Discography
Albums
A Voluntary Coincidence (2007)
Stitches of Eden (2009)
White Me In Black Me Out (2013)
Sonic Foundation (2016)
Nyctophilia (2018)
Airesis (2021)
EPs / Singles
Disconnection (2005)
E-Race Generation (2006)
Plaestik (2007)
Spacefloor Romance (2009)
Videodope (2013)
Beware of Light feat. Chris Pohl (2015)
Frozen Star (2017)
Kamikaze Angel (2018)
Tetrachromatic (2019)
Suicidal Birds (2019)
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My Girlfriend Insanity
Helalyn Flowers Lyrics
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And perceiving my senses
Knows my truth
She was kissing my eyes
In a clinical embrace
She's my truth
When in the deeper of the night
Inside of me
Like a chilly scar
It's opening again
'Cause humanize a dream's exciting
That's all she let me know
In one second
Her unforgiving touch
Is like a blade writhing in a flower
Undressing my meaning
I'm discovering the taste of love
Because she is my girlfriend insanity
When in the deeper of the night
She enters in my bed
Inside of me
Like a chilly scar
It's opening again
'Cause humanize a dream's exciting
That's all she let me know
In one second
Her unforgiving touch
Is like a blade writhing in a flower
Undressing my meaning
I'm discovering the taste of love
Because she is my girlfriend insanity
Like a scar, like a blade
Slide on me, kill my pain
Like a scar, like a blade
Slide On me, kill my pain
Like a scar, like a blade
Slide On me, kill my pain
Like a scar, like a blade
Slide On me, kill my pain
The song "My Girlfriend Insanity" by Helalyn Flowers explores the complex and intense relationship between the singer and their partner who is personified as "my girlfriend insanity." The opening lines suggest that the singer has been dishonest with their partner, but she is able to forgive them and know their truth. The phrase "kissing my eyes in a clinical embrace" suggests a paradoxical mix of intimacy and detachment, as if their partner is trying to heal them even as they are wounded by something.
As the song progresses, we see the singer grappling with the exhilarating and dangerous nature of their relationship. There is a sense of danger in their partner's "unforgiving touch" which is like a "blade writhing in a flower," as if she is capable of causing both pleasure and pain. The repetition of "Like a scar, like a blade, slide on me, kill my pain," reinforces this idea of a relationship that is both healing and destructive.
Overall, the lyrics of "My Girlfriend Insanity" paint a vivid picture of a relationship that is intense, exhilarating, and dangerous all at once. The singer seems to both love and fear their partner, caught up in a cycle of pain and pleasure that they can't seem to escape.
Line by Line Meaning
She, forgiving my lies
She is forgiving of my lies, despite knowing them to be untrue.
And perceiving my senses
She has an understanding of my emotions and can sense how I feel.
Knows my truth
She knows the true me that exists beneath my façade of lies and appearances.
She was kissing my eyes
Her affection is shown through kissing my eyes, expressing her love for me.
In a clinical embrace
Her embrace is devoid of emotion and behaves in a clinical manner, suggesting a dysfunctional relationship.
She's my truth
She embodies everything that is true and real in my life, binding me to her.
When in the deeper of the night
During the night when I’m alone and vulnerable.
She enters in my bed
She comes to my bed, further emphasizing the intimacy between us despite our dysfunctional relationship.
Inside of me
She’s able to penetrate the innermost depths of my soul, knowing me better than anyone else.
Like a chilly scar
Her touch is cold and unwelcoming like a scar that doesn't heal, suggesting the pain of their relationship.
It's opening again
The pain and frustration of our relationship is reoccurring.
'Cause humanize a dream's exciting
In her demented way, her touch makes me feel alive again, gives me the feeling of a dream that excites me.
That's all she let me know
This is all she conveys of her feelings and intentions - cold and distant yet stimulating.
Her unforgiving touch
Her touch holds me responsible for everything that has gone wrong between us, forcing me to feel guilty.
Is like a blade writhing in a flower
Her touch is as harsh as a blade cutting through the delicate beauty of a flower.
Undressing my meaning
Her touch removes the false exterior I have erected, revealing the true meaning of my being.
I'm discovering the taste of love
Through our painful relationship is the discovery of what true love feels like.
Because she is my girlfriend insanity
Despite her cold and unsympathetic demeanor, I am still drawn to her like a moth to a flame because she represents my girlfriend insanity.
Like a scar, like a blade
Repetition of the imagery of pain (scar and blade).
Slide on me, kill my pain
She is the cause of my pain, yet I continue to be with her in the hopes that her touch can alleviate some of it.
Contributed by Hannah M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Matt
nice song