame if you actually liked something outside your box. You arent even sad. its pathetic. Always have to find something about someone to hate just so you can try and make the things in your past great again.

More Comments

More Versions