Breakdown Playground
Helia Lyrics


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This is my way to get what I was looking for
This is my way to get what I was waiting for
So wake from your sleep
Just take my hand and get out of here
Open your eyes
Are you happy?
I'll watch you die
Are you happy now?
And every night I play that game
You can't see that I can't be free
But now it's time to walk away
To take back my life
Kiss goodbye
It's my last chance to break this fuckin chain
So don't be sad
Goodbye my fair lady I'll see you in hell




I'm better off on my own
It's all that i'm living for

Overall Meaning

"Breakdown Playground" by Helia is a song about the struggle of a person who is tired of being stuck in a cycle of pain and hurt. The song expresses the singer's desire to break free from this cycle, leave behind the person who caused them so much pain, and start living their life for themselves. The opening lines of the song, "This is my way to get what I was looking for / This is my way to get what I was waiting for" suggest that the singer has finally found a way out of their situation and is determined to make use of it.


In the subsequent lines, the singer urges someone to wake up and take their hand to leave the place where they are. They question if the person is happy and say that they will watch them die if they are not happy. The repetition of the line "Are you happy now?" suggests that the singer is frustrated with the situation and the lack of progress in breaking free. The lines "And every night I play that game / You can't see that I can't be free" suggest that the singer has been stuck in this cycle for a long time and has been unsuccessfully trying to break free.


The chorus of the song expresses the singer's resolve to leave everything behind, take back their life and break the chain of pain that has been binding them. They bid farewell and say that they are better off on their own. Overall, "Breakdown Playground" conveys a powerful message of determination, resilience, and the importance of breaking free from toxic relationships and situations.


Line by Line Meaning

This is my way to get what I was looking for
I have found my own path to achieve what I desire


This is my way to get what I was waiting for
I have followed my own method to attain what I have longed for


So wake from your sleep
Open your eyes and be aware of yourself


Just take my hand and get out of here
Come with me to a better place and leave behind what holds us down


Open your eyes
See the truth and break free from the constraints of illusions


Are you happy?
Are you truly content with your current situation?


I'll watch you die
I will witness the end of our relationship


Are you happy now?
Are you finally at peace with our separation?


And every night I play that game
I constantly struggle with my emotions and actions


You can't see that I can't be free
You are unaware that I am trapped and unable to break away


But now it's time to walk away
It is time for me to move on and let go


To take back my life
To regain control and ownership of my existence


Kiss goodbye
I bid farewell to what belongs to the past


It's my last chance to break this fuckin chain
This is my final opportunity to sever the ties that bind me


So don't be sad
Do not grieve or lament for what is coming


Goodbye my fair lady I'll see you in hell
Farewell to you, my dear, we shall meet again in the afterlife


I'm better off on my own
I am content and fulfilled with my independence


It's all that i'm living for
The pursuit of my individuality is my ultimate goal in life




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Comments from YouTube:

Robin

love it, its the best when you find a band with this kinda sound

adam kelly

synthcore, just like any other band who does metal, horse the band? greta knights? arsonists get all the girls? surrender the dance floor? same stuff, all of which are great, i love these guys, voices of the gods.

Ima Kiithy

No se pero Es Perfecto el Mejor de todos sus temas :) (Y) lml

Rob Viking

epic picture look them deep in the eyes :o it´s scary :D

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