Anger Impulse
Hate Dept. Lyrics


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With a twinkle in my eye I believed that we are all the same
A mother tried to teach her young man to swallow all of the pain
If we go down there you're not coming back
I've tried to hide tried to fight the anger impulse
From some of you who held me down to some who just stepped on myfingers
Some of them just walked away and some went to get their big brothers
I feel my age and my thoughts have changed and now I know we'renothing alike
I've choked back the hurt for so many years that my heart is about to break




Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Hate Dept.'s song, Anger Impulse, delve into the complexity of human emotions, particularly anger and pain. The first lines, "With a twinkle in my eye, I believed that we are all the same," express a sense of naive idealism that is quickly shattered by the harsh realities of life. The mother's attempt to teach her son to "swallow all of the pain" indicates that pain and suffering are inevitable, but that we must learn to cope with it. The line, "If we go down there, you're not coming back," suggests that there is a danger that we may lose ourselves in our anger and never return from it.


The chorus, "I've tried to hide, tried to fight the anger impulse," reveals the internal struggle that the singer is facing between his desire to conceal his anger and his impulse to let it out. The following lines, "From some of you who held me down to some who just stepped on my fingers, some of them just walked away and some went to get their big brothers," illustrate the ways in which people can cause harm, whether intentionally or unintentionally, and how others may react to this harm in different ways. The lines, "I feel my age and my thoughts have changed and now I know we're nothing alike, I've choked back the hurt for so many years that my heart is about to break," encapsulate the singer's realization that people are not all the same, and that their actions can have an impact on others. The pain he has suppressed for years is now threatening to overwhelm him.


Line by Line Meaning

With a twinkle in my eye I believed that we are all the same
Naively believed that everyone shared the same thoughts and experiences.


A mother tried to teach her young man to swallow all of the pain
A mother taught her son to suppress his emotions in order to appear strong.


If we go down there you're not coming back
If we engage in conflict, the opponent will not survive.


I've tried to hide tried to fight the anger impulse
Attempted to conceal and resist the urge to express anger.


From some of you who held me down to some who just stepped on my fingers
Some individuals intentionally hurt and took advantage of me.


Some of them just walked away and some went to get their big brothers
Some people ignored the situation, while others escalated the conflict by bringing reinforcements.


I feel my age and my thoughts have changed and now I know we're nothing alike
As I have grown older, I have come to realize that people are not as similar as I once believed.


I've choked back the hurt for so many years that my heart is about to break
I have repressed my emotions for such a long time that it is taking a toll on my mental and emotional well-being.




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Written by: STEVEN SEIBOLD

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