Part Of Me
Healy Lyrics

Driving home at midnight with my head up out the roof
I am driving at midnight with my head out of the roof and thinking how living in high places changed my perspective.

I'm thinking, living in the heights has kinda changed my point of view, yeah
Living in high places has changed my perspective of life.

Part of me wholeheartedly thinks eternity will do
A part of me believes that living forever would be great.

I'd rather die
However, I would rather die than face the challenges of life.

Minutes turn to millions (millions)
Time seems to fly fast, turning a few minutes to millions of moments in a blink of an eye.

I might (I might just)
I may have the ability or possibility to do something.

Live a decade in a day-day-day-day-day-day-day-day-day
I could experience a lot of things, learn many lessons, and accomplish much within just a single day.

Mm, yeah
I agree.

A mile for every memory that's keeping me in place
Every memory that keeps me in place feels like a mile that I need to walk and overcome.

(Keeping me at bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay-bay)
Those memories are holding me back from moving forward, keeping me at bay.

I been walking into walls all week (walls all week, yeah)
I have been dealing with a lot of struggles and obstacles that have left me frustrated and feeling stuck.

I got missed called on me, yeah (they on me)
I feel like I've been missing out on opportunities and people, and it's catching up to me.

Why everything fall on me? (On me)
Why does it always seem like everything is going wrong, and I am the only one dealing with it?

And lately it's been hard for me to relate
It's been challenging for me to connect with others and have meaningful relationships.

Life's just out of my reach (outta my reach, ayy)
I feel like I am not able to attain the things I want in life, and it's frustrating.

Old friends feeling like keepsakes (feeling like keepsakes)
My old friends seem like precious treasures that I don't want to let go of.

Midnight ride, light leaks (light leaks, yeah)
I am on a midnight ride, and the light is streaming in through the roof of the car.

"24's floating down the freeway (floating down the freeway)
The rims on my car are spinning as I travel down the freeway.

And I been, eighty on the interstate (eighty on the interstate)
I am driving at eighty miles per hour on the interstate.

Gaining on a getaway (gaining on a getaway)
I am chasing someone, trying to catch up to them before they get away.

Crazy how quick you change (quick you change)
It's shocking how fast people or circumstances around us can change.

Used to want the symmetry, but now I think it's bending me (me)
I used to desire balance and order in my life, but now it feels like too much structure is constricting me.

Out of shape
I feel like I am not in good physical or mental condition.

Pushing through the window pain 'til I'm out of state
I am trying to overcome my emotional pain and get away from it until I am in a better place.

Yeah, I-65 I'm just biding my time
I am patiently waiting, killing time on the I-65 highway.

Got new energy still my worst enemy
Although I have a newfound energy or motivation, I am still struggling with my inner demons and self-doubt.

Same me, new energy, still my worst enemy
Even with renewed motivation, I am still struggling with the same problems and limitations.

I'd rather die, twenty-five, in LA knowing you
I would rather die than face the challenges of my current circumstances, but I want to find peace and happiness knowing you (someone special).