Everything I Do
Harem Scarem Lyrics


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It's only life
I remind myself each day
If only I could remember what I'm doing in a room
The walls are padded down with foam

Because it takes away the sound
And alters the voices that tell me to do
What I do
They're worried that I'll want to kill

Without my pills
And they knew that I'd do
What I do
One more try

To step inside my brain
A constant fight
But I won't sleep till I can fool them
For hours they make me stare at blotches

I failed the grade




When I told them I was Jesus and I hear voices
That tell me to do what I do

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Harem Scarem's song, "Everything I Do," paint a vivid picture of an individual struggling with mental health issues. The lines, "It's only life, I remind myself each day," suggest that the singer tries to find hope in their situation and keep life in perspective. However, the rest of the verse reveals a much darker reality. The walls of their room are padded with foam, likely to prevent them from injuring themselves or others. They hear voices that tell them to do things, and without their medication, they fear they might act on those impulses.


The second verse delves further into the singer's internal struggle. They describe trying to "step inside [their] brain" in order to understand and control their thoughts. The line, "For hours they make me stare at blotches," suggests that they are undergoing a form of therapy - perhaps an inkblot test - to assess their mental state. The final line of the verse, "I failed the grade when I told them I was Jesus and I hear voices," reveals that the singer has had difficulty with mental health professionals before, likely due to their delusions and hallucinations.


Through these lyrics, Harem Scarem paints a poignant portrait of a person battling schizophrenia or another mental illness. The song highlights the fear, confusion, and isolation that can accompany such a condition, while also acknowledging the importance of medication and therapy in helping patients manage their symptoms.


Line by Line Meaning

It's only life
Life is the only thing that matters


I remind myself each day
I regularly tell myself this


If only I could remember what I'm doing in a room
Sometimes I forget what I am doing in a room


The walls are padded down with foam
The walls have been covered in foam in order to silence the voices


Because it takes away the sound
The foam takes away the sound


And alters the voices that tell me to do
The sound is altered to stop the voices from telling me what to do


What I do
The voices tell me what to do


They're worried that I'll want to kill
People are afraid that I will become violent


Without my pills
If I don't take my pills


And they knew that I'd do
People knew that I would become violent


One more try
I have to try one more time


To step inside my brain
To understand myself better


A constant fight
It's always difficult


But I won't sleep till I can fool them
I won't rest until I can hide who I really am


For hours they make me stare at blotches
I'm forced to stare at images for hours


I failed the grade
I didn't pass the test


When I told them I was Jesus and I hear voices
People thought I was crazy when I said I was Jesus and that I hear voices


That tell me to do what I do
The voices are telling me what to do




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: LARRY H STOTT

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