Therapy
Heavy-K Lyrics

I never thought I'd be driving through the country
I never expected to be aimlessly driving through rural areas

Just to drive with only music and the clothes that I woke up in.
Without any specific destination, accompanied solely by music and the clothes I was wearing when I woke up

I never thought I'd need all this time alone.
I didn't anticipate the need to spend so much time by myself

It goes to show I had so much yet
This reveals that despite the many things I had, including material possessions and people in my life,

I had need for nothing but you, but you.
my desire for one particular person was so strong that nothing else seemed necessary

This is just therapy.
This is a means of emotional healing and processing,

Just call it what it is with a death grip
Unwaveringly gripping onto the truth of the situation,

On this life always transitioning.
During the constant flux of life and all its changes

Because you won't take my calls
Since you refuse to communicate with me

And that makes God the only one who's left here listening to me.
Leaving only God to be the one who hears me out and offers solace

Letting it all sink in,
Allowing the emotions to fully saturate my being,

It's good to feel a sting now and again.
Experiencing pain can sometimes be necessary for growth and healing

I hope it's one less woeful thing there is to fight through.
My desire is for one less painful obstacle to overcome in life

Letting it all begin,
Starting fresh with a new perspective and attitude,

Fresh paper and a nice expensive pen.
Stationary that's new and of high quality to symbolize a fresh start

The past cannot subtract a thing from what I might do for you,
The past does not diminish my capacity to do good for you in the future

Unless that's what I let it do.
Unless I allow myself to be held back by past mistakes or regrets

Loneliness and solitude are two things
Loneliness and solitude are distinct concepts,

Not to get confused 'cause I spend my solitude with you.
I do not confuse the two because I use my alone time to think of you

Gather all the questions of the things I just can't get straight
Compiling all the uncertainties and issues that I struggle to make sense of

And I answer them the way I guess you do.
And answering them according to how I imagine you would respond

'Cause this is my therapy,
This is a personal process of emotional healing and understanding,

'Cause you're the only one that's listening to me.
Because you were the only one who would listen to me in the past

This is my therapy,
This is my way of dealing with and overcoming past emotional struggles,

Just call it what it is and what we were
Acknowledging and accepting the truth of the situation and our past relationship

With a death grip on this life that's in transition.
Holding onto life and all its changes with a steady and unwavering hand

Because you won't hear me out
Because you refuse to listen to what I have to say

And that makes God the only one who's left here listening.
Making God the only available source of comfort and solace

This is just therapy.
This process of healing and self-reflection is only meant for my own betterment,

Just call it what it is
This is just a form of self-care and reflection,

With a death grip on this life always transitioning.
Holding on tight to this ever-changing life

This is just therapy
This is simply a means of healing and understanding,

'Cause you won't take my calls
Because you refuse to communicate with me or offer me closure

And that makes God the only one who's left here listening to me.
Leaving only God to be the one who hears me out and offers solace in this time of emotional turmoil