I AM
Highly Suspect Lyrics

One, two, three
Counting off, starting the song

I am lost in the dirty basement
Feeling trapped and isolated in a dark and unclean place

I am right where I need to be
Accepting the current situation and finding purpose in it

I am so sick of computers
Tired of technology and its reliance in daily life

I am on them constantly
Using computers non-stop despite being sick of them

I am sitting in the classroom
Being present physically but not mentally engaged in learning

I am not learning a thing
Feeling uninterested and useless in the learning environment

I am walking through the forest
Being in nature and feeling at peace with surroundings

Ohh, I'm right in that tree
Being connected with nature and specifically a tree

I won't lay down
Refusing to give up or submit to difficult circumstances

Inside to hell
Feeling trapped in a mental and emotional hellish state

That's okay
Accepting the tough situation as it is

With me
I am willing to endure this and handle it

But you know, that's alright with me
Accepting that others may not understand or agree with the situation, but being okay with it

I am stuck inside this nightmare
Feeling trapped in a horrific life circumstance

I am living out all my dreams
Despite the nightmare, finding a way to fulfill personal aspirations

I am working to save a dollar
Working hard to save money

I am spending all my green
Despite saving, spending all the money on things that bring temporary relief

I am way too drunk to drive
Recognizing one is too impaired to safely drive a vehicle

I am getting behind the wheel
Choosing to ignore the impairment and take a risk with one's life and others'

I am stoned out of my dreams
Being heavily altered by drugs and disconnected from reality

Ohh, I would be
Implying that the artist would be similarly out of touch with reality

I know that I'm gonna lose my mind
Acknowledging that mental stability may be lost in the midst of a difficult situation

But I'm gonna be just fine, just fine, just fine
Despite the potential loss of mind, having confidence in the ability to handle the situation

I know that I have lost my mind
Recognizing that mental stability has already been lost

But I'm gonna be just fine, I'm gonna be just fine
Despite the current state, having hope and confidence in the ability to handle the situation