Those Nights
Her Demise My Rise Lyrics


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I walked out to the sea to find some sense of hope
But i ended up finding nothing

I never found my back
It was useless i forgot myself
I dont know anything
But its ok cause i got my heart
But at the end of the day im the only one that i can blame
And beg for my soul
But when i look at your face i wont miss those nights where
U screamed my name
Get you ass up and help my find myself
But at the day im the only one that i can blame

I said you never thought i could make it
But i did all by my god dam self

What do you think this world to me
It turned me inside out
I dont know myself anymore

I found my sense of hope by myself without your help

Well i dont know if this is my path
I dont know if this is my way
But somehow some fucking way i will get back
And find my way home

Way home





I will return and have a taste of you all
And tarnish you fucks off of my dead mind

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Her Demise My Rise's song "Those Nights" seem to address the struggle of trying to find oneself and make sense of life's difficulties. The singer starts by walking out to the sea, hoping to find hope, but ends up with nothing. They feel lost and useless, unable to remember who they are or what they know. However, the singer still has their heart, which seems to give them some solace.


The chorus delves into self-blame and searching for redemption. The singer takes responsibility for their actions and their own soul, but they also reference a past where someone screamed their name. This could suggest a tumultuous relationship where the singer felt they were being put down or controlled in some way. However, despite the difficulty of this relationship, when the singer looks at the person's face, they don't miss those nights.


The lyrics then take on a more defiant tone, with the singer proclaiming that they were able to make it all by themselves, despite doubts from others. The world has turned them inside out, but they ultimately found hope on their own. However, the singer doesn't know if they're on the right path or if they'll ever find their way home, but they vow to try.


Overall, the lyrics suggest a journey of self-discovery and overcoming obstacles. The singer may have encountered difficult relationships or doubters, but they found hope and strength within themselves.


Line by Line Meaning

I walked out to the sea to find some sense of hope
I was searching for something to give me hope and purpose in life


But i ended up finding nothing
Unfortunately, my search was fruitless


I never found my back
I lost touch with who I was


It was useless i forgot myself
My efforts to find myself were pointless


I dont know anything
I feel lost and uncertain about everything


But its ok cause i got my heart
Despite my confusion and lack of direction, I still have my passions and emotions


But at the end of the day im the only one that i can blame
Ultimately, I am responsible for my own choices and the direction my life takes


And beg for my soul
I am searching for inner peace and meaning in my life


But when i look at your face i wont miss those nights where
Even though we had good memories together, the relationship is over and I am moving on


U screamed my name
I remember the passionate and intense moments we shared


Get you ass up and help my find myself
I am calling out to someone to support me in my journey of self-discovery


I said you never thought i could make it
You doubted my abilities and strength of character


But i did all by my god dam self
Despite your lack of faith in me, I succeeded on my own


What do you think this world to me
I question the value and purpose of my existence in this world


It turned me inside out
The world has changed me in ways I didn't expect


I dont know myself anymore
I feel like a stranger to myself


I found my sense of hope by myself without your help
I was able to find hope and meaning on my own, without relying on anyone else


Well i dont know if this is my path
I am uncertain if I am on the right path in life


I dont know if this is my way
I question if my current way of living and thinking is the right one


But somehow some fucking way i will get back
I am determined to find my way back to a better place in life


And find my way home
I am searching for a sense of belonging and purpose in this world


I will return and have a taste of you all
I will come back stronger and better than ever and prove my worth to those who doubted me


And tarnish you fucks off of my dead mind
I will overcome the negative voices and people in my life and move forward towards success and peace




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