In 2016, their breakout moment arrived when the remix of their original song "Lighthouse," produced by Swedish DJ and producer Andrelli, garnered widespread acclaim and reached audiences in Sweden, Norway, and various parts of Europe.
Initially recognized for their harmonizing indie-folk sound, Hearts & Colors ventured into new territory and explored a more polished and electronic style. In 2017, they released singles like "For the Love" and "Shame," followed by "Yung Luv" in 2018, showcasing their evolving musical direction.
Transitioning from covers to original material, Hearts & Colors signed with Island Records and unveiled their debut original track, "Too Many Friends," in February 2018. Later that year, they simultaneously released "Lying to Myself" and "Waterbed," solidifying their presence as singer-songwriters in the industry.
Continuing their musical journey, Hearts & Colors delivered a string of singles throughout 2018, including "L.A. on a Saturday Night." In 2019, they unveiled "Lion" and "I Don't Care," displaying a return to their acoustic guitar-driven roots.
Lying To Myself
Hearts & Colors Lyrics
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I've got splinters in my fingers from the damage that you′ve done
So why does it hurt when you're speaking
All my words do you keep twisting till you've turned them all around
These shallow heights
Stitch me up inside
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I′m lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I′m lying to myself
Why do I stay when you're leaving
I′ve got holes left in my pockets from betting against the odds
So why do I cave when you're begging
For the second chance that I have given you so many times
These shallow heights
Stitch me up inside
'Cause I, I feel better when I′m lying to
Better when I′m lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I′m lying to myself
In my head, in my head, in my head are clouds
And you're calling me up saying you′re leaving town
Tell me where, tell me where, tell me where are we now
Mmh
'Cause I, I feel better when I′m lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I′m lying to myself
I feel better when I′m lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I′m lying myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I′m lying to myself
"Hearts & Colors" released "Lying To Myself," a pop ballad about struggling to let go of a toxic relationship, in 2019. The song's lyrics reflect the internal conflict experienced by someone who recognizes that they should walk away from a relationship but cannot do so. The singer is holding on despite the harm their partner is causing them and is struggling to come to terms with their feelings.
The lyrics use vivid imagery to describe the singer's pain. They have "splinters in their fingers" and "holes left in their pockets" from the damage caused by their partner. The "shallow heights" stitching them up inside describe the surface-level nature of their hope that things will get better.
However, the singer acknowledges that they feel better when they are lying to themselves. They are avoiding the truth and, as a result, experiencing a temporary sense of relief. In the bridge, the singer is depicted as being lost in a cloud of uncertainty, with their partner contemplating leaving town.
Overall, the song highlights the struggle of coming to terms with the end of a relationship and the difficulty one faces when trying to let go.
Line by Line Meaning
Why do I stay when you′re leaving
I continue to remain in this relationship even though you are leaving me.
I've got splinters in my fingers from the damage that you've done
I am hurt by your words and actions, and it feels like it's physically affecting me.
So why does it hurt when you're speaking
Your words hurt me, even though I know I shouldn't let them get to me.
All my words do you keep twisting till you've turned them all around
You twist my words and manipulate me until I don't know what to believe anymore.
These shallow heights
I am feeling emotionally vulnerable and exposed.
Stitch me up inside
I need something or someone to help me heal from this emotional pain.
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
I know I'm lying to myself about this relationship, but it's easier than facing the truth.
Better when I'm lying to myself
I am more comfortable pretending everything is okay than acknowledging the reality of the situation.
I've got holes left in my pockets from betting against the odds
I have been taking risks and giving you second chances despite the odds being against us.
So why do I cave when you're begging
You beg for another chance, and even though I know it's not a good idea, I give in.
For the second chance that I have given you so many times
I have already given you countless second chances, but you keep betraying my trust.
In my head, in my head, in my head are clouds
My thoughts are clouded and confused, and it's hard to see things clearly.
And you're calling me up saying you're leaving town
You are trying to leave me again, and I don't know how to handle it.
Tell me where, tell me where, tell me where are we now
I'm unsure of where we stand in our relationship and if there's any hope for us.
Mmh
A nonverbal expression of contemplation or uncertainty.
Writer(s): Hayley Michelle Aitken, Carl Johan Isac Gustafsson, Philip Tillstrom, Nicolai Kjellberg
Contributed by Liliana L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@georgiampalantina6695
Why do I stay when you're leaving
I've got splinters in my fingers from the damage that you've done
So why does it hurt when you're speaking
All my words do you keep twisting till you've turned them all around
These shallow heights
Stitch me up inside
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to myself
Why do I stay when you're leaving
I've got holes left in my pockets from betting against the odds
So why do I cave when you're begging
For the second chance that I have given you so many times
These shallow heights
Stitch me up inside
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
In my head, in my head, in my head are clouds
And you're calling me up saying you're leaving town
Tell me where, tell me where, tell me where are we now
Mmh
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
@grazer6398
Почему стою я когда ты уходишь,
мои руки в шрамах от урона нанесённого тобой
почему же я страдаю когда ты молвишь,
все мои слова в наших беседах перекручены тобой.
Весь этот фальш,
не даёт упасть.
Ведь мне,каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе,
каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе,
каждый раз всё легче мне лгать себе.
Почему стою я когда ты уходишь,
лишь в карманах моих дырки ведь я ставил против всех
почему же я страдаю когда ты просишь,
за второй шанс который должен дать тебе в который раз.
Весь этот фальш,
не даёт упасть.
Ведь мне,каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе
каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе,x2
И я всё и я всё и я всё витаю в облаках,
и ты звонишь,говоришь мне хочешь уйти,
расскажи расскажи что между нами теперь.
Ведь мне,каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе
каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе,x2
каждый раз всё легче мне лгать себе,
каждый раз всё лучше и лучше мне,лучше мне когда я лгу себе.
@georgiampalantina6695
Why do I stay when you're leaving
I've got splinters in my fingers from the damage that you've done
So why does it hurt when you're speaking
All my words do you keep twisting till you've turned them all around
These shallow heights
Stitch me up inside
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to myself
Why do I stay when you're leaving
I've got holes left in my pockets from betting against the odds
So why do I cave when you're begging
For the second chance that I have given you so many times
These shallow heights
Stitch me up inside
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
In my head, in my head, in my head are clouds
And you're calling me up saying you're leaving town
Tell me where, tell me where, tell me where are we now
Mmh
'Cause I, I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
I feel better when I'm lying myself
I feel better when I'm lying to
Better when I'm lying to myself
@alive2848
I like your voice and tone♥♥
You guys are so special and gifted!!
@alancitox3795
God, I like so much this song... it helps me to relax ^^
@ampuiaralte835
Please keep doing what you're doing🙌 I'm broken but your songs keep me intact.. Literally. Hoping to meet you guys one day.
@ReneeLynnWanders
Such beautiful voices and harmonies ☺️
@kyliepayeur
You two are so incredibly talented, I don’t even have any words
@emmawashington3488
You guys are just incredible, your voices seriously need to be heard by the whole world! Ridiculously insane, literally in love with your voices!!! 😍😍😊😊
@dog8darl907
Beautiful you both have amazing harmony!! xx
@wwmmh262
Can’t agree with you anymore!!! Voice from heaven😇
@joco5654
I'm in love with your songs and covers, you guys are incredible. KEEP showing to the world your talent <3