Cyanide Sun
Him Lyrics


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Should've known how hard it is to stop tearing each other apart
Separating souls entwined with all these labyrinthine lies

I am dead to you, a shadow doomed
My love, forever in the dark
And of all untruths the truest is you
Too close to my heart
This emptiness I've made my home
Embracing memories of dreams long gone
One last caress from the corpse of love is all I want
Underneath the cyanide sun

We've sailed the seas of grief on a raft built with our tears
Looking for a way to disappear for a moment from our deepest fears





I'll be drowning you in this river of gloom
Forever in my heart

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of HIM's song "Cyanide Sun" describe the pain and emptiness that comes with a doomed relationship. The singer laments that he should have seen the difficulty in stopping the constant attacking and hurting of each other. He acknowledges the lies and deceit that intertwined their souls as well as acknowledging that his love for the other is forever doomed and trapped in darkness. The most truthful thing to the singer is that the significant other is too close to his heart, causing immense pain.


As the relationship ends, the singer has made loneliness his residence, finding comfort in the memories of the past. He admits he wants a final embrace from the deceased love, but it is not possible. The title,"Cyanide Sun" refers to the paradox of the brilliance of the sun and the poisonous element of cyanide, representing the paradox of the relationship- it seemed bright and perhaps promising, but ultimately destructive and toxic. The song ends with the two people on this raft of grief, trying to find a way to escape their deep-rooted fears.


In summary, "Cyanide Sun" is a powerful song that expresses the profound pain that comes with a toxic relationship. The song's lyrics exhibit the emotional turmoil of attachment and separation, and the longing to break free from the pain.


Line by Line Meaning

Should've known how hard it is to stop tearing each other apart
It's difficult to end the cycle of hurting one another


Separating souls entwined with all these labyrinthine lies
Lies have twisted and tangled their once connected souls


I am dead to you, a shadow doomed
The singer is no longer alive to the other person, just a doomed shadow


My love, forever in the dark
The love between the two is now shrouded in darkness


And of all untruths the truest is you
Even though the other person is full of lies, they are the most honest untruth


Too close to my heart
Despite everything, the other person is still deeply connected to the singer's heart


This emptiness I've made my home
The singer has embraced their loneliness and made it their dwelling


Embracing memories of dreams long gone
They hold onto memories of past dreams that will never come to fruition


One last caress from the corpse of love is all I want
The artist yearns for one final moment of affection from their dead relationship


Underneath the cyanide sun
All this pain and suffering is happening under an oppressive and poisonous sun


We've sailed the seas of grief on a raft built with our tears
Together they've navigated through hardships, crying all the way


Looking for a way to disappear for a moment from our deepest fears
Trying to escape from their fears and pain


I'll be drowning you in this river of gloom
The singer will be overpowering the other person in their shared sadness and despair


Forever in my heart
The other person will always be entrenched in the singer's heart, despite it all




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: VILLE VALO

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